I hate my family and my country. Fuck this fucking life

Enjoy sunshine brother

>>76883748
I'd rather enjoy a coffin instead of this living hell.

country i understand but family?

>>76883720
polak subhuman in Greece

>>76883782
I've had the displeasure of being raised by an alcoholic family, an abusive father. I was treated like a fucking idiot since I was a child. "Oh, it's anon, he's useless and dumb". I got beaten by him as a kid and threatened to him in his sleep if he dared to hit me or my mother again.

Now I am a student trying to pay for my studies while my fucking son of a bitch father has the AUDACITY to call me useless and judging me when my age he was scrapping floors on a ship. "Oh, you stay in the computer all night" That's because you always come home by 11 pm after you're finished with your whores.

I've always been the black sheep of the family, the quiet one. My father is manipulative and manages to talk to his brother one by one and and somehow convince them I am a useless, harmless nobody.

I want to become a scientist, a chemist more like. But with so many hurdles and weights weighing me down it's hard to tell anymore.

>>76883883
fuck you ikibey, you should understand me more than anyone else

>>76884033
Don't worry goy. When you graduate and get a job, they'll beg you for money.

>>76883720
I only hate my Country and mysef

>you cant kill others who fuck your life
>you can only kill urself
life is unfair

>>76884449
you can kill anyone you want, but you also have to face the consequences, or avoid them if you are smart enough
killing yourself is just easier

>>76884033
sorry to hear that anon.
the only thing i can think of is he knows that you are smarter than him.
and if he is not a successful person in life, he probably feels insecure about it. so he may want you to fail, too. what makes things worse is considering the situation in your country you really need support not rivalry. don't give up, buddy. prove to him that you can do it! you speak very good english so perhaps there is a chance you can find a job in EU??

>>76884391
I hope the last thing he hears from me is that I never forgave him. In fact, I don't know why I am even typing this right now. Most people won't give a fuck and tell me to kys.

I suppose I have to vent off somehow. I've never told someone about my family before. Perhaps if I did, they'd tell me to harden up because they don't understand being raised by alcoholic parents and an abusive father.

>>76884633
Thanks for the support man. I haven't my degree so I'll have to be patient. Maybe I can do am erasmus internship to get my mind off for a while.

>>76884644
Trust me, some of us have experienced something similar. Of course everyone's situation is different but still. Abuse parents isn't something rare. There is nothing wrong about talking about this.

>Most people won't give a fuck
Well, most people don't give a fuck about ANYTHING. But that doesn't mean nobody cares. Hang in there, anon. At least you have a specific goal: to get a degree, get a job and start your own life and put all this shit behind you. You are already ahead of a bunch of neets whining about their shitty lives on /int/ without doing anything about that.

dont worry greekanon
youll have a happy life one day :^)

its not rainbows and sunshine everyday :(

>>76883720
Go to twitter and kill yourself

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