>that fucker who always got told his painting/drawing/art was incredible in class literally no matter what he did, even if it was garbage
>tfw he becomes successful while you're here on a chinese imageboard thinking about why didn't you always get praised
>>2890022
s-shut up
>>2890018
>tfw it was me
Thank god this place set me straight.
>>2890066
Same
I'm just now trying to get a hold of my fundamentals, and it's hard as shit. Why did I waste so much time copying anime? Heck I didn't even use references, even now I only look at references for 1 minute at most, sketch some shit and keep going on my own, despite being wrong and making mistakes pretty much everywhere. There's just too many bad habits I need to break
>>2890126
I knew I needed to go back and study fundamentals when I realized it takes me 35 hours to draw something with somewhat accuracy.
>>2890018
>mfw when I was that kid, then practiced fundies and became that kid for real
>Dealing with a lot of self doubt constantly
>Not long ago found out guys from my college who have clearly lower skills than me are giving talks about how to draw and getting design gigs while I'm eating shit here.
It kind of kickstarted me out of anger. Not gonna stop now.
>>2890018
>That faggot who's successfully bio hacking himself and putting a minimum of 6 hours of work a day, nearing 15h on the high days.
I made procrastination my bitch
>>2890066
came here to post this
all that praise just ment stagnation, fuck normalfags
>>2890066
Same here.
>tfw everyone would ask me how I was so good
>preach to word of Loomis, Bridgman, Scott Robertson etc
>non of them actually check them out
>tfw only student to not get an F at some point
Why do normies always put the least amount of effort into everything?
> never got compliments for my art.
> always got insulted in school for even trying to draw.
> you're shit / why are you even trying? / He tries so hard, yet in the end is comes out shit anyways. /
> always tell him, everything comes with improvement.
> be me really sad
> still studying loomis etc..
> my mom never even said anything about my drawing, i could show her anything..she wouldn't care.
I wished anyone could have at least given me a bit constructive critisim, or at least some nice compliments instead of always insults
>>2890646
how has that worked out for you? post work?
>>2890018
>tfw always known in class as the kid who can draw good
>teachers exaggeratedly praised my drawings in front of the class
>fast forward age 18, decide to get into art.
>vast improvement comes easily and effortlessly to me
>talent
Unrelated art feels
>figure drawing evening class
>mostly bunch of old/middle aged people
>model takes a lying position
>"hey don't fall asleep now okay! haha!" "the model must be having a very comfortable time hehe"
Every. Fucking. Time.
>>2891063
Fuck the normies anon, keep going and improving. Hard work is not a meme
>>2891086
i live in a town full of old folks, i feel you anon
>>2891063
i believe in you anon
>>2891063
In the same boat as you, eventually you will stop caring about that, keep pushing,and ignore the idiots on your path
>>2890018
Did somebody say my name?
>>2890646
Teach me, master.
>tfw I was too that kid in high school
>currently doing an illustration degree
>still that kid
I don't know how I could expect normies to be less useless after high school
>tfw me
And still I know I have a long way to go, I must have been the "best of class" there but when you consider the whole market and do your reality check, you know where you stand.
every school i've ever gone to art teachers and other students treat me like a freakish art robot. enough that they even gave me this incredibily specific superlative at my high school.
but everyone on the internet hates me so it evens out.
>>2892928
Brian really is a genius.
>>2892928
hey, fuck you, brian
>>2892962
Thanks anon
>>2892967
retard
>>2892967
Podcast when?
>>2893019
you're genuinely a weirdo.
>>2893022
i think the word you were looking for was "artist"
>>2893077
LOL
oh-ok brian.
>no matter how hard you try to tell them that you're not that good compared to what's out there and that you still have a lot to learn, they keep praising you
>>2893088
judging by how much you're replying to me i'm guessing you're new here... post your work?
I was that kid. People were in awe and always looked over my shoulder. kinda annoying.
eventually they did it so much I became pretty arrogant and snobby like i knew more than anybody else. eventually i stagnated and stopped getting gud. mean while they all surpassed me with in a year or two. they made it. they are now living happily lives while I sit and paint my mediocre art that i never liked but everybody else did.
>Highschool art class
>There's this obnoxious cunt who sits towards the back of class
>Teacher gives him snide remarks while I'm close to exploding and calling him an obnoxious cunt
>Not sure if teacher is humoring him or not
>Teacher ultimately gives his shit more attention than most of the people in the class
>Senior year
>This jackass is still around
>Concentration project, motherfucker does all this abstract bullshit and with god awful color theory
>Probably doesn't even know his fundies
>Motherfucker says he wants to be a t-shirt artist
Why does it have to be like this?
>>2894474
It's called talent.
You don't have it.
>>2890018
>when that was me and they were right because I did make some cool shit
>from imagination no less unlike all of /ic/
>>2891086
Imagine how it is to be the one arranging the figure drawing session every week.
Old people are such a fucking pain.
>>2894474
>Motherfucker says he wants to be a t-shirt artist
>>2890883
because they still get participation awards