Forced sissy/gay

>>11176929
OP best post. more like that. The other to are to messy with the text and gifs.

>half a second tiny gifs
Did I travel 18 years backwards in time?

>>11177363
If you did, invest in fidgit spinners

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This one is my all time fav

Any guys.in this thread the victim of childhood sexual abuse?

>>11181405
yes

>>11181405
no jokes yeah man

>>11181405
>"Victim"

>>11181405

I am only here because my fetish is to see that the woman is having pleasure and regular porn seems so fake. This might be sissy/gay but the text kind of does its part so eh... still feels weird cause i am straight af.

What arr you here?

>>11181405
Yes

>>11181405
Yeah, First Grade teacher and her husband raped me.

>>11181405
Yes, do you think there is some kind of stockholm syndrome in here?

>>11181405
eh, not sexual, I just got bullied a lot growing up and teased by women

>>11181405
No, I'm just a fag

>>11179971
>nutsuck

>>11179964
Source?

>>11183341
Ayyyy same tho

>>11181405
not really
i wish i was. I kind o have a thing for old men

>>11181405
yep, my aunt and her husband came over to my house to drink with my parents for some holiday.
I dont remember much, was maybe 5-6 at the time.
my family was outside in our above ground pool for hours, drinking. my aunt came in while i was playing my playstation.
she basically sat on me, removed my pants, and bit my balls. she probably weighed over 250 thinking back now.
threatened to kill me if i ever told anyone and that she would have me buried behind her house in the woods. im 23 now, still haven't told anyone.

>>11184129
aj applegate easter feaster

>>11181405
It wasn't really sexual abuse, but once when I was 6 or 7 in a summer camp, in a tent or something, at night, 3 boys around my age restrained me on my belly, and one of them was rubbing his dick against my ass, covered by my underwear
He did that for a bit while I was saying "stop or I shout" but not loud enough to scare them off, probably like 5 or 10 seconds, he then said something like "it's better without the cloth, I'll take it off" and then he started rubbing it for some seconds, and then I "screamed" stop, and they let me go

holy fuck thinking back about it feels weird and really disgusting, I didn't remembered it until I was 13, and until then I only thought about it once or twice when I was 17 or 18... I wish it never happened, why did I let them restrain me in the first place, this won't go away
I don't even know if this is sexual abuse since they were just 2 or 3 years older than me, but it really feels disgusting now that I am writing and formulating it. Apart from the people reading this, no one else knows

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>>11187008
yeah m8 thats the definition of sexual abuse right there

>>11187230
since I've written the post I've been only thinking about it, I feel very bad, sad and I feel like I'm in distress, i'm barely 20 I feel very lost but I don't know why it hits so hard only right now, I have no idea what to do, I can't think of anything else, I feel very lost right now

>>11187435
join the party pal, i was 'raped' every few days for 2 years when i was 7-8, a neighbor about 16-17 would invite me to his when his parents werent in and i thought we were friends and just doing friend things except we would always be naked in bed and he would always dare me to lick his dick and stroke it for him, plus we would always rub ours together as a joke thing and i always wondered why his was bigger and harder whereas mine wasnt. about 4 months into doing it he dared me to put it in my ass, which i did but could never fit it all in even though he was only like 5 inches. eventually i moved away but he was never caught and i wank to the memory at least once a week

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>>11181405
Me.

Father was a verbal and physcially abusive cunt.

Step mother sexually assaulted me as a kid. Forced me to wear diapers and fondled me on her lap for years. Exact reason i have a forced diaper and mommy fetish I guess.

>>11181405
When I was like 9, my 12 year old cousin and I fondled each other for maybe ten minutes. She was distant so I only saw her one other time two years later. I don't remember how consensual it was, but I was enjoying myself probably getting the only handful of ass I'd get in about a decade, still pretty fucked up because I'm positive I didn't initiate.

Anyway I'm fucked up now, but I don't really know how much that has to do with it, probably more than I think. I'm only desperately depressed, but I don't think about getting my butt touched too much, it wasn't until recently I really started thinking about it, when trying to find a reason I should have daily suicidal ideations. I can still hold a job down. She's REALLY fucked up though, a fucking wreck, so who knows.

>>11182973
Likewise. I thought I was alone. I started because I had a fetish for seeing the woman having fun and got into female doms because they can obviously enjoy it. Then I got into traps because they can't fake cumming. Then got into traps fucking guys because now they definitely enjoy it. You can see where this is going.

>>11181405
lol yes, a few older woman abused me constantly for years. NEET sissy with no life.

>>11181405

wow the responses to this are interesting and fucked.

>me too

>>11181405
Yep.

> Be me, middle school, 13 years old. Skinny.
> Brother 16
> Wrestling as brothers do
> Bro gets upper hand, straddles me, knees holding my arms down
> Bro pulls his cock out, strongest smell of dick I've smelled
> Try to escape but can't, writhe around but can't move
> Bro starts slapping my face with his dick, tells me to open mouth
> I don't for a while, but I open my mouth eventually to breathe better, only to have my mouh stuffed with cock
> I gag as he gets harder, he pulls out his flip phone and takes some pictures
> He lets me go and I go brush my teeth

He had his dick in my mouth on other occasions too. At some points pulling off my pants and spanking me.

Definitely believe this is the reason for my sissy tendencies.

Guess I'm too well-adjusted for this fetish.
Meh, back to marecock porn.

