>tfw early signs of discogenic disease. >tfw can't

>>71107813
Congrats

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I'm a paranoid schizo, some people are afraid of me and this that I'm crazy, I will never join the army or own a gun.
Why live.

>>71108590
Oh, and even a sad Polish froge can drink a beer while I cannot because I take meds.
Whyyy

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>>71108590

>tfw mother was a paranoid schizo and I'm starting to show some of the symptoms while approaching the age hers started developing

I haven't even met the right guy to carry the weight of all my problems as well

>>71108775
I developed first symptoms (dellusions) when I was around 14, now I'm 29 and fully schizo, what are your symptoms?

>>71108775
So what you gay?

>>71108590
Docs told me once that i might have schizoaffective disorder.
But i think it's bipolar with depression and random hallucinations when it's night time and the paranoia is in full swing.

>>71109123
>random hallucinations when it's night time and the paranoia is in full swing.
it sounds like schizoaffective lad
I usewd to be very depressed, thanks God that's over, now I'm 'just' schizophrenic

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>>71109177
So not only is my back fucked.
I'm now insane too.


Wait. My hallucinations are not crazy, just shadows moving around and my fear kicking into high gear.
The only crazy one i really remember is this figure of light jumping at me.
But besides that, it's just shadows moving around.

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>>71109329
So visual hallucinations, I get those sometimes too but I get mostly auditory, I hear whispers and ambulance sirens a lot. You are not insane, neither am I, we are just fucked up in the brain a little and overly sensitive, that's all.

>>71109418
Heavy. Maybe i should go back to the docs for this one. When we we're going throw the steps, i gave up because i knew they probably couldn't fix it or help it. So i started burying it deep. It's gotten better but i don't feel the same as i used to.

>>71109580
It'ss better to go to the doctor because at some point if might blow up in your face. It hapenned to me, I used to be just delusional, then it went quiet, later I smoked a lot of weed and had huge stress and BOOM, 1 month of 4 different types of heavy hallucinations and huge paranoia, I went to psychiatrist and now I'm under control.

>>71109657
Yeah i will. Thanks for the talk anon. Legend

>>71109757
No problem, take care.

We spent the night in Frisco
Every kind of disco
My baby just can't take her eyes off me

>>71108590
>>71108775
My cousin is both schizophrenic and legally retarded.
His bother told me he used to walk around naked except for a blonde wig, claiming he was the lion king on the regular, when it first went into full swing.
So you know, at least you're probably a little saner. He was a very nice docile tard before he started to show signs.