What are you're reasons for your fetish >bad upbringing

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More motherly love

>>4573322
wuzzis from?

I like those too.

>>4573363
My dear maid

>>4573373
many thanks

I actually have no fucking clue. I just switched from liking facials and blowjobs to exclusively jacking it to impregnation one day.

I like women peeing because the taboo saved it (mostly) from the grand sweeping slaughter of the very concept of intimacy at the hands of the "free love" movement.

Of course the downside is that you occupy more or less the same space as the taboofags, the taboo-as-BDSM-fags, the urophiles, and the regressionfags, oh and the ABDLfags, not to mention the DDLGfags or whatever they're called, and many of the bestialfags, and a lot of the furries, and the "HA HA STUPID BITCH HA DUMB SLUT HA WOW LIKE FUCKING DISGUSTING I AM ERECT FROM HATRED" fags.

It's not that I mean to be close-minded, but they're just all so obnoxious.

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I enjoy girls in chains and collars.
I also like girls getting humiliated by disgusting old men.
I can trace both back to the first time I watched Return of the jedi.

I enjoy ahegao, mind break due to repeated orgasm and squirting.

I was bullied a lot in school, a total nerd, was beaten when a girl started liking me in school so I was terrified of them. Then when I turned 19 I landed a Japanese girlfriend who was 16. I was a white knight then and wanted to remove her from the shitty guys she keeps seeing and obviously fucking but I was too much of a cuck to step in a get her legit.

Then we had sex. It was like the end scene from 40 year old virgin. I taught her how to squirt after about a month, then our sex became outrageous. She came her brains out all the time, I fucked her till she didn't know her own name. She was embarrassed by it at first, but I made her tell me when she was cumming and we made a game of it to see if one day we could get her to 50 in a single session. So after a year or so we did and her expressions got more and more intense. She even started to black out after she came super hard around that time as well.

So since then, I've been trained to make women cum till they cannot handle it anymore, making everything soaking wet with squirt and making those sexy faces as I drive her to ecstasy.

... Any hentai like this? Besides like sequester gang bang... Hentai doesn't focus enough on making the girl cum her brains out like an actual real woman. I hate the dam shrieking in hentai at times, but so long she looks like she is in absolute ecstasy and squirting/cumming till she cannot handle it anymore I'm totally game

>>4573317
Yeah, I'd say my attraction to loli could be traced back to the lack of a gf when I was at that age, and the hardcore for the repressed sexuality.

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>>4573317
>mom spoiled me but was distant
>dad neglects her in all ways
>she's usually alone and doesn't get out much
>feel really ungrateful, sometimes we flirt but usually tame since I know it's somewhat necessary

>dad is hella distant
>something something men don't share feelings
>tell girls my age because my mom is emotionally damaged
>have sibling like bonds
>develop feelings and sex tension, slowly avoid them
>they seek me out
>line gets blurry due to emotional instability

I was destined to be into incest

I like what i cant have

big breasts
straight shota
tall girl
femdom
monster girl

>in case it isnt obvious enough im a beta manlet

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>>4574334
Kek. Pure vanilla because I'm a lonely fuck who just wants to feel wanted.

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>Tanlines
>athletic bodies
>dark skin
>sporty one piece swim suits.

I went out with a couple of swim team girls late in high school and early at university, which sums up my early sexual experiences. So something clicked in my brain I guess and those things really trigger me. Thankfully they all occur at the same time and work together and are fairly common in the hentai world. I also really like it to be Vanilla, but even so I can usually find something to fap to. Also these fetishes are easy enough to have and expect in real life, so I'm not creeping girls out with a foot fetish or raping kids.

>>4574401
cool story bro

>>4574749
Where's that image from?

>Bunny girl hot
>Nobody loves me
>Have to much time

That's about it

>>4574401
How do you do it anon? Forceful?

My last girlfriend always stopped sex right after she came once, I never made her keep going, except once when I was drunk.

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Girls giving explicit permission

Because I was always too shy and didn't want to come off as rapey so I had trouble making the first move off of nonverbal cues

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>>4574642
Its probably because I was going through puberty at the time.
I still enjoy a little vanilla now and then, if the artist is good.

>>4575088
I can guarantee you she thinks back to that one time you went wild on her.

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>>4574767
Idk, looks like a calendar for Inoue Kiyoshiro's service committee series. I forget the name. It was about girls in the highschool being on "service duty" basically being free fucks for any dude in the school. Also it never had any swimsuits and approaches the point of nonconsenting that I don't really like, but the art was good and the girls were accepting of having to fuck even if they weren't real jazzed about it.

Swimming Club Capriccio is really more to my tastes in terms of fetish and vanilla mixing. Or Sakai Hamachi's Umibe Monogatari.

>>4574642
Pure vanilla. I come from a good family with a lot of support, but I've generally had trouble connecting with others. I also get anxiety being in a relationship, so a normal relationship where both partners love and trust each other is my fantasy. Boo.