>>11190226
i feel so sorry for you dude

>>11179931
memecenter dot com

>>11187008
It's sexual abuse no matter what the age, you could be 70 and still sexually amused by a child

>>11181405
Yep. My stepdad started putting his dick in me at 14, shortly after he caught me experimenting with one of my friends. Was a pretty regular thing for several years, usually about 1-2 times per week.

Dunno if I'd call it "abuse" exactly since I did mostly enjoy it... he definitely took things too far sometimes, and I had very little control over how things went down. But he never outright raped me or anything.

I did have tons of guilt over the fact that I liked it, and confusion/angst about my sexuality generally. So at the time it really did feel like he was "turning me gay". Looking back, I'm pretty sure I would've turned out a fag either way, but I'd probably be a lot less submissive if not for those experiences

>>11191134
if you're 70 and AMUSED by a child i think you're the abuser

>>11180006
Source.

>>11191141
hot, tell more

>>11181405
yeah, as far as these things go it wasn't that bad. I was 5 or 6, had an extended family get together at the grandparents house. One of my cousins, around 16 or 17, got me alone and said I could play on his gameboy if I'd let him suck my cock. I didn't think anything of it, only that it was a kind of weird request so I let him do it.

Found out later im not the first kid he's done this too, he also tried to get my brother but he ran off to another room.

>>11191141
stories pls

>>11187435
No joke, trying talk therapy can help. Find a good professional, be honest, and go at your own pace.
Keeping it bottled inside will only keep things the way they are now.

>>11181405

Not really sexual abuse but I had anger issues as a kid and all the female teachers would hold me down and restrain me for long periods of time until I was able to calm down. I later found out that it was just plain abuse and it fucked me up for life. Then, when I was about 7, I was in swimming class with a bunch of boys from my class and we all tried to fuck each other in the bathrooms while we were "changing". I remember wanting to be a bottom because one of these kids had a really big cock for his age and I wanted to sit on it.

I touched like 3 or 4 cocks when I was in primary school. One was a kid I used to hang out with during recess, the other was a skinny kid with a massive cock who was the son of one of my dad's friends, and the rest are my classmate's.

I was also bullied throughout school until I started high-school and got my shit back together.

I guess you can't be a faggot without being all fucked up. This year I realized that I'm bisexual after smoking so much weed that I was able to remember all of this and I've been massively depressed ever since, remembering all the abuse and reflecting on all the fucked up aspects of my life. I've never actually talked about all of this, not even to my closest friends or my therapists. This is probably the first time I'm this honest about it.

I hope I can get better bros. I'm in a dark place right now.

>>11192533
As long as you haven't give up, you can always improve. You should tell your therapist.

>>11181405
I got raped by an older boy when I was 10

Long story short I believe these experiences warped our young minds in ways that (not so) coincidentally bring us together at this very moment

They have imprinted notions of victimization, powerlessness, lack of control, submissiveness and many more

These sub/unconscious beliefs about ourselves and the world generated at that traumatic moment likely are what still shape our reality to this day

Start paying attention to what you're reality is telling you. Are you noticing any signs/correlations/coincidences? These will lead you inside you mind and allow you to find the beliefs that are generating your experience of reality. These two components, sub/unconscious beliefs and conscious reality work seemlessly in tandem

Jesus Christ, this is the darkest thread I've read for a long time. Bros, seriously seek help. It'll take time but seeking help is the 1st step to recovery.

>>11193035
In creating what we experience to be true. As long as we've still identified with the belief of victim that these experiences have imprinted onto us we will CONTINUALLY FIND OURSELVES BEING VICTIMIZED. Shake the victim mentality and watch your life soar. But allow yourself this process, give yourself time to heal

Try this affirmation: I AM in control of my life

The work here is simply noticing negative thought/belief patterns as they pop up and shifting them to more positive ones. Eventually you can work on creating thought patterns/beliefs that shift you towards states of abundance and prosperity, much like we create the negative ones we've gotten stuck in

Much love to all you guys out there struggling I know its been a hard journey but hang in there. if you put your healing as a priority it will become a reality

Namaste

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On a more general, succinct note; critically examine your beliefs. Which are truly yours, and which are regurgitated popular opinion? Which are old beliefs that are no longer serving the new you? And how can you change them to better reflect what you'd like to have/see in yourself and your life?

Ponder these and as long as you're not afraid to roll up your sleeves you'll see serious change in your life

>>11193108
I'm afraid to. I just want to sink into a hole and never come out. Most people don't understand just how dysfunctional I can become simply by reflecting on trauma.

>>11181405
Yes

more?

>>11181405
>tfw no childhood abuse to shamefap to

>>11193252
Jordan Peterson level advice in a forced sissy/gay thread, who would've thought?

>>11179930
>mathias
How gay can a name get?

>>11193400

Thats only when you're going through it alone and you're allowed to sink. A therapist (one that is right for you) will navigate those waters for you and actually help you.

>>11181405
Grandpa when I was six. You better believe the connection between that trauma and this fetish causes me anxiety.

>>11196318
I'd just like to chime in to say, a therapist will navigate those waters WITH you.

A therapist will help you, not save you.

First and foremost, you need to believe - or at least act as though you believe - that you can be saved, and that you're worth saving. When someone extends their hand, you need to pull just as hard as they do.

Sorry for no porn, I don't actually save pictures.

>>11195547
pretty gay. it must have been the last sissy gif that person made before going to bed

>>11196948
lolol my captcha was "Chubb city"

>>11187669
You're really really reaching if you think touching your older female cousins butt fucked you up.

