Are you ready for ultimate truth? People always felt that something wrong with the world. That is has some simple, but a fundamental flaw. But only the most brave and honest could step over their own fears to face the truth. Existence itself was a mistake. The most greatest feats of heroism and most impressive acts of villainy, fantastic beasts and amazing stories, all possible worlds that by sheer coincidence didn't happen and the one and only perfect life that you could live, barely understood paradoxical objects and anything beyond your imagination. All of that simply didn't exist, forming the perfect harmony of non-existence, where nothing remains and everything is equally possible. Once, you also was a part of that glorious, deeper than world darker than void, all denying conception. There was a time when you wasn't real. But not anymore! You were forcefully thrown into worst side of reality, the so called existence. The one that always full of contradictions, tainted by inescapable mediocrity and chained by cold calculated laws of causality. That was the end of you. That was the end for all of us. You didn't know why it was you who was chosen for suffering, instead of uncountably many other persons who still enjoying their flowing beyond any modality. But shade of this crime will never leave your mind.
People always remember that they exist in shadow of non existence. They remember how everything was possible and equal such state to the unity with God. They try to return there in search for Nirvana. They point on sacrifice of Jesus, blind to the fact that his greatest sacrifice was his choice being part of the world, not his death and escape from it. They remind you about original sin, when you become one with other ideas, discarded from fields of fantasy and dreams. Atheist who claim that divine being is non-existent is just step away from understanding that non-existence is divine and the only form that divine being could have. Classical idea of Primordial Chaos was more literal than you think. People from different cultures, antagonistic views and all ideologies was right in their search of absolute. They just wasn't brave enough to swallow Black Pill of Nothingless and concede that object of their search exist beyond this world and that only non-deniable thing beyond existence, the only absolute object is Nothing. Now, when you know the ultimate truth, there is nothing for you to do. There is fundamental flaw in you existence. Once existent you can't turn the rules of reality around. There is no point in suicide. Existence is more, than what is now. And what is now you is merely an echo of what could be.
I also want to try acid
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Please elaborate on the thought process that brought you into these conclusions.