>meet a greek girl at a place I volunteer at >ask her what

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>meet a greek girl at a place I volunteer at
>ask her what its like to know two languages
>mistake her for polish from her accent
>thought she was just tanned and had a slightly big nose because of 1 ashkenazi grandparent or something
>ask if she thinks in english or polish
>she looks at me like a polack would look at a ukrainian
>I'm not polish I'm greek
>I quickly apologise and feel the urge to ask her to kick me in the head
>I try to think of something I know about modern day greece aside from ikibey shitposting giving me the idea germany is full of greek dispora or pay debnts
>I can't think of anything so I say ancient greek is a worthy language to learn if you're interested in history, philosophy and the etymology of some words
>probably thinks I'm a pseud
>tells me shes a civil engineer trying to find work wants to move to london
>tfw I'm NEET
I am a dumb and lonely subhuman. She was the first girl I have met born in the same decade as me in months that I have actually had a conversation with, I could've sworn she was polish.
I really wanted to sniff her hair and watch her smile, my memories of her are so strong and I feel like I'm really attached to her even though I only said a few sentences to her. Her voice, the slight smell of her clothes, how her eyes are narrowed, how her skin is golden, how her hair is dyed blonde but with streaks, how she said my name, looked at me and smiled a few times.

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