>>11181405
Not childhood or sexual exactly, just an abusive ex. My desperate desire to be loved as a result of that has resulted in me wanting to be sissified and dominated as a fucked up way of saying, "Please, cheat on me, do whatever you want, just love me and don't leave."
I kind of hate that I'm still like this, even though I'm now in a good relationship.
Being sexually assaulted at another point definitely didn't help, though. Started having anxiety attacks shortly thereafter.
Fuck.
Why am I getting emotional in a sissy thread on /gif/?

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>>11197217

Why do people exagerate, its just a fetish

>>11181405
yes

greentext these stories

>>11181405
Oh yeah, multiple people, no family.

I'm learning that all bullies are raging homosexuals.

>>11181405
No. Nothing Sexual, but I was neglected and physically abused by my parents.

>>11187230
source

>>11197646
No huh, fag!

>>11181405
No although I was bullied until high school and having five of them try and make sexual advances on me while I was cornered in a doorway didn't help

Anyone got the webm of a sissy getting it's dick cut off? I think it was crissy the sissy but I cant find it anywhere.

>>11190377
>>11190226
I don't
In a way this is pretty damn funny

>>11181405

And there you have it. Homosexuality is a result of child abuse

>>11181405
Nope. I guess this is just the rabbit hole of porn.

I'm a dominant guy so I started jerking off to fem-dom shit. Eventually that got boring so I moved on to this.

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>>11201378
>>11197217
If these types of relationships are prevalent/a pattern in your life then its possible you have a repressed memory or simply had an particularly traumatic event(s) (physical, emotional, sexual) that impressed victimhood upon your mentality. Its likely you have current beliefs that are draining your natural power

Forgive yourself for what happened, look back and forgive. It's not your fault you were abused, and you've come now to let go of however you've decided to justify receiving such suffering. You're worthy of so much more than pain and abuse, you're worthy of love. Let yourself receive that after so long, let it wrap you up and console your every fear away. You deserve it.

>>11203206
Thanks for the kind words anon, although I'm over my past issues, and am pretty much over sissy porn. I'm living a happy life with a lovely GF, I just hope that the people who were actually raped and use sissy porn as a coping mechanism manage to heal themselves.

>>11180006
Well that was hot

>>11193110
What if I don't want to be in control?
What if I want some big alpha man to whore out my boi-pussy and feed me his cummies?

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>>11181405

Never molested (far as I can remember, aside from a few close calls that I didn't even recognize at the time) but
>tfw couple days ago browsing pics of big muscled men in studded and spiky leather get-ups, big boots, harnesses, etc.
>always found that whole look hot, fantasize about being fucked by a guy in leather get up while I'm dressed as a girl, especially if he's taller and stronger than me and makes me feel powerless and safe in his arms
>suddenly hits me that my dad was a metal head in the 80s and always wore big motorcycle boots and studded leather jackets and belts when I was a kid in the 90s/00s

Already knew I had daddy issues but always hoped they were less Freudian desu senpaitachi

>also tfw he used to spank me with a belt from time to time

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>>11206614

also didn't realize it was a caption thread not a hpyno thread my bad

>>11197217
>My desperate desire to be loved as a result of that has resulted in me wanting to be sissified and dominated as a fucked up way of saying, "Please, cheat on me, do whatever you want, just love me and don't leave."

Same, just gave up on relationships because
>"Please, cheat on me, do whatever you want, just love me and don't leave."
tends to scare them off. Also don't really trust anyone anymore, I feel like everyone is secretly a POS just like he was

Am I the only one who has this fetish and wasn't abused/doesn't have mental problems

>>11207427
Considering how many people are on this planet, probably not.

>>11176929
ive seen this vid before anybody have the original source?

>>11181405
Nope. Grandparents were normal. Parents didn't give me enough attention. Did good in school. Have had a horrible time with women though. I guess I just like feeling wanted/needed.

>>11203187
This...

God I want my own sissy fucktoy. From 14-16 I had a friend who would suck my cock in the woods or in his room. Went off to college and had a few gfs, and currently have one; I turned out very sexually dominant and I'm def not a sissy myself, but the idea of fucking a man into submission is so hot to me. Got the same kid to suck my cock a couple times last year, and it's so fucking hot to me (maybe dominating a man is like a higher level than domming a female?). Think I'll hit him up this weekend and fuck his brains out, but he can't even come close to deepthroating me like some girls are able to.

>>11209484
I want to dominate a sissy boy and make him my bitch too

>>11182973
Dude, you're not alone

>>11193252
Thanks anon, really

>>11193252
>11193252
https://media.giphy.com/media/NyhxF81JQC3SM/giphy.gif

>>11209484
>>11209539
Damn I need to meet yall lol

>>11179945
Wait. What? Somebody woke up with a boner, so he beats his roommate. This is such a weird fantasy, even here.

>>11211376
idk how you guys fuckin read all this gay shit

i mean, yeah, by nature, its sissy hypno shit is gay. i get that. thats why we're here
but like. its WAY gayer knowing that some fuckin dude is making gifs and pouring his heart and soul into some long winded caption. purely for your boner. or for his own boner.

not that gay is bad, but that shits fuckin gay as shit homie.

>>11211390
agreed, anon who is also not myself,
this shit is wordy as fuck. im here lookin for jizzin not for readin. readins 4 fags

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>>11209484
>>11209539

I would love to find a very rough daddy that just wants to use and abuse a sissy cumdump like myself. I would do anything to get to taste your cock.

Pic related. How I would beg to be treated.

>>11211390
Gay is gay. Stop trying to justify yourself. Just be happy.

>>11211630
That ass*

>>11179722
Source for the video/ladyboy?

