Why is it that whenever I think about a girl crushing my balls

>>77829739
Low self-esteem and mental illness
Also watch this get to 70+ replies without being touched by jannies

>>77829739
Read Industrial Society and Its Future by Ted Kaczynski to better understand your low self esteem and mental illness.

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>>77829807
But I've had this fetish since I was like 10-11, I'm 20 now and I still have the libido/drive to hit my balls if I watch a video of a girl telling me to do so. I take them in my left hand and punch/slap them with my right. It hurts but it feels good to know I'm hurting myself for her, sometimes I start laughing after I cum and sometimes I feel really weak, my balls often hurt for days after, just random jolts of pain I mainly feel winded and sick.

Whenever a I listen to a girl insult me and call me a failure, saying how small my cock is and how I'm a burden on my parents even though its all true it still turns me on? If anything it makes me so attracted to her, like I'd do anything for her, was this ingrained into me from an early age? I had a decent childhood nothing went wrong, I've never been diagnosed with a mental illness

>>77829861
What's it about

Why would someone want to get his balls smashed? It's pure stupidity.

>>77829739
Do you have the pic of the Brazilian who ended up quitting porn because of this?

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>>77831208

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>>77829739
You're a pervert

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>>77831534
Watching these russians cuntbust each other always gets me rock hard when I self insert as the one being hurt, I do it with videos of chinese/russian girls group bullying a girl

So what exactly is the problem. It's your fetish, enjoy it.

>>77831735
I've probably increased my chances of testicular cancer and every time I intentionally hurt myself I have a chance of getting testicular torsion or just permanent pain in my testicles for the rest of my life. Not that it matters but I wouldn't be surprised if I was infertile, I'm not too knowledgeable about relationships but I don't think I'd ever have a successful one if I enjoy being called a loser and kicked in the balls. I don't even want to fuck a girl most of the time, all I want is to masturbate while she spits in my face and beats me

>>77831860
That's what prostitutes are for, you're like, their favorite type of clients

>>77831860
Well that's a fetish. You'll have to find a girl who likes or at least tolerates it.
No idea about the health concerns though. Can't be more risky than smoking unless you totally go overboard with it

>>77829739
>$20 for a 16 minute video

manyvids is a cancer to porn

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>>77831950
It just seems impossible where I live to even find a decent looking girl who would at least act like she enjoys hurting me, maybe someone who is actually 18-21 and isn't completely serious and professional about what they do.
>>77831954
One day I picture a polish girl just beating the shit out of me with a smile on her face
>>77831979
She really knows how to talk though, like some lose their train of thought often and some just blatantly look down every second for at a script, but she could probably talk me into anything.

>>77829739
I feel you
Nothing quite like being belittled and shamed by a hot girl.