it's sure that japanese seems much better than here bullshit

It's okay, you can always admire japan.
Most koreans do it already.

i took a look at /bant/ cause ive decided to leave int and theres k-pop general that somehow only keeps itself going there contrary to other threads that seem to run out quickly. i think at least you arent lonely on this board and can be comfortable. this whole board surprisingly has many (western) gook users and you have a presence.