I don't know who else to turn to and /mu/ was no use so

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I don't know who else to turn to and /mu/ was no use so I hope you guys will hear me out I seriously need help.

5 months ago the song "Despacito" by Luis Fonsi played at work. It's a fun, catchy song, as I'm sure most of you here have heard it before. I sang it out loud with my coworkers while it was playing, good time was had, etc. It earwormed me pretty good, got stuck in my head for the rest of the day. I played it in the car on the way home, checked out some covers. Figured I'd just enjoy myself and indulge until I got sick of it and moved on.

Well, this is where it gets bad. It didn't go away. It's been playing in my head for the last 5 months, every waking moment of every single day. I have no idea why and I've tried everything to get it out. I've spent days off doing nothing but listening to other music; catchy pop music, absurd noise shit, music I love, music I hate, to no avail. I've been in two fights with my wife directly because of it. My co-workers used to like me, now they avoid me because I'm that weird faggot who uncontrollably starts singing Despacito all the time. Last week I briefly thought about suicide for the first time in my life. I don't think I'm in danger of going down that road but I am under incredible stress. I can't concentrate on anything, my performance at work is slipping and I actually got yelled at by my supervisor for the first time in the 4 years I've worked there. I don't like where this is going and it needs to stop. After 5 months you kind of give up hope that it's just a another 'song stuck in your head for a few days' kind of thing. I need help.

>tl;dr: the song "Despacito" by Luis Fonsi has been stuck in my head for 5 months straight and I need help getting it out.