>another day where I won't have a meaningful conversation with anyone
Cars blasting reggaeton blasted outside again, this shit just goes on and on and no one does nothing
I'm starting to think that this country is just one big MK Ultra kind of project.
GOOD LUCK, FAGGOT
>>another day where I won't have a meaningful conversation with anyone
Have you even tried talking to other people?
>literally nobody is going to attend my funeral
>Another day of wishing I had a better life but doing nothing to have one
>the fantasy life I made up in my head has effectively replaced my real one
>everynight before I wake up I tell myself tomorrow I'll sleep earlier, do my homework, eat more than one meal
>next day I just sit at my computer on 4chan and daydreaming
>Be a neet, wish to be productive
>Have a job, wish to be a neet
IT NEVER ENDS
>I've never had a girlfriend and my dad has asked me if I'm gay on several occasions
>I have no friends, crippling anxiety and depression, no job, my family despises me and every day I dive deeper and deeper into despair
>get on /int/ for having good conversation, laugh and relax
>gets out more stressed, anger and no conversation
Absolutely same here, to add I'm on a verge of suicide.
>every day I tell myself I'll start working out and eating healthy
>I'm just getting fatter as the days go by
>tfw genetically low bodyfat, high metabolism.
>literally no reason to live
>too much of a pussy to die
>hope one day i'll become miserable enough to end it
tfw no longer afraid to make mistakes and look like an idiot
>finally turned 23 week ago
>still not productive
>jumped off a building to commit suicide
>Just waiting for that final straw at this point
You feel it too?
This phantom pain.
It won't stop hurting.