>be portuguese >no future besides wageslaving in a dead

dumbfucks have it hard in life

>>69840800
I'm just a huge procrastinator.
I procrastinated so much i ruined my life...

In that sense, i am very dumb

you realized too late that only very smart and competent people get to be autistic with impunity

>>69840774
Do you live in the middle of the Azores?

>>69840774
>Nothing ever happens, towns are too small, ugly and there's nothing to do because there are no clubs, cultural circuits, etc
Moras no meio do Alentejo?

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>>69841286
No, in fact i live in the north in what it is supposed to be one of the most juvenile districts of the country. (lel)

>>69841362
Já pensaste em ir para as cidades maiores do norte? Tipo o Porto, Braga, Guimarães....

>>69841362
Then move you cuck, you'll get nothing done by complaining on a vietnamese food delivery forum

>>69841362
Só te faltava guito para saíres de casa, né maninho? Como te entendo.

Why don't you do drugs? At least soft ones, I heard that's not a problem in Portugal. It'll soothe the pain a little.

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Você pode ser sempre vir para o brasil :)

>>69841548
Excelent russian advice

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>>69841426
A única que é relativamente maior é o Porto mas lá não há emprego para tipos como eu.
No sítio onde moro existem umas fábricas e como não tenho habilitações lá consegui entrar numa porque pronto... tavam desesperados com encomendas e a precisar de zombies.

Vivi um ano no Porto quando tive na universidade em História (inevitavelmente acabei por desistir do curso) mas isso já lá vai há alguns anos...

Tantas oportunidades perdidas... Mesmo que emigre os unicos sitios disponiveis são trabalhos tipo call center e ficar a viver nos "quartiers" com o resto dos párias da sociedade

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>>69841548
>Why don't you do drugs?

I despise drugs and all kind of pro-drug speeches.
Being sober and drug-free is my bastion of dignity right now

>>69841631
>>69841702
Well you kinda did this to yourself buddy.

>>69841631
E voltar para a universidade? Há gente com mais de 50 que anda aí

>>69841758
Yeah, that's true.
Without realising I entered in a spiral of loss and when i came back to my senses it was too late already.

Life has lost it's meaning
I used to draw comics in the past and i still draw but to a way lesser extent because i'm always too tired from work.

However, my stories have become so bitter and depressing that sometimes i tear up realising on how horrible things have become...

>>69840774
Is it really that bad? Went to Coimbra, Porto and Lisbon and had an incredible time. Really comfy places. Porto and Lisbon have a great nightlife. There was so much going on.

I've met a Portuguese guy working as a nurse (lel) in Germoney. He's saving money in order to buy a flat. Will take him several years. However he will have an acceptable standard of living in Portugal considering he won't have to pay a rent. Maybe it works for you as well. We really appreciate your people.

Please tell me more about everyday life in Portugal.

Portuguese women and men are nice to look at btw.

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>>69841813
Sim claro
E quem me paga as propinas, renda e alimentação? E depois o que vou fazer quando acabar a licenciatura?
O mercado de trabalho está aberto aos novos e não aos velhos

>>69842034
Ich war für fünf Jahren in eine deutsche Schule gefahren, hier in Lissabon.
Deutschland ist besser, vertraut mir.

portuguese is one of the least cucked country at least. and i heard women there are fine though

>>69842080
Tens quantos anos?

>>69842080
I know u said ur anti drugs but an over dose of opium could put a sweet end to your pain

Did you NEET half you life?

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>>69842034
>Please tell me more about everyday life in Portugal.

Ok, but i'm a looser so it's not that exciting:

>Wake up at 7:30
>Go to work at 8:30
>Work
>Have lunch pause at 12:30
>Return to work at 14
>Work till 6:30
>Leave and head towards the gym
>Go home
>Eat dinner
>Browse 4chan or draw\write some stories till 00:30
>Go to sleep

at weekends I mostly stay at home or go to the park and read a book, trying not to think of how meaningless my life is.
on sundays i visit my cousins sometimes wich is my only moment of social interaction in the whole week.

When the weather is good, mostly in late spring and summer i like to open the windows and play some piano...

>>69842435
That's aesthetic as shit broh totally picturesque lifestyle.

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>>69842264
24 neste momento

>>69842281
I want to keep on living. Sometimes i see some really beautiful things that make me realise the world isn't so horrible

Some weeks ago i was leaving work and there was this 2 huge rainbows in the fields while the rays of sunlight pierced the clouds. It was so beatiful that i could just drop on my knees and start crying.