>>11208204
Do you not understand hyperbole

>>11203187
How can you be dominant but when fapping change into a sissy?

Explain pls?

>>11209363
>This...

no, this:
>>11213310

>>11206632
>cheat on me

wife material right there

>>11211575
Ummm... date me pls ?
Would you like to consider me choking you
and throatfucking you to mascara-riddled tears?
please respond

Story time.....
>be me
>be short, long-ish emo hair, mistaken for a girl at times
>sleepover at friend's house, another friend also invited
>2a.m. playing Smash Bros. running only on Mountain Dew
>friend1:"Anon, you made a porno?"
>pulls out dvd and plays on tv
>chapter7.webm
>girl looks just like me
>blowjob, anal, facial
>getting groped throughout scene, too passive to resist.
>both friends are rock hard, one friend asks for head
>HELLNO.pnj
> both friends get mad at me, calling me a fun wrecker
>feels bad, reluctantly agree
>put it in my mouth, begin my job
>pulls my hair down, begin to choke
>both are laughing at me
>begins slapping me with it, covering me in my own spit
>moneyshot.gif
>holds me by my hair, unable to dodge a thick facial
>run to bathroom to clean up, unable to look at myself in the mirror due to heavy shame.

afterwards friend 2 "tries" convincing me to blow him, i completely refuse and we return to playing video games....

story continues

>>11181405
When I was 16 I used to frequent a YMCA where I used to work out. There was always a lot of older men in the locker room and for the most part I was the youngest one there.

>One Saturday morning after a workout decide to take shower
>lonely place cause it's 7 a.m.
>start undressing when I see old man, late 40s/early 50s, looking at me
>get horny
>decide to leave tight boxer briefs halfway on my bubblebutt to tease him
>see him stare more
>decide to get naked and walk to the shower
>he follows me
>leave the curtain open and sure enough he walks in front of him with just a towel
>ignore him, but I bent over to wash my feet
>feel his hands on my ass, then my balls and cock
>horny at this point
>he jacks me off and leaves quickly

so yeah

>>11214260
go on

>>11208397
same here.

>>11214260
Continue pls

The age of the people consuming these prechewed fantasies is so fucking evident from the premises involved.
Stop letting your ego control you.

>>11214298
hot thanks for that

To anyone interested i just started up a full lewdist discord for everyone and anyone, has a bunch of channels of different fetishes and wanting to grow more, if our interested and want to bring forced sissy and more come join in https://discord.gg/KgXGeT

>>11214875
You're welcome

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>>11214177

Are you familiar with facialabuse and Max Hardcore? That's the type of filthy hole I wanna be for a Daddy (including the puking, spitting, and A2M) I love being dressed up in corsets, frilly outfits, wigs, and high heels too. The more restraints the better and my favorite is getting facefucked with an open mouth gag in. I love over the top makeup so of course that includes making my face as messy as you want! Anything Daddy wants Daddy gets. I've recently been getting into piss play and I really want to try having a Daddy piss straight down my throat while I have his cock balls deep.

Pic is more of what I crave.

>>11216346
where are you

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>>11216509

As specific as I'll get at first is Southeast. You?

>>11214260
cont

>>11181405
Female neighbors/Babysitter when I was like 9 til 11 literally first sexual experience she made me wear here panties and sucked me off after kinda shit it's a fetish now I don't want cause current gf is sub

>>11181405
Isn't this why we have this kind of fetish in the first place?

am i the only one here who fantasises about playing the dominant part?

>>11217021
What the fuck is wrong with me. I've jacked off to this video so many goddamn times, but every time the post fap regret makes me wanna commit sudoku.

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>>11203527
Agreed. And im happy for the happiness you've found anon. Keep on trucking.


>>11206381
Then that's entirely your choice! Aint life grand?
But can you read between the lines and hear the victimized child inside you speaking out for help? Can you visualize when you were stripped of control and accepted submission as just a youngling and see how that affects you to this day?

Haven't you ever wondered why relationships don't seem to work out and how to change/fix that? Maybe its time to start doing the often messy but very rewarding inner/self reflection necessary to illuminate and accept the shadows we've let take control over us, and restore power to its rightful position. In our hands, not anyone else's.

Intimacy/promiscuity "issues" often arise after these types of abuse

>>11209563
Namaste, wise one. Glad I could be of assistance

>>11206614
Its really nothing to be ashamed about, we're brilliant animals/machines. These correlations are bound to happen. What does the "Father" image/symbol represent to you? Perhaps this is what we need to embody for ourselves. Parenting our own inner child and all that jazz.

>>11206632
Well baby you should go and love yourself~
Really, no is ever gonna love you like you can love yourself, and until you do it will seem like no one does anyways. Work on accepting what you consider as shortcomings will make room for love to bloom in your life even more. Forgive and make peace with your past, be grateful for the lessons it's given you.

>>11211367
source of gif?

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>>11219453
thanks this makes for a great propaganda on /pol/,you fucking degen faggots

>>11220281
You are welcome. Now go back to your safe place.
>>>/pol/

>>11214298
that's not sexual abuse you retard you were asking for it

>>11185829
Holy shit...that's some fucked up shit. Are you a trap or anything now cause that would mentally fuck up anyone if a fat fucking Aunt did that to you.

>>11220281
and I was worried Ill have to do that, thanks

>>11220281
Why are you on this thread in this first place? Do you have something to tell us?

>>11221496
He is investigating, now, if you'll excuse me, I have a dick to beat.

>>11207427
i just like girly guys and the captions help

>>11220281
good shit

>>11185403
I know that feeling. I got a older man thing too.

