>try to socialize outside of the internet >bee myself and

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>try to socialize outside of the internet
>bee myself and speak without a filter
>an actual grill i started talking to keeps the conversation flowing
>i end up telling her that if she continues with this working independent womyn bullshit, doesnt get married and settled in 2 years time, she will end up over 30, desperate and with a rotting womb that no man will want to fertalize.
>she gets visibly upset and leaves
>others look at me with disgust
>some are laughing
>i try to be alpha and get off the bench, spread my arms
>WHAT!? WHATS UP?! THE FUCK ALL YOU LOOKING AT?! SPEAK THE FUCK UP
>hear a silent retard
>leave telling them to fuck themselves
>they as in half the park that heard me and some even talked to me, laughed at my sick jokes
>go home cry myself to sleep first time in my life

Why the fuck is it so hard to reach out to people? I know i have some qualities, but why is it so wrong to be direct and honest with people? Why must everyone lie?
Why cant i shitpost in public?
I dont want to die stuck here