I was trying to think of the right word to describe a reoccurring feeling I have. The feeling is a mixture of disgust and awe. Examples of things that give me the feeling are Lavar Ball, the Kardashians, the TV show "My 600lbs Life", etc. I'd call it 'awesome' or 'terrific' but I don't feel like those convey the right amount of disgust. Is there a word that suits my needs in English or any other language?
>>3009528
Astounded lacks the connotation you described, but it's not explicitly positive and fits better than, say awesome (which has an older meaning that holds connotations of terror). It can also just be used as a modifier to disgust. "Astoundingly disgusting" for example.
>>3009559
I think the word disgusting might even be too extreme. It's almost like contempt-ful awe.
>>3009528
Stupifying.
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>>3009528
Degeneracy.