>>11220281
I never got abused

>>11219504
but theres nothing hot about this video

>>11181405
Nope I just had super fucking gay friends when I was in middle school. One of them would constantly whip his dick out. The other one was really small with long hair, super girlish. We hung out all the time. He was staying at my house one day and we built a tent in my room. We ended up talking about sex and shit and I told him I had gotten a BJ from some blonde bitch (complete lie). Im still a little fuzzy but he ended up asking if I was hard while we were talking about this and I said yeah. He said me too and asked me how big I was and I told him to see for himself. We ended up groping each others dicks over our clothes for a minute until I asked if he liked feeling me. He said yes and so I told him to take his pants off and we could masturbate together. We ended up jerking each other off. Later that night we ended up making out and jerking each other off again. Shit escalated from there with us blowing each other and making out basically every day after school. Eventually we started fucking and that continued until I moved three years later.

The girly boy hated the other friend who constantly whipped his dick out. He always did it hard and it was apparently a game of gay chicken. I just ended up grabbing his dick one day and he didn't say anything so I gave him a handjob. From then on anytime we were alone he would do the same thing and I would end up jerking him off or blowing him. I always fucked the girly boy but this friend eventually asked if he could have sex with me. I let him bend me over his dads pool table the first time. He eventually wanted me to wear his older sisters clothes and thats how I got super into being a sissy

>>11196864
..his... His dick just folds...

>>11222795
That just got gayer and gayer. So are you planning on being a trap soon?

>>11222960
Oh it got way gayer than that anon. Thats just how it started. I got spitroasted in the girls locker roomer wearing some stolen cheerleader outfits in my junior year. Some crazy gay shit went down in my school.

No plans on actually being a trap. I'm not even super feminine just kinda soft features when I'm not staying cut. I just like having sex and getting fucked while wearing sexy girl clothes. No grand ambitions beyond enjoying myself

My sister feminized me for real from when I was like 5 until I was 10 or 11. She was 6 years older, hot, and a cheerleader. She always had her squad over because we were well off and had a big house. This is true and I am still dealing with it today. The first time 2 or 3 of her cheerleader friends were staying over. They must've gotten bored because my sister starts yelling "let's dress Johnny like a girl" They all got excited, but surprisingly, I was super excited of the thought. So they did. Mom and dad weren't home and she was babysitting. They completely transformed me. Panties, dress, stocking, makeup.....all of it. She took a picture. She took a pic almost everytime. They were all amazed that they couldn't tell.the difference. From that point on whenever mom and dad were gone and my sister and her friends were over sooner or later it would happen. If mom and dad were on vacation, it would be the whole week. I acted like I didn't like it, but it was so exciting. When I hit puberty, I started to sexualize it. I would dress up master ate or try and use a dido. My sister went off to college, but she kinda knew what was going on because she always left different sexy stuff everytime she came home. The worst was when I fell asleep in her bra, and she found me in it. I grew up very confused sexually because I am super attracted to women. I'm actually married, but am for sure bi and still dress when I just can't resist the urge

>>11223056
So as I go to college I can experiment more. I always have had the same fantasy. I want to dress like a girl and be made to suck and fuck. I am not attracted to any part of a man except his dick. If it's not a pretty cock bigger than mine I'm not interested. I tried to act on these fantasies many times, but have only been successful a handful of times. The circumstances have to be perfect or I back out from shame, disgust, or guilt

>>11223101
So in a way, I was forced to be a bi sissy by my sister. She for sure feminized me and humiliated me. She made sure even when she went to college she always left me new stuff when she came home. When came home and I was sleeping in her bra, she just laughed. After that she would bring home dresses that weren't her size but fit me perfect. Some of these things weren't clear until recently....the extent she went to.

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>>11220281
>quotes me
>doesn't put me in the screencap

Fuck you, also I'm probably the only one who also posts on /pol/. Oh welp, do the Lord's work and make sure nobody else ends up here

I'm trying to masturbate and everyone is talking about their sexual abuse life. If I wanted to do that I'd go to my fucking therapist, fuckin bummed me out man

>>11222459
Idk senpai. I absolutely love the idea of cum inside me. I just love cum in general. The toxic component of it is just pure degeneracy.

>>11209539
I literally put an add on Craigslist that I would be face down ass up at the bath house in panties and was there and still nobody could make me their bitch. Several guys came in and tried toare love like I was their wife. Can I touch you here? is this ok? If I'm wearing panties and a pink collar and u ask me to do something I laugh and say I'm waiting on my real daddy. Only a few guys get it. I've only had it happen on 3 occasions and they're my only experiences that aren't hetero. Masculine guy sees me in panties. Walks in. Doesn't ask. Shows me his cock and asks me if I like it. If i do I say so. They have all been pretty similar. Youre a sexy little bitch. You want to be my bitch? Get on your knees and beg for it. If you don't set boundaries before you begin for it then there are none because as soon as you say make me your bitch daddy, you are their property and they own u. The first time turned into a six month contract. It was insane. This guy turned me out.

>>11223371
Literally had a ceremony at the bathhouse where I married his cock. I had never been fucked before. We had a contract. there were like 20 people there, I thought to witness. we both took hiv tests and I dropped to my knees and said make me your bitch daddy. 20 people watched him fuck me slow and easy missionary. He barely got his dick all the way buried in my ass and I could feel his load. It was huge, and he said Bitch you'll never be a true man again and you will always remember who made you their bitch. In six months I'm going to sell you, but until then you are going to learn to.regret ever begging me. He said no roll over face down ass up. I did and there was mirror. He said now thank daddy for the next hour because I just bred your ass in the most gently loving manner like a promo date, but your a slut. Your exist to service cock. You will be treated as such from now on. He told the crowd to get tested if they wanted to help take every ounce of my manhood. I was horrified as they all walked away. He rammed his cock.into me and said you'll have a cock in your mouth or ass for.the next 8 hours.