Also, when i'm reading in the park and see the young couples holding hands and being so close together brings me a feeling of peace.

The world can be a good place but it's just that my life is too sad and i'm usually surrounded by the worst and the void

>>69840774
You are not white too

>>69840774
I'm going to Portugal to be your friendo. Where do you live?

>>69842581
>24
>"O mercado de trabalho está aberto aos novos e não aos velhos"

>>69840774
>Nothing ever happens, towns are too small, ugly and there's nothing to do because there are no clubs, cultural circuits, etc
Trust me on this one brother, this is irrelevant. I live in a big city with always a lot going on and i just stay home on the computer all the time.

Clubs, cultural circuits, all this stuff is shit. Playing vidya, watching anime, reading and to studying is much more fun.
If you feel like you have nothing to do, i have a recomendation.
This just started this week:
https://www.coursera.org/learn/mathematical-thinking/

Its very cool and i recommend.

>>69842581
>24 neste momento
Não és exactamente velho, tens tempo para fazer algo da vida.

Mas não é a falar com anónimos que não te conhecem que vais perceber o que fazer.

>>69842644
>Where do you live?

Not comfortable enough to tell where i live. I'm sorry

>>69842655
No momento em que eu acabasse o curso e mestrado já teria 29 anos amigo

>>69842120
Dein Deutsch ist sehr gut. Warum warst du auf einer deutschen Schule?

Your country is beautiful. I'd love to live there. Germany is nice too but it has no soul anymore. The only thing im proud of is our classical literature and our incomparable amount of theatres and opera houses. German people really appreciate art. However most towns (especially bigger ones) are ugly as hell. Portuguese towns are comfy. People really know how to enjoy life there

>>69840774
Are you a virgin.
This is important...

>>69840898
In what sense you aren't dumb?
Maybe you haven't anything to add, and that's why you haven't found the right people.

Dude, you own a EU passport and can speak good English, what are you waiting for to live in a different country and see the world?
You're not in your 40's, if you're on a phase of your life in which you can't find any deeper meaning to it, then it means that you should start seeking it out there instead of staying at home most of the time

Try to save around 5/10k euro and go to germany or ireland, search for a basic job just for paying for your daily expenses and experience something new

Most people think doing this is just a waste of time, but when you're done with it you'll probably know who you actually are, what's the purpose of your existence, and what you really wanna do with your life

You need some action, something you've never experienced before, and doing that will put you in a great amount of situations like that on a daily basis

Good luck pal

>>69842770
Well I thought about asking him that but I think there is something else bothering his soul...

>>69842435
What this Anon >>69842544 said is true.
There are a lot of people that would kill to have your life.

>>69842612
You are not white either*

>>69842770
No, i'm not.
I tried prostitutes once to see how sex feels like...

It was just what i tought... Sex without somoene you love is just like fapping only somewhat better

>>69842435
Try to make buddies with your work mates, or try to learn life on your own. Your existence doesn't sound too bad m8.
>1.5 hour lunch break
What the fug?

>>69842948
>There are a lot of people that would kill to have your life.

Those people are delusional. There's nothing exciting about it. Anyone can live this life, it's the grade 0 of existence.
The only difference is that i have uncommon\abnormal interests for the average proletarian

>>69842435
At least you have a job.

>>69842581
>Waaaaaaaah I'm a sissy and my life is worse than yours.

Grow the fuck up.

>>69842935
Ok but he's Portuguese he learned that we is the ewers of the 5 empire he wouldn't wanna go b a low life some were else.
Go back to the jungle my friend here's a banana for your service

>>69843036
I too would prefer the lunch break to be shorter but whatever... As a consequence instead of leaving at 17:30 we leave at 18:30

My workmates are good people but i have nothing in common with them so i'm trying to live my own lonely existence

>>69843048
Yes and my job consists of doing souless work while an angry manager shouts at you in a constant basis... meanwhile the machines make an infernal noise and even with ear protectors you can feel the pain

>>69843047
Well put I second this line off thought.