>>4574529
This desu

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>parents divorced at young age
>mother became drunk whore for a bit, i would come home to post-party scenes and my bed had been slept in once
>one night heard her getting fucked next room over
>finally got her shit together and settled down with a guy but he hated my guts and was emotionally abusive to me growing up

Its been a long time but my deep seeded mother ntr fetish wont go away. I hate it. I dont want to go to therapy because the story is insanely personal and embarrasing so ill keep this shit locked away in my external hdd.

I have no idea why I suddenly fucking love straight shota now. I've always thought incest was pretty hot (though like many others it's purely a fantasy; I have absolutely no sexual or romantic attraction to any of my family members and I never will), but whenever /ss/ was mentioned I would kinda raise an eyebrow and not think much of it. Then one day I started reading incest doujins to satisfy my cravings and I stumbled upon Kloah, an artist who focuses on lactation, huge breasts, incest, and of course, shotacon. His art style combined with all of those other focuses launched me into the world of mother-son incest and soon anything to do with /ss/ that isn't about penetrating the boy. The kind I like the most is when a boy or group of boys are raping an older woman. I know it's pure wish fulfillment because it brings me back to the perverted fantasies I used to have about the older women I used to know as a boy, but so are most fetishes that can't be satisfied irl. It's very odd because it came out of nowhere for me. I have a good relationship with my mom and older sister, but it's never been even remotely sexual for either of them. I think I'm just at a point in my life where I want to be mothered/nurtured by an older woman, and lately I've been missing my former innocence and reminiscing over nostalgic moments in my youth. That's probably the best explanation I can offer for it.

First girlfriend was very submissive and had the quirk of being like a cat

Today I have a fetish for humiliation,petplay and taking advantage of autism

>>4573317
My fetish would be traps.
>grew up in an extremely homophobic home
>my dad took me to watch him and his buddies beat down a group of gays leaving a club when I was 12
>my dad forced me to watch Deliverance and Midnight Train to get me to hate gays
>because of religion I was brought up in thinking my penis is evil and sex is a filthy disgusting sin
>my mom and grandma would constantly call me gay and that my dick was ugly and tiny(didn't find out until late high school that I'm well above average)
Overall sex with real men or women is an uncomfortable and I can never fully enjoy it. I'm guessing me liking traps and futa is my brains way of coping with my attraction to penises. Well I'm probably offing myself soon anyway who gives a shit.

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>>4576713
>suffering from being raised by religious wackmobiles
I feel your pain bro. I'm also in the same boat as far as the direction of my life is concerned.

Anyway, I'm not into traps, but I am extremely attracted to religious attire that's supposed to convey modesty, like nun habits and hijabs.

Not sure if it's related to my upbringing, if it's something I'd have regardless, or maybe it's because I had a big crush on Julie Andrews when I watched The Sound of Music as a kid and this is some kind of associative thing.

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Shibari bondage that isn't actually restrictive in any way, but is worn under clothes while the girl goes out and about. Double point for the time when it is holding in a plug or vibrator.

Why? Had GF that wanted to try rope stuff, neither of us were really into being restrained since it by design limits what you can do, but her in a rope harness under her clothes while we went out that really led to some great fucking. So I guess this one just came out of nowhere really, shame it's kinda hard to find. If shibari shows up in H it's generally some elaborate hanging restraint, and the vibes in public typically aren't paired with the harness.

>>4573320
>mom/son

yeah this is my big fetish and i really have no reason for it. great family and upbringing etc. but i love the motherly/tender/loving aspects to it especially. amazingly, my fiancee indulges me in this from time to time. love that woman.

but, yeah still no clue as to where the fetish sprang from

>>4573317

>femdom
>straight shota with older teenage girls

was bullied by older girls in school

not technically molested, but a two of them made me show them my weener and one of them wanted me to rub my peepee between her thighs, kinda fucked me up since I was 10yo then

milf+netori or cheating...but very vanilla. Like a mother that have a shitty husband and then she met someone thats nice to her and she dump her shitty husband and get married with the new guy she met.

probably i like this because my shitty father hurt my mother so much and she killed herself. I always wanted her to leave him and find someone else ,but it didnt happen.

another fetish... mhm blowjob but i like it when she watch you to the eyes while sucking and then playing with your cum in her mouth.

Last fetish... women taking the lead and just enjoying the sex , starting slowly and then go crazy and cum.

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When I was a younger lad. Actually quite young when it started, my sister seduced me (molested me?) and would engage in lot's of sexual play with me. My sister is very attractive, like a 9 or a 10, especially when she was younger. So it wasn't exactly unbidden, and it had a huge effect on my formative psyche I'm sure.

Also I've had sex with my cousin, and played the closet game with my sister and two female cousins. After that I've had a HUGE fixation on incest, a fixation on brunettes, and a fixation on large breasts.

I tell myself its not my doing, they made me this way!

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>>4573317
>huge breasts
>mature women
I have loved women breasts since i was like... 5yo, it's been 20 years and nothing has changed.
Mature women because of a rapey experience with a milf teacher in school. Now young girls just bore me most of the time unless i'm really horny.