>>11181405
yes

>orphan
>adopted at the age of 4
>never knew my old parents
>new parents were nice
>most of the time
>dad had a bad temper sometimes
>mom had an even worse temper sometimes
>mom was an alcoholic
>tipsy most days, drunk some
>dad just yelled at me when I screwed up anything
>but when he didn't yell he was really nice
>dad convinces me to suck his cock
>tells me that its a normal thing
>I had no clue
>for the next 6 years whenever mom was drunk or not putting out I sucked his cock
>never anything more, no butt stuff or anything
>one day in school we were talking about our parents
>doing projects and stuff about it
>project involves making a picture book
>one page is what your mom does for work, next is what your dad does
>how old they are, what they like to do, hobbies and stuff
>and what you do together
>I draw me sucking my dad's peepee
>sent to the principal's office
>child services are called
>parents arrested
>back to an orphanage
>a completely different orphanage
>didn't know any of the kids there
>stayed there for 8 years, kind of a weird outcast loner
>then left
>living in a broom closet, paying for it with a minimum wage job scrubbing toilets
>occasionally shamefap to the thought of sucking dad's cock
>cry afterwards sometimes

it sucks

>>11211575
just a reminder that this niggas dad is a vice president for a banking corporation
she really hated daddy

>>11223526
Fuck man, I'm sorry. I'm just a straight guy reading this thread because I saw these stories. How old were you? I've been in shelters and foster homes too but luckily I was never abused.

Fuck...

>>11223041
>tfw you went from being gay-bi and having a 'body goal' skinny fit aesthetic to being a thicc meme with monster hips and only liking girls / transgirls
i guess i still like guys sexually, but i get way more romantic with girls and on hrt you care a lot less about sex and a lot more about emotional stuff

>>11223412
This sounds like some shit from the nifty stories website. Not feeling sorry for you any, nigga.

>>11214260
Story cont. Pt.2

I forgot to mention in the first post I have never seen a porn before this time, and my mom never told me about the birds and the bees so I literally never had any real introduction to sex

>next day, Saturday morning.
>wake up, eat breakfast, do normal morning stuff
>friends are extra nice to me, letting me chose what to do, where to go, what to eat, ect.
>Trying to forget about last night, still kinda ashamed
>day goes on, pretty fun cause we did everything I wanted to do
>7PM, friend 2(call him Mike) invites us to sleep over at his house
>friend 1(Danny) says "HELL YEA"
>I have to call mom, beg her to let me, she's mad but lets me go "this last time"
>Day is going pretty good so far
>Mikes house is awesome, his room is the basement, own bathroom, own door to backyard, mini fridge, huge tv.
>begin playing video games, in "I play winner" on 2p games, or 5min each on single player format
>"Okay guys, we going to bed, dont stay up too late" coming from the basement door
>hear mikes parent go to 2nd floor, and shut their bedroom door
>Danny reaches into backpack and pulls out dvd
>notthisagain.png
>just began my 5min turn, ask if I can just finish mine
>completely ignored, turned of the game console, began from chapter 1 this time.
>watch it, we are all into it, really hot girl doing hot stuff.
>guy in video pulls out, starts cumming on girls face, girls tried pulling away but guy holds her by the hair until he's done
>insta-shame hits me
>Mike and Danny really into it now, they begin feeling on me.
>I resist, pull their hands away when they try
>Chapter2.webm
>almost similar, soon realize this is an all anal dvd
>Still resist any moves they try.
>"Dude, c'mon, why are you being like this, we just playing around?"
>sit there quiet, have to say something
>"I think I heard someone upstairs, ill go check.

Sorry for the lack of action, i just wanted to "set the scene" we were in that night.

cont to Pt.3

>>11224407
Story cont Pt.3

>go upstairs, play dumb a little bit then return into basement
>playing 1p games again, Mike's turn
>my turn next, gotta use bathroom so I try to rush
>return to Danny with the remote
>"it's my turn"
>Danny ignores me as Mike gets up and walks into the laundry room, returns with a pair of his mom's panties with a matching green bra
>"ill make Danny let you play if you wear this"
>WTF-NO.mp4
>"Fine then" as he throws them at my direction
>Danny's time is up, passes it to Mike. Mike's time up, passes it to Danny.
>"It's my turn!"
>Mike just points at the lingerie
>"Only the bra, under my shirt.
>skip my turn
>"Guys, wtf?"
>Mike points at the panties
>"Fucking assholes" as I go to the bathroom to put on the panties under my shorts.
>return to them playing a 2p game, round is over
>skip my turn
>"Take off the rest of it, that was the point."
>No = skip turn
>negotiated, 3 rounds if I strip down to lingerie.
>agree, get my 3 rounds in
>hand over the remote, soon realize my regular clothes is missing.
>"I bet he'll never find it"
>I get really mad, begin looking all over basement without success, catch them looking every time I bend over.
>"C'mon, Anon, lets hit a bowl."

stay with me guys, im sorry it's turning out so long but personally I dont like reading vague/general stories so i'm trying to be as thorough as I can.

cont to Pt.4

>>11224520
keep it coming

>>11176929
>Chad

>>11224520
>leave for appointment, come back and still no pt4
christ

>>11220281
>victim of abuse
>degen

Lucy you got some splainin to do

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>>11220281
>pol user reades in depth into a forced sissy thread, is so interested he takes screenshots for "evidence" then lashes out at others calling them gay
You're a living parody. You are the reason the rest of this website calls /pol/ the reddit incubation chamber of this website.