>>69843100
Actually, i have been thinking of emigrating but all the jobs available for me out there are even worse than the one i already have here.
At least i usually have free weekends and they are essential for my well being. Without weekends i would crumble apart and become absolutely crushed

Going to different countries is only nice when you have a decent job opportunity, college exchange\erasmus and student voluntary work.
Besides that, it's nothing like you imagine

>>69843100
Learn English before talking to me, moor scum

I'm a portuguese too, did the same thing I recommendes and ended up in brazil after some years. If you stay in your room doing nothing about your life you'll just live the same boring thing everyday proportioned by your narrow mind without actually experiencing life at all

>>69841899
Did you have an audience? It's hard to muster the effort, knowing nobody even cares

>>69843179
What do you really want to be happy?

>>69843047
I was talking about the people that starve to death or are enslaved like in China.
But ya I wouln't want your life either.

>>69843179
Steel dramatic as hell man you're life it's like meme of Pessoa's Desassossego felling.
Keep it coming please

>>69842743
It's true that Portugal has a soul, but it can be a bit too childish sometimes.
Ich war darein gefahren weil ich eine deutsche Tante (von Heirat) habe und mein Vater damals Geld hatte.
Mein Deutsch ist Scheisse, ich weiss es. Hauptsächlich mit dem Akusativ, Dativ, usw. Ich praktiziere es nicht und hab zu viele Wörtern vergessen.

>>69842435
That doesn't sound THAT bad though. I'm sorry to hear you are sad. Stop thinking you are a loser. You are not. You seem to be well-educated and talented.

If you ever come visiting Germany we can meet and I show you around.

>>69843099
This.

>>69843318
Fuck off murcão

>>69843100
>>69843318
>>69843553
>>>/trash/

>>69843179
Then try to learn what do you enjoy and how to make your lonely existance better.

>>69843316
I am having the same existential crisis as you (except i might have more education than you) and im emigrating to Spain

I think if you don't take a risk you're gonna crack cause you want more from life like i do

>>69843476
Worten sempre desu

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>>69843347
Not really...
Mostly my cousins but i enjoyed and still enjoy to them even if i don't have an audience.
Maybe in the future i create a tumblr and gather there all my work

>>69843365
A nice and pretty house in a green cottage where i could see the ocean.
Like those in Ireland.

My artistic creations would have a regular public and i would teach piano lessons in the village.
I would have a beautiful, calm and kind wife who would understand my artistic creations and would engage in musical and literary discussions.

On weekends i would hang out with the boys in the local pub and share some beers and laughs.

>>69843647
Worten não é bem a mesma coisa que Wörtern.

>>69843099
Wow, you're very wise and mature for your age

>>69843365
El loco actually does I think.

>>69843179
>even with ear protectors you can feel the pain
Buy some quality ear protectors. A pair of electronic earmuffs would be a decent investment (they work like regular ear muffs but when they are on they let sound through at a safe level, you can also adjust that level).

>>69843659
Este sonho é mais comum do que tu julgas.
Mas algo impede as pessoas de viverem assim. Esse algo é o dinheiro. O dinheiro e o trabalho tornam as pessoas diferentes.

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>>69843506
Pheraps one day i will go to germany
I don't speak german nor i have any clue about it so i don't think it will be my first emigration destiny (if i ever emigrate)

I speak french and english so i've been thinking about France (in the northern regions tough like brittany or normandy) or Ireland (or scotland)

What i love about Germany is that it is the birthplace of XIXth century romantism and to be frank, it's my favourite artistical period

>>69843688
Murifag does not realize that 3rd world tier lifestyle advances ones maturity rapidly.

>>69843738
I will do that, thanks for the advice

>>69843830
he was defending you

>portuguese sarcasm comprehension

>>69843881
Are you stupid? He's talking about the first american anon.

>>69843743
Wow isso foi profundo...

>>69843743
>Este sonho é mais comum do que tu julgas.

É verdade. Lel, o meu sonho é mesmo um cliché
Mas sim, tens razão. Vivemos numa era em que o dinheiro é tudo

>>69843659
Doesn't it bother you, though? When you reach your dream, it won't feel right, and then it'll end

The grass is never greener, anon

>>69843926
Não sei se sarcasmo.

>>69843922
>mocking

>>69843922
yea well (you) him saying amerifag made me think that you didnt understand the sarcasm

any how, you seem to be too pussy to try to do anything about your situation so enjoy

>>69843967
As long as i keep drawing and living the life something new always happens

Believe me, i would be happy with that life

>>69844016
Im not OP doe

>>69840774
move here there's a portuguese community in west london

>>69843979
Lol so me apersebi que o gajo se estava a referir ao outro yank depois de enviar a mensagem, a dica era para se ele tivesse respondido ao tuga. Kek mas ya acho que passou despersebido obrigado pelo apoio desu.