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I've always been an extreme introvert. Had many bad sexual and relationship experiences that made me feel like my soul was smeared with somebody else's shit. The 3D dating experience is like staring into a nest of horror.

As such, I've really got this thing for total sluts in hentai. Something about just being able to have raunchy, animal sex without any emotional intimacy makes me very aroused. Prostitution, gangbangs, gyaru bitches, it's all great fuel. Sex just for the sake of it feeling good. The super raunchy dirty talk and lack of any pretense are awesome. Abandoning all reason and drowning yourself in sensual pleasure.

I'm not really a fan of mindbreak or public use or anything like that, since those fetishes to me focus very explicitly on the shame and humiliation elements, and those style of fetish do absolutely zero for me.

I find vanilla stuff almost unfappable for the same reason I don't like candy -- that much empty sweetness is repulsive.

>cbt
>futa
When I was 10, my best friend of 5 years, 2 years older than me, decided to teach me about sex. We slept in the same bed while he jacked it to the end scene of Texas Chainsaw Massacre(70's version). I had no idea what sex even was at this point, my mum was super uptight and never spoke to me about this shit, plus my sister ridiculed me every time there was a romantic scene in a filn/tv show we were watching. Damaged me severely, to this day I have gotten 4 women into bed but cannot get a boner at all. Led to some awkward situations, and I'm 28 now. Someone please kill me, I don't know how to get past this obstacle.

>>4579199
Mostly this.
I'm not a fan of most of these stories involving a 12 year old, but when I find that nice highschool/college age relationship, I am leaking out my dick like the Mississippi.
Never had a thing for my mom, though.

>>4576713
I care, ily

>when you're trying to jack off but you just end up feeling sorry for anons' shitty childhoods

>>4579165
>my shitty father hurt my mother so much and she killed herself. I always wanted her to leave him and find someone else ,but it didnt happen.

I've been into creampies and futas. I always wanted to be a girl growing up and had numerous crushes on boys in elementary. My interests became more feminine through highschool, eventually getting into creampies when I slept with my trans friend at 17.

20 now doing nothing with my life and watching shitty anime.

Roxanne from The Goofy Movie

>>4574529
You and I are kindred souls

https://e-hentai.org/s/d5586cb5e0/1015321-3

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>>4573317
I really tend to focus on incest, particularly involving older females with younger males, but only those with such sweet vanilla it makes your heart ache. Bonus points for happily ever after featuring some healing. Pic only tangibly related since nbr, but the source material is sweet enough to work.
>father and mother weren't there growing up
>father worked two jobs and hated his family
>mother was too busy going back to school and never had time for the family
>wanted to reclaim her career
>brothers were too busy outside of the house
>big sister and me were left alone a lot
>latched on in desperation for parental affection
>grew close as she took over the role of bringing me to sports for school and taking me to friends house
>introduced me to anime, got me into hunting to get me out of the house
>turned me into normal human albeit total siscon
>wound up calling her mom more than a few times by accident
>broke up with boyfriends who didn't like her having to "play mom" a lot
>said she enjoyed it
>still made time for me after she graduated, choose a college less than an hour away to commute while I went to high school
>one night is late getting back
>keep dinner warm for her
>get a knock at two AM
>killed by drunk driver
>dad and brothers don't even attend funeral
I'm just trying to fill the hole, its been ten fucking years and I can't get past it so if some happy endings get me to get through the day, fuck it, I'll take the fetish.

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Feet and shoes.

>Super shy around girls
>Hard time looking them in the eye, would look at their feet/shoes instead
>Started to associate lustful thoughts with them.

Also I've always been short and I was jealous that girls could wear heels but boys couldn't.

>>4574194
I feel your pain. Women wetting themselves was my first fetish.

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Im not into mother/son specifically just SS in general which includes that.

I was extremely neglected as a child and when i was little and a teen all i ever wanted was a strong romantic and sexual relationship with an older women to fill the empty void in my soul.

basically my fantasy is to be Raki in the series "Claymore" and just follow around a a hot, slutty dressed female knight as her squire and slowly develop a romantic relation ship with undertones of incest since she would be filling the mother/big sister role in raising me.

Though i would be alot less whiny and annoying than that faggot Raki was.

I had a beautiful big-titted Swedish baby sitter when i was 8-9 years old and if she had let me do the mating press and cum inside her a couple of dozen times back then i think i would be a much happier and well adjusted person over all.

Am I fucked up? yeah im probably fucked up....

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I'm basically into realistic libido depiction, especially for women. Had older brothers and friends who all introduced me to porn in different ways, but I really hated the faking and scripted aspects.

At the same time, I have a pretty big cock and I'm tall, good looking, and not very socially awkward, but I'm religious and won't have sex until I'm married so I would flirt with girls and get to a point where I could see their libido kick in, then just jerk off instead with realistic fantasies.

Not a messed up life. In hentai I mostly look for expressive art styles, and futa because it's a visual expression of the female libido. In art is very hard to depict a horny girl, but an erection makes it obvious.