>>11225044
its never going to happen lmao

>>11220364
>50 year old getting with a 16 year old
>not sexual abuse

Found the pedo

>>11223728
I've never actually wanted to do all that transitioning stuff. I like being a guy, I just enjoy getting fucked like a girl every so often. I only date women and I would only ever marry a woman. Unless it was a super fucking cute trap but even then I'd never marry them

>>11222958
youch, thanks for pointing that out

>>11220281
>an average thread
Absurd, you can't misuse words like that. Just because something happened does not make it average.

>9/11
>"average morning in New York"

>>11224520
Go on...

>>11224520
dude come on you have too finish the story

>>11224520
Go on

>>11223412
need the end of this story

>>11223318
Brian Song is that you?

>>11181405

Me 8. Cousin 14. Made me give him handjobs.
Fast forward 7 years. I'm 15. He's 21. Families on vacation. Share hotel room. Still confused and vulnerable from when he made me touch him before. Makes me suck his dick. I kinda liked it. Have never had sexual contact with any other males.

>>11223526
Joder tio jodeeer :c esta historia me puso un poco sentimental :c

>>11192533
El compartir esto aqui es un gran paso para aceptar muchas cosas y mejorar en otras, es cierto que todo ello trajo consecuencias pero no esperes estar comodo donde estas ahora(busca la salida)

>>11190226
kek

>>11211605
Sissy is less than gay. Gays fall in love and care. Sissies only exist to serve cock and take abuse.

>>11227287
The rest of the day was the mostsexually exiting, erotica, humiliating day I had ever experienced. Everything was designed to break me down into a complete submissive sissy. He said he was going to fuck every ounce of manhood out of me. My new name was Nancy and he made rules for everything and punishments for breaking them.

>>11228838
Again, I swear this is true. He continued to take me from behind while I watched in the mirror. He'd say things like does that look like what a man would do Nancy? no daddy. then he slapped my ass and said everytime i slap your right ass say thanks daddy. if it's the left then harder daddy. If you fuck it up get up and go straight to the restroom. So he is steadily taking me in the ass and smoking it and make it impossible and I fucked up.I do what he says and he follows. Tells me to Neel in front of the toilet. turn the egg timer to 20 and put my head in the bowl until it goes off. I hesitate but do it. He keeps fucking me. flushing the toilet. People are watching taking pictures, making comments about how nasty I am, I'm a pig, he blows another load. and says I've got ten minutes. that's where I stayed. worst comment was how can you live with yourself.

>>11228855
He says he is even disgusted by me. Tells me to take a shower. redo my makeup. dress slutty and go to the room to rest and take in how much of myself was flushed down that toilet. He comes in and gags me. cuffs my hand to my feet with my ass up and leaves the door open. for 3 hours I don't remember because he had started giving me speed and downers, but at half dozen men blew a load on my face after wrecking my ass. the smell. I will say by then anal sex didn't hurt but was amazing. each cock showed me a negative hiv test.

>>11228868
so I lasted the whole six months. I will just offer a few of the things he did. First he was married and she was as freaky as he was. Sometimes her friends would watch him pound me and laugh. So.etimes he would leave me in the woods blindfolded and tied. Footsteps would approach and a cock would slide in my ass. again and again for hours. Always a negative test per the contract. Once I had to lay in the bathtub while he got drunk on beer and he only pissed on me. I was forced to crossdresser in public in different towns and he would either out me, or humiliate me sexually. He always thought of new ways. When it was over I actually found a girl and we were together for three years. Then I had my second experience.

>>11224100
I'm not looking for sorrow. I know nobody believes it but I have sought it out on and off for almost 30 years and have only been successful 3 times. The first time was amazing and went on six months. The second was hot and kind of rapey, but was only about a week. The last time was a one night stand. I am married to a hot ass wife. I fucking dog her. she likes it like I do. I'm not ashamed. It's fucking amazing, but it's rare to find a gay man who knows how to fuck a sissy bitch into submission. I start by dressing the part and laying with my ass in the air at a bath house. even if nobody comes in, it's still humiliating and erotica. I'm always the only sissy bitch on display. Degrading when your are the bitch at a gay bathhouse.

>>11179931
incest fantasy aside...isn't the comparison of being walked in on and getting fucked a little incongruous? sissy caps have qc issues like a motherfucker

>>11176929
what i don't understand, is if the fantasy is that its supposed to be gay, as in two guys, why is the video/image a girl? this has actually been bugging the hell out of me, someone please explain, without using the words "its not gay if"

>>11211369
>>11228988
homecoming doesn't come after prom wtf..trying to jack off here.

>>11179971
sauze on this?

>>11228999
because its about guys who want to be dressed up as girls/ be used as girls like we dont actually want to watch gay porn(i dont anyway)

>>11228999

Because we want to be emasculated and humiliated but also sexy and desired, and unlike trannies most of us still want to have a dick so we can cum while having our brains fucked out.

Personally I prefer cute traps/CDs or very boyish girls with no tits or vagina showing in these, so I can pretend it's a girly boy

>>11188012
yeah same.. i am still weirded out a little how fast it turned so gay... i just liked women really enjoying getting fucked. too much porn just makes you numb until all you can get off is sissy or some cuckolding shit... shit is fucked up

>>11190226
If you were a d-bag that gets drunk and belligerently fights random ppl, I would point to that back story as why. You are a sissy because it's good damn good fun.

