>tfw so well-read in cultures history, philosophy, and the arts you can touch the numinous watching a fucking marvel flick
>tfw fedoras and pomo pseud undergrads are like literally babies to you
>tfw understand the true nature of existence on an intuitive, experiential level
>tfw you have solved the mysteries of the Self, life and death, consciousness and free will
>tfw reality is a perfect, radiant whole and even the grimey liquor store on the corner is God
>tfw have gazed on the platonic sun
Got any recommended reads or watches OP?
And how often do you have sex?
>>1543910
Haha ur a virgin :----DDDDDDD
>mfw OP is probably actually serious, for real
>>1543925
>tfw ascended and have known the touch of a woman
>>1543875
Fucking enlighten us, then ya cunt!
>>1543947
Your mother does not count.
>>1543978
Existence is self-caused. The source from which existence emerged is a nothingness and a fullness simultaneously.
The "determiner" of determinism is your very own consciousness. You are not being manipulated by the system pick x over y, you are the very expression of the system's causal scaffolding itself. Being is therefore a groundless miracle, something that exists to exist. Beauty is supreme.
You are "you" instead of, say, Brad Pitt because there is an irreducible difference between the self-experience of your own consciousness and Brad Pitt's. This is why there is only nothingness before you were born, the you in question simply did not exist, but eventually arose co-incidentally with your body.
I dropped 3/8ths last night and experienced a complete loss of self and became only the ego, fuck off, OP, shit was too real for me
>tfw gnosis