>>69844109
He only has money to afford east side.

>>69844109
>emigrating to a portuguese community

Hell no friend. If i'm gonna emigrate i want to be far away from my own people if possible. The thing about emigrating is starting anew and not clinging to the past

>>69844114
Na paz maninho

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Well, back to loneliness i guess
Threads die as threads must

>>69843659
Are you the guy who studied art? if not, it seems you like art, why don't you use art as a way to unleash your anguish and fear through your artistic creations.

What's your view on other important subjects (normal citizens requirements) have kids hmm should old ppl b leaft to die IDK u pick a subject and let us ear ur padron of thought OP...

>>69844430
Remember that it's the little things that make life bearable anon.

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>>69840774
but Portuguese are white

You should come to my house so we can play with our butts

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>>69844452
I studied a bit of art yes

>why don't you use art as a way to unleash your anguish and fear through your artistic creations.

I already do that but as sometimes it isn't enough. Mostly because you spend most of your time wageslaving

>>69844476
I think there's nothing wrong with "following the norm"
In fact, sometimes i believe that following the "norm" is the true act of counter-culture and courage in this modern times.

Anyone should live is life as he wants unless it's based on hurting others. I have to admit that i despise stoner culture tough... Nothing good can come out of it... only art and the only guy who was able to create a masterpiece on that subject was Simmon Hanselmann

>>69844563
Go freez in the samuy pinguin san

>>69844631
Nice. Was the witch inspired by Melusine.?

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>>69841593
Enjoy your nothing.

>>69844631
>Eats meat
>Does not harm other

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>>69844430
you've got to create your own happiness OP you might not find it in ireland/france. the grass will always be greener on the other side
you're young, have a jog, you go to gym, you live in western europe etc. just keep working I guess. life is short

>>69844887
>have a jog
*job
feel free to have a jog though

You're in the EU, just move

>>69844705
Nope.
She was inspired in some child books

You know melusine? I don't know anyone my age who knows anything about franco-belgian comics

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OP here
Well guys it was nice talking with you, gotta go to bed now. Maybe tomorrow i'll make a new thread by night since it's friday and we will talk a bit

Have a nice life everyone

>>69844430
Why are you that isolated? Didn't you make friends in school or university?

Aren't Portuguese quite open? In Germany people often are aloof. There are closed circles of friends one never will enter. Fortunately I have 5 longterm friends I can always talk to.

What went wrong?

>>69842435
>wake up 5:30am
>waiting for the bus at around 6:10am
>reach the university at 7:50am - its in another city, and its hot and dry
>class(this day is inorganic chemestry I followed by calculus) starts 8:00am
>lunch break at 12:30
>back for more classes at 13:30(scientific methodology)
>leave 16:30 but sometimes sooner
>another fucking trip to go back to my city, and then i reach the at about 18:00 and something
>leave the gym at about 20:00, yes, i lift a lot and do cardio
>reach home at about 20:30, eat, shower, brush my teeth, clean my food pots and make my food for tomorrow
>its 23:00, shit, i cant stand up and i am sweating like if i was in a sauna, turn on the airconditioner/cooler/whatever
>sleep in less than 5 minutes
Then i wake up tired as hell thinking about the weekend. I only wish i had snow or a cold weather, or pussy, something too soothe my miserable life and restlessness(i am angry, i want more, something better, soon as i get my trainee position on pfizer/roche/novartis/merck/bayer/glaxosmithkline i will try to transfer it to yurop). You dont need to be sad, but angry, ruthless, pissed of; ready to "give back to society" the shit they gave to you

>>69845359
Already in bed watching my daily simpsons episode...
Well, i'll answear:

Portuguese are indeed quite\somewhat open but it's really difficult to fit in in an already formed group.
I always had acquaintances but when it comes to actual friends it's complicated.
I used to hang around with some people, absolute stoners but fun... however, most of them didn't really liked me and i fucked up some stuff and now they shunned me and i was kicked out per say.

Since then i no longer have much people and as i said before it's mostly my cousins

Hey guys how's Madeira? Going there soon, what to do other than hike around?

>>69845647
To fit in a group often won't work. In university it really was easy just to talk to someone just sitting right next to you. In professional life one hardly wants to get to know new people though.. Everyone already has family and friends.

Nevertheless, I'm sure you will make it

>>69841548
Good post Ivan