I wish there was way more futa-only manga with realistic fucking.

(By the way, by "realistic" I do not mean boring. I mean that it involves power, shame, vulnerability, addiction, etc. Not just

>Hey look I'm auto-horny fuck me and cum inside while I have the same attitude the whole time
>Okay I'll just fuck in 4 positions for 2 hours and we'll explode in cum together

physically and mentally abused by parents.
when I was young I kept trying to vy for my parent's validation, and tried to be a better 'boy' than my brothers (am vagoo) but still ended up beaten and mentally abused

mother always put me down and developed bulliemia because stress about gaining weight. father would slap and hit me in public places when he was angry, brothers did nothing, and so did mum.

would attend school with bruises on my body, friends were curious but I always told them I fell down (am happy go lucky personality in school)

my fetish is ugly men and innocent looking girls, ddlg, bdsm, non-consensual, and moral degeneration.

I think it's due to the way I repressed my sexuality growing up (always wanted to be a boy) and the way I always wanted an older man in my life to love me.

>tfw all these people have legit reasons to be fucked up but you are just because.
I've accepted it and am fine with it , but still, had a mostly fine upbringing, nothing to explain why im into horrific things raping everybody.

>>4579858
Thought of Viagra or something like that?

>>4573317
you are :-D

>>4580728
i have a thing for black and shiny shoes with socks/ shiny boots. I can trace mine back to 5th grade. I must have been starting puberty because this girl would wear black shiny boots with socks on and i would stare at them out of the corner of my eye all class.

>>4576682
Man that's fucking rough. I never understood how a human being could self insert into ntr, either as the cuck or the villain, but now I guess I can find some understanding and compassion. Sucks that it's so dramatic and not just an edgelord meme reason.

>>4579193
Oh man. Must feel guilty but so good. When you're alone no one can judge you once you accept it's not your fault. So go ahead and blow a fat one

>>4581453
textbook daddy issue, seek help

cant really blame my parents for mine, but jeez, sorry to yall. fucked up shit happened to some of you, seriously.
as for me...
>humiliation
because of mental illness shit i have a really big sense of shame about my sexuality, exploiting that shame is cathartic
>petplay
anxious all the time, worried about being too affectionate... if dog no problem
>crossdressing
im pussyboi and ironically wearing girl clothes makes me feel more male... being treated like a pervert for wearing the clothes i was always forced to wear feels more real lol
> dubcon/noncon
ever since i was little i had intrusive thoughts about people hating me and wanting to hurt or rape me so i just kind of got used to it

it's weird because nobody ever hurt me but i'm always afraid of it anyways. guess it happens man. least now i can get off on it am i right

Anal because when I was a child I thought that all sex was anal, and girls got pregnant that ways.
Inb4 no I don't have an extra chromosome.

>>4580701
>killed by drunk driver
>dad and brothers don't even attend funeral
I just lost some of my humanity after reading your story anon
you must had a really hard time so don't make it go to waste

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Latex/Oil/Wet/Sweat : Shiny women look nice.Really nice.

Swimsuits: Goes kind of hand-in-hand with the previous one, but lingerie does nothing for me but a swimsuit does. I don't get it either.

Vanilla: I just want, I just want love. No, really; I can't get any affection so I use fantasy to fill the void.

Feet: Apparently this is really common and at the same time considered absolute degeneracy, so I can only enjoy this in porn and hentai.

When the girl is asking for it: It'd be nice if that happened in real life, but it never has/never will.

Pic DEFINITELY related.

>>4580701

Jesus Tap-dancing Christ, anon. That was heart rending. You have my deepest condolences.

>Breast expansion
Because I don't know why turns me on watching big boobs on small bras/shirts or that boobs pop out because they're too big for the top the girl is using.

>Titfuck
Mainly because I like big boobs

When I was 10 I stumbled upon doujinshi. Innocent me thought the cum was piss and... that's how I got into piss.

>>4580701
My condolences.Try writting or drawing with your relationship with your sister in mind. Perhaps you create something beautiful and it helps you heal the wound.

>>4573317

I wish I had a fetish for terrible grammar like yours.

>Cyborgs
>Leather Gloves
>Aliens
Just goinng to blame watching starwars every week as a kid
>Rape, Kidnapping, Bondage, Asphyxia
Never orgasmed and a desire to be used for a man's pleasure which I sort of enjoy by proxy

>>4574529
Let me tell you about me and my friend. We met in 6th form. He manlet bumped up a year. Me a tall-ish H-cup and chunky. Over the years we have remained good friends but two years ago I started finding it funny that it was so easy to give him a boner. He liked feet, giants, and financial domination. If I was bored I'd send him foot pictures. If we met up he would pay for everything. A year in and I still found it funny. He gets hard when I laugh because I had always laughed when kicking his junk in a restaurant or telling him in voicemails that I would crush his tiny body between my fingers.

We've stopped with that now we both have gfs but it was a laugh.

