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Is anyone else both completely blackpilled AND lazy? Hopefully I can stop the laziness today.
I hate how ugly non Chads like myself are seen as disposable, laughable shit by society. I am demoralised by things wherever I look. Attractive girls everywhere with 5000 tinder matches, outgoing and posh people who get high paying jobs practically handed to them after being judged by their clones, advertising and pseudointellectuals everywhere telling you what to do while threatening you with abuse.
At this point I feel no separation between work and outside work. Everything fucking becomes work. The gym ("Have a perfect programme, diet, sleep!"), reading ("Read these 100 old and boring books and claim to like them!"), or anything. I always feel like I have to do 100 things at once or else I'm a failure in terms of some hierarchy.
I see snake oil salesmen, pseudo intellectuals, and intellects frauds everywhere. Most people in society simply ride along inside institutions while being judged in qualitative terms by their normie clones.
If I'm brutally honest with myself, I don't yet have the balls to live according to my own intellect and taste, which I trust. I am going to wake up tomorrow and finish reading a book I find boring (and can articulate why) because it is old and praised. I will drink coffee during my lunch break mainly because I will feel like a non-go-getter without it. I will read a book on my phone during the underground train ride to read as much as possible, even though I view erudition as a pseudointellectual attribute in this modern era. I will not live according to my tastes.
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yes, i don't want to inhale oxygen
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>>77068656
Then hang yourself
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>>77068673
i will
i have a plan: rope and forest
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>>77068695
It will br extremely painful.
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>>77068735
for 10 minutes
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>>77068735
There won't be much pain involved because the rope constricts the carotid arteries and unconsciousness will be very quick, 5 secs on average, 15 secs if he has a bodybuilder neck. The only discomfort will be the rope against the neck itself, which is why it's recommended to put a towel or a sponge/padding/foam between the rope and the neck.
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>>77068784
hell is real
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TL;DR fuck off to /r9k/
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>>77068566
You place too much credit on a girl beeing the key to your own salvation. What happends if you continue that path and you find someone who brake your heart? You would die. My advice. Get a good friend and go hunting or fishing.
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>>77068835
Look at this Swedish guy committing suicide for example:
https://www.liveleak.com/view?i=d23_1376366963
He does partial suspension(feet touching the ground) hanging and it was more than enough to constrict his neck arteries and kill him very quickly, now imagine if your feet aren't touching the ground like in classic hanging suicide.
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>>77068835
>>77069045
Why do you know so much about suicide
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>>77069266
It's important knowledge. Especially because i don't have money for Nembutal.
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