I'm ashamed of myself for this but I have a huge boner for war. I don't need anything to fight for in fact I have no ambitions in my life other than to find glory and death on the battlefield. Is this a bad thing?
are you by any chance a neet
>>1844447
>/his/ - History & Humanities
>not /diary/
>>1844447
You aren't going to find glory on the battlefield. Go and actually improve your life (get a constructive hobby, get /fit/, get a good/better job, maybe a significant other) then come back and talk about how you want to die in combat.
If you've already done all that and you still want to die, then congrats you're a faggot,
>>1844458
I find this question to be more philosophical *tips bedora
>>1844460
Guess I'm a faggot cus I'm very happy with my life lol
>>1844447
Thats nothing to be ashamed of; god loves arms races.
>>1844468
If you're happy with your life then why do you want to die? Have you bought into memes?
>>1844447
I know this feel. I try to live by a pacifistic system of ethics but imagining the mongol hoards sweep across Eurasia destroying the progress of civilization or American bombers in Vietnam reducing entire stretches of Jungle to napalm induced ruins gives me a hard-on desu.
>>1844478
I don't want to die but I'm almost intoxicated with the thought of war to the point where death is just a side effect
>>1844463
>I like war, is this bad
>history
>humanities
...
>>1844482
>>1844487
Then I guess it's just a case of romanticizing war. Shit sucks broham.
>>1844489
From what I can see war has brought prosperity and freedom in most cases in the past century.
>bad
Spookalicious.
memes aside, plenty of people have enjoyed war, even while they recognize it as a bad thing. So you're not alone.
>>1844509
Honestly speaking, what school did you go to that taught you your English composition?
>>1844531
Public school and I'm dyslexic aka a faggot
>>1844449
I am a neet, i literally save my war pics in my porn folder and am a huge namaboo. I once fapped while humming it aint me as well.