>>4573317
The only reason I like incest is the same reason I like the kinds of doujin where two best friends fuck, they've known eachother for a while and have a backstory.
Hate the whole "Hi, oops now we've fucked" kind of stuff. Unless it's monster girls.

>>4575113
are you me

>>4573317

>have 3 sisters
>they all have big boobs
>just like mom
>like really big, I still have not met a women with tits as big as my 2nd sister irl
>father is an alcoholic
>so mom did the beating
>it was kinda too hard tho
>one time she threw a shoe to the face and made my nose bleed
>she knew I had a big ass fear of water, so she softly drowned when I behaved badly
>she treated all of us the same way so as siblings we helped each other a lot

I have been surrounded by big boobs all my life, so I look for bigger ones on the internet, ridiculous sized ones
also I have a slave fetish, I dont want to explain to myself why I have that fetish even if its obvious why I have it

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>loli/dfc, thigh highs, sister incest, goth loli clothes

I know this pic doesn't exhibit all of those, but I just love this pic from Little Bitch Planet 2 by Tamagoro.

Anyway, a lot of those fetishes are from my ex. She was a lovely petite girl with beautifully slim dancer's legs and cute, dainty feet.

I have to admit that I like bigger boobs as much as the next guy, but I really loved her and was powerfully attracted to her regardless.

And she really liked wearing thigh-highs, like sweaty towel, she really got me with that when I wasn't particularly into thigh-highs before I met her. And although I never saw her wearing goth-loli clothes, I think it was something she wanted to try.

She was also quite a bit younger than me. Before I asked her out, I even doted on her like a little sister. And I think she always wanted an older brother too.

For that matter, I'm the eldest in a family of three brothers. My parents had waited a long time before my brothers were born, so they're both a lot younger than I am. I still love my brother platonically of course, but I had always wanted a little sister to dote on as I was growing up for a long time without any siblings. So, she was also like the little sister that I never had.

Also,
>impreg
Although it didn't start with her, I did really want to marry her and have a family with her eventually.

...I still pine for her a lot, and I still call out her name a lot when I cum

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>Autistic white night
Super into tomboys, futanari, monster girls, alien girls.
Mindset of "only I can love you" Always find it beautiful and tear jerking, but apparently can be seen as abusive. I remember a distinct moment in my life when I was super into anime stuff, playing through persona 4 (Do you have a moment to talk about our lord and savior Santoaka Chie?) and watching romance animes based on visual novels. As I got through each anime the character I liked the most never got with the MC, an looking at the source material, often found the tomboy option to be the least written, giving me the impression most people didn't like them or worse, always depicted them as lesbians. (I hate lesbians because they have the cutest hair and always was rejected because they were gay, so I have a deep seeded jealousy). I become the straight tomboy advocate.

More on the 'only I can love you bit'. Always love seeing girls recovering from any kind of abuse, and having a man help them is beautiful and heartfelt. Love futa where girl is ashamed of what they have and it is up to the guy to say they are beautiful anyway. Same for monster girls.

Also Tali'Zorah is alien wife, best Romance story in a video game as far as I can tell, with one close rival.

I enjoy monster rape. Pig orcs rapings elves a best. At a young age I realized I was ugly. I could tell because girls my age would literally point and laugh at my face. I had to compensate for my looks by having a fake, and funny-annoying personality. I ended up being socially stunted but got through highschool not getting bullied. It felt odd being ugly in a circle of attractive guys, and constantly seeing them get random flirtations. My family situation is pretty average, for my dad bounced as soon I was born. The only negative aspect I can think of is I have a lingering jealousy since my Dad looks exceptionally handsome, and my mother is quite the looker. Phenotypes didn't pan out for me too well, so I haven't held a conversation with a woman in about 6 years.

>>4584113
>At a young age I realized I was ugly. I could tell because girls my age would literally point and laugh at my face. I had to compensate for my looks by having a fake, and funny-annoying personality. I ended up being socially stunted but got through highschool not getting bullied. It felt odd being ugly in a circle of attractive guys, and constantly seeing them get random flirtations

Are you me?

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>/h/ - Therapy

Goth girls, creampies, vanilla.

I always used to think those girls were really dark and sexy and mysterious in HS, that fetish never really went away, though sadly I realized later that all goths are crazy, and you should never stick it in crazy.

I dated a 10/10 for a year who, on my birthday, took me to a hotel where she dressed up in her old goth clothes, and we fucked all night long. It was possibly the greatest night of my life.

I dearly miss her - we broke up for unknown reasons, which of course leads me to assume the worst.

Ever since then, I've never really gotten close to anyone, though I fantasize frequently about settling down and getting married - getting taken advantage of or stabbed in the back multiple times has really done a number on my ability to hold down a relationship, enough so that it's affected my ability to get a boner.

By the way, I'm tall, good looking, have a horse cock, and my love life still sucks. None of these things make it easy mode, it's all in your heads anons.

>>4573317
I mainly like vanilla and only certain types of NTR. I keep my sanity by not going any deeper.

My life was a normal one. My family loved me, dad was kind of a dipshit but still tried hard. Wasnt that "weird kid" but definitely a nerd. Into this shit because I never kissed a girl. Hell, I never even held a girls hand.

I fantasize having a normal relationship with the woman I love. So this shit fills the void.

:(

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>>4584124
>I dearly miss her - we broke up for unknown reasons
>>4583258 here

Dude, same.
..or almost, in my case.

I kinda do have an idea of why things fell apart with me and my ex, but it wasn't something all that cut and dry. It wasn't anything drastic that would typically jeopardize a relationship. I mean, neither of us was cheating on each other or something, and while we were together, people probably thought we were a really cute and compatible couple.

But I did blame myself for a long time and thought that I had failed her, and had a share of slight breakdowns over it. It took a lot of time and some amount of therapy to convince me to do that less, although I still do somewhat.

>>4575088

Actually no. I'm gentle yet rough. There was a really good H manga that depicts it and it was kinda like my story with my first girlfriend. She was younger and had a ton of guys she slept with but they didn't attend to her needs really. Sounds white knightish sure, but I realized once I got her in bed, I fucked her better than all of them. I'm always told I "get them back up" again and again. Imagine like a wave. Slow and then starting to get heavier and then all out till she pops, then bringing her back down. That cycle just got me to realize that even though I was a huge nerd, I ruled sex for this woman who was now obedient, submissive, warm and loving. Eventually it would be nearly hour long sessions several times a day. It drove her bat shit crazy though. It always does. But that's why I attract the crazies and I've accepted it. They secretly want that nice guy who is a total monster in bed and has a hidden rough side only they get to see. But they are always afraid some other chick is gonna steal that away...

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>tfw still relevant

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>>4584548

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>>4574642
Pure vanilla her as well, and I think as ironic as this sounds, it fucks with your head more than many other fetishes.

Having been hurt a lot by relationships, I've turned to loving this girl from my dreams who I've never met. I have all these distinct memories of her yet she's fiction. I'll think of her for hours and it makes me depressed that I'll never hold her.

And all this resurfaces most often right after I get back into vanilla hentai. Maybe I'm crazy, but I've certainly noticed this within myself.

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>>4574334
Hoo boy, this. I remember getting all kinds of strange feelings watching Aladdin.

>>4575113
I mean that's not a bad thing

>thigh highs
because they're fashionable and cute and I love wearing them
>gentle femdom where the boy is slightly younger than the girl
I used to strongly prefer older guys, but my first boyfriend was one year younger than me and since then I've also liked slightly younger guys. I especially like doujin where the girl takes a caring sort of role, like almost motherly but not incestual.
>forced rough sex where the guy is much older than the girl
Probably because I was exposed to the idea of rape at a relatively young age and I guess I just sort of ended up liking the idea of it after a while.
>mindbreak orgasms
I personally love intensely orgasming (to the point where my mouth goes numb and I can't think) so I like to see it in hentai.
>girls with chin-length hair
I have chin length hair so when the female protagonist in a doujin has the same hair as me, I can project onto her. (lol)
>cunnilingus
Probably in the same way that guys like blowjobs.

This isn't exactly a fetish but:
>well drawn and anatomically correct
Because I draw.

>>4573317
I love loud girls because I want to feel like the person I'm fucking appreciates me.

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Rape, humiliation. When I was growing up, the only female I spent any time with was my mother who had a personality disorder. Nothing serious, but it has deeply impacted my ability to respect women as equals to this day.

>>4584548
>(((Freud)))

>>4584793
Ashley???

>>4584389
...now now I know your legit anon. That first part could of easily been faked but knowledge like that can't be.

Keep up being a fucking great lay. That reputation spreads unbelievably fast among chicks and will ensure you never have to worry about not getting laid ever again. Everybody wants to fuck the person who is in fact a good lay.

Everybody.

Its one of the only ways to get lifelong membership into pussy paradise.

>>4573317
>fetish is bukkake
>always taught that you shouldn't jerk off
i guess a shitload of jizz makes me feel like it's ok or some shit. Freud/10 fetish

Femdom or assertive women.

Working in retail has destroyed my tolerance for weak, submissive, and needy women. Want me to grab something off the shelf for you? Ask me like a fucking adult. I want a partner, not someone I have to take care of like a child.

>Be Foster Care Fag
>Badly abused/neglected etc.
>No sense of self-worth

For a long period of my sexual development I only felt like I could ever have sex if I took it by force. Obviously not something I would act on.

Rape hentai = secret sexy shame

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>>4584664
This.

Though I'm at the point where vanilla is just not enough and I'm kinda getting into yandere. True yandere, not yangire murderer-in-love wannabe bullshit.

>>4584691
I also blame this for 2/3rds of my sexual fetishes.

>>4584664
>>4585187

The right girl is out their anons; I found a gf that loves hentai as much as me and loves me. its great.

>>4573317
OP, source please?

>>4574401
YO! The blog combo into adult request. Amazing confirms. Kek

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I just never felt any shame in regards to what I jerk off to and have slowly drifted towards every genre at some point in my life. I like to see girls getting destroyed, I like to see guys getting destroyed, I like lovey dovey shit, I like traps, futas, SS, NTR, incest, ryona, sometimes even scat etc.

All except for bara. Well, not counting that one doujin with submissive bara furries in lingerie that was hot as fuck.

Impregnation
>raised catholic, birthcontrol = bad memes etc
>all sex ed in school was nothing but "how to not get knocked up"
>massive conflicting taboos combined with teenage fascination about the actual sperm->finds egg process
>leads to xray hentai etc
>tfw will probably never be able to actually let it happen because money

>dad has anger issues
>I tortured my neighbor's cat when I was a little kid
>felt horrible about it a couple years later when I remembered it
>grow up start liking girls
>especially legs and butts
>realize the internet lets me do more than browse game FAQs
>obsession with legs and butts leads me to start liking feet
>stumble upon bondage
>leads to dom
>leads to spanking
>leads to painplay in general
>meet first real gf in high school
>she's into choking and hair pulling
>become full on sadist

And now I'm trying to tone it down because I'm terrified I'll end up like my dad and hit a gf/wife outside of sex because I'm mad.

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>>4580698
>super dangerous day
>April Fools
>tfw tall tan skinned qt doesn't want my scrawny weak baby

>growing up always liked girls that looked cute and fragile
>start thinking my role is protecting my girl, also since i have always been a very tall and stong kid
>teenager me has some really shitty experience with dating
>anger makes me flip into sadism
>find out about humiliation porn
never looked back, not even when i started derailing into bestiality and guro (although now those kinda disgust me again)

>chubby or even bbw
>thicc (hell yeah)
>big/gigantic tits
>milf (preferably when it meets the first 3 points)
>shouta + thicc/chubby/bbw/cow tit mom/sister
>belly bulge due to the amount of cum
>girl gets destroyed by (for example) horse cock
>bukkake
>girls wetting themselves
>(ahego)

>>4585697
ED:
>also femdom
>generally beeing used by women
>foot/leg fetish
>stockings and pantyhose in a wet look

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>>4573317

>Fetish?
This is really fucking specific, never actually seen any pics/comics like this but a healthy dose of imagination and the right CYOAs can do the job.

Somehow I get turned into a 10/10 cumdumpster and then get tied up, flogged in the street/park/city square, and have all my holes filled by someone's, literally anyone's, dick/strap-on/dildo, then get leashed and paraded around the city, soaked in cum/blood and covered in writing/bruises to make absolutely sure that everyone who wanted a chance got it before having a gag and plug set stuffed in me before being allowed to sleep.

>Why?
Fuck if I know man. Life's honestly been super easy, even counting a major setback. Parents were slightly above average but I've seen and heard of much worse and know I should really be thankful for that. Lived in a great neighborhood heavily influenced by the two top tier universities nearby, had a good number of friends, fairly normie life all around. I got schizophrenia about halfway through college, and when it got really bad about a year ago, I had a ton of support from literally everyone I cared about and got ongoing therapy+medication in a short enough time frame to transfer to a mid tier college closer to home and continue my degree this semester.

I guess guilt? Maybe I feel like I don't deserve the kind of good life I have, so I get off on being beaten, abused, and humiliated by everyone and being forced to exist for everyone else's pleasure to make up for that? Honestly sounds like some Freudian bullshit but it's the only explanation I can think of.

Pic absolutely related

>>4585827
Although now that I actually type it out it seems a lot more fucked up than I usually consider it.

>>4585833
Life's unfair. You got the good end of the stick. If it's any consolation that's a pretty hot scenario.

>>4585842
It simultaneously is and isn't but I appreciate the thought.

>tfw you don't have a fetish
I feel like I'm missing out in all honesty, I've never found something that I like as much as others seem to pore over

>>4585870
Really it just starts out as curiosity combined with one good experience. After that you just slowly get more and more intense, maybe one futa here or a little anal tonguing there.

Then suddenly you have a moment of clarity and realize you're simultaneously balls deep into a thai ladyboy named Tiffany and snorting coke out of her friend's asshole, and you're surprisingly ok with this.

>>4573317
Same boat as you OP,
Also have a fetish for being a trap but can't ever fully get off to it, probably due to the sexual harassment I got from a few gay guys working in a bar for a year, that's when I developed it

>>4578915
Why are butt plugs so rare in hentai? I'd love to see more of those.

>>4575113
Do you have a good collection cause I have the same issue
Unless I haven't fapped for a week it has to have a visual or explicit narrative of consent otherwise paranoia wells up and I get angry
Naturally this leads to a lot of femdom, but I also don't want cruelty or pain so it's hard to find stuff

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>>4573317
my fetish is that i dominate, especially that women serve me in any kind. Especially Blowjobs, don't know why.
reasons:
>was fat in primary and middle school
>got bullied by nearly the whole class
>especially girls
>got a bit of a hatred towards women at that time, not strong though
>faded over time
>urge to dominate them stayed
I also grew up in a conservative Houshold, so gender roles play a part.

I also hate it when women do nothing during sex. My first Girlfriend was just laying there doing nothing, and after eating her out she didn't even want to repay the favor.

>>4584657
Nigga that's Kant
as in Kan't you tell the fucking difference between a psychologist and a philosopher

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>Started watching pokemon hentai at 12.
>More access to it in my teens
>Fap more than 3 times a day to very odd things
>Sometimes it could last for 30 minutes for me to cum

I guess that would explain most of it. But for very lighter non-/d/ ones:

>Group sex
I like the idea of a circle of friends fucking. It might be because I never had many good friends in my childhood. I was always a bit lonely. Althought this mostly brought on by MLP

>Anal/Rimjobs
I had a gay sexual experience, but we never did anything like that. Despite this, I like it with women too. It also sorta "helps" that rimjobs are very dangerous irl. A lot of this happened after the experience too.

>Acceptance in rape; mixed feelings on doing an odd sex act
This one is hard to explain because its not really on any fetish list. Closest it could be is "mindbreak" but thats not really it. If anything its like that, but calmer. I think it had to do with my anxiety and feeling like wanting to give in, the transformation from a well adjusted person to a sex fiend(thats more subtle), or it could be that I watched certain hentai scenes too much. Or all three. I don't know.

Theres others like incest, age gaps, futa and more but I think those are fairly simple without the need for any psychological explanation.

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The villain winning.

Dunno, it was kind of a fetish even before I could comprehend that it could be a sexual thing. I guess I just saw all those fictional villains get those world-dominating mcguffins, have everyhing on the brink of being under their thumb, and wondered how shit would turn out if they weren't deus ex machina'd out of their victory. Then ff3 came along and literally gave the villain omnipotence and godhood like halfway into the game. Very few things catered to that level of power fantasy, but there's been things stuff the Fatal Fury motion picture.
Even less Hentai makes actual good use of it.

>>4573317
Does anyone know that Hentai comic where there's a police girl and she's a double agent/spy or something? She wears a black dress and I think she joins a gang to bust them but they find out and make her have sex with her dad? In the end though she beats them up and it all works out.

Been looking all over for it but can't find it.

>got hit a lot growing up, sometimes held down by one parent while the other hit me
>kept doing this till I left for college and like by then I knew people did that for sex
>mom also did what's called "covert incest," as in nothing unambiguously sexual but tons of boundary violations
>stared at me like a piece of meat every morning to make sure my clothing was "appropriate" and would put her hand up my shirt to stretch it out if it was too tight (read: actually fit")
>insisted in barging in on me when I was in the bathroom or dressing when it definitely wasn't an accident, didn't even pretend it was accidental
>The kicker is she also told me men would look through my windows to watch me dressing, and didn't see the irony

So now I have a fear kink, plus generally liking blunt impact and knowing pretty much all I do about it from being hit by my parents. I also like monster sex bc it's scary without being about real life Bad Stuff. Only it's really hard to find anything that's actually about the monster and not like…a girl vaguely accessorized with tentacles, or about watching a girl getting tortured by the monster and it's obvious you're not supposed to "be" her. And literally nothing ever about giant spiders, which is a waste bc c'mon, spiderweb bondage and sex venom. (If I weren't into girls, I'd be SOL with porn.)

I also have a fear of eyes, especially exaggerated ones, bc of my mom. Like, seriously, I get off to body horror, but yesterday I saw a package of bell peppers with a picture of a kid holding pepper rings over their eyes like glasses and I freaked out. It's fucking ridiculous.

>Found out about how the physical functions of reproduction work at a fairly young age, it was always from a scientific standpoint from the various books I always read.
>Learned that people did it for reasons other than reproduction eventually, quite shocked but adapted to it.
>Always learned that sex should be consensual and done for the pleasure of both, if one isn't happy it's being done wrong.
>Pretty confused at the time, I still wasn't old enough to understand why people would want to do it for reasons other than reproduction.
>Leave sheltered elementary school, go to middle school.
>Eyes opened wider than goatse to the world.
>Utterly appalled at everything, bewildered and afraid as to why someone would want to do all this stuff.
>Access to internet, eyes opened even more.
>Not as shocked, but still confused and concerned as to why people would do this stuff if it wasn't consensual and positive for both partners or for reproduction.

Although my stances have changed quite a bit over the years, I really don't like things that aren't vanilla/consensual/positive.

Monster girls is a longer story and futa I don't even know.

>always passed up for my sister
>she always got what she want
>i didn't ask for much to ease strain on parents

>fetish is femdom/dominance
>like femdom because finally someone wants me enough
>like dominance because mildly possessive/like being in control for once

>>4575447
haha same

>>4573317
My biggest one is trap and feminisation. It was that episode of Codename: Kids Next Door that did this to me.

>slavery
>abuse
>rape
>monster girls

the twist is that [spoiler]i want to be the girl[/spoiler]

Não sei se estou Crazy, mas sinto vontade de transar com minha namorada, mas imagino ela com um pênis, omg/\