>>11202365
3edgy5me

>>11224520
cmon dont leave us hanging

>>11181405
damn this is actually fucked

sorry friends :(

>>11224520

20 hours later...

>>11228999
i want to be a girl so bad ffs

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>>11231218

Can't say I'm surprised tbch senpai

>>11203187
Same here

>>11223526
you fucked it up brah

>>11179971
>>11179975
>>11179979
>>11179980
>>11179990
>>11179993
>>11179997
Not sure why there's a Parental Advisory sticker on some of this but that was awesome

>>11224520
this shit is interesting go on anon

>>11230705
Wait...wha...?

>>11228911
I need a more detailed story of those six months as a sissy slave.
Sounds interesting

>>11233535
Its so you don't see that its a woman. Its only covering her chest and genitals.

>>11181405
no but I have a very small dick, it's somewhere between 3 and 4 inches

>>11181405
yeah, kids at my school would take food away from me unless i did questionable things with them. i was 3.
cousins molested me althroughout my childhood. i was 4-9.
cousins let their 16-19 year old friends rape me when i was 9.
then when i was 10-12 a kid at school would threaten to rape me and stalked me at school, touched me at one point. i can't remember. he would write songs about how he wanted to fuck and rape me.
i'm older now. i can't remember my childhood except for my trauma. but yeah, im a victim. but i'm gay.

>>11237622
also forgot but a 20 year old pedophile would make me do shit with him on skype when i was 13. my childhood was fucked man.

kik me w more of this 2BlakeFord2 i want to become a sissy

>>11237622
>>11237643

you must have been really fucking molestable

>>11221496

Westborough Baptist Church has somehow hacked into our sissy thread and show the world what Satan really looks like....a 23 year old boy in panties sucking daddys cock. First he has to figure out how to kill the hardest election he has ever had before he can get up from his desk and tell young Steven to make a copy for the news, Steven with the smooth skin and pouty lips.

>>11235214
Like I said he was married, but he also had several boys he fucked. His wife did her thing. They pretty much were into everything. So he was a weight lifter and lifted at the bathhouse. I know most think this is bullshit, but it all went down. Anyway, he lifted like 5 days a week. He had different situations for each day. Monday he would fuck these two boys, but they were gay and he sucked them and maybe he bottomed. I don't know, I was his Wednesday bitch. I was not there to have my dick sucked. I like women for that. As a sissy I am a cock slave to be abused. it was in the contract not to touch my cock. He didn't want to because he wanted me to be a bitch to do the degrading shit he couldn't do to his wife cause he respected her. So most of the time was at the bathhouse.

>>11238628
He made me stay in chastity and had the key. He hid the other key in the city. If i needed it bad enough he would tell me, but I had to go to a public location in sissy mode like bathhouse gear and he would tell me. I never went. I could only wear both clothes to work, panties and bra. All other times I was female. Again, I was not just passable, but actually hot. Still my voice made it clear. He started making me take speed when we fucked because all I think about is cock. He would just rage fuck me. he recorded most of it. Then he would degrade me. I was on a leash. He'd make me go into the common areas and get on my knees and the guys who met the contract would pull a train. He got creative a few times

>>11238685
He loved making me keep my head in the toilet. Or I wasn't allowed to swallow until he said so. He started talking about hormones and breast implants. I was not about that but he had all the video so the contract didn't mean shit. He talked about pimping me on Craigslist. It was the mental. Then he started making go on sissy adventures. I'd dress up and take all the bandage gear. He drove me to a bathhouse in another state and dropped me off speeding like crazy with plenty more because I had a list of sissy tasks and couldn't leave until they were done. The first one took three days. I had to record or take pictures for proof. He would run adds advertising, with pictures, and per contract they had been tested. He still does that shit on rare occasions just to remind me that he totally fucking owned me and turned me into his bitch. Once a year, he will text me an address and a list. There's always a stash of speed nearby. When I get the text I go immediately because I love it, but I'm married. She has no clue. He has so much video of me moaning harder daddy while he is pounding my ass, so I am still his bitch I guess.

>>11238740
It's fucked too because I have to explain to each potential daddy why I'm there. I can't stop anyone with a bigger cock from taking possession of me. If they have a smaller I can say no. Even if they have a bigger cock and ask me to do whatever, I say no. Sissies only serve alpha men who don't ask, they take sissy ass. The other problem is I have to shave all my hair, so hiding that from my wife is weird.

>>11238522
bet he dressed like a whore.
seriously sounds like complet bs.

>>11238769
Every few months I get the urge. I'm married and my wife is smoking. I think she knows I like to wear panties. She talks to my sister and I bet she told her. I made the mistake with a girl I dated of being honest. She dragged it out of me over time. She told all her crazy fantasies and little by little I told her mine. She fucking used it against me later and that was the second time I was dominated, but it was only like a week, but 4/7. I'm dying for it now. I'm planning on going to the bathhouse tomorrow, but it's such a waste of time. You would think there would be one alpha that understands that a sissy wearing a pink collar, perfect sexy hair, makeup, bra, panties, knee highs and heels doesn't need romance, and is a bitch for the taking. It only take 2 fags to come in and be polite and start rubbing my shoulders and I'm over it. But it just takes one real man to walk in and say get on your knees bitch for my mind to explode.

>>11240056
Holy shit. Never had heard anything like that IRL. Assuming you aren't making all this shit up.
Can you specify what is in the contract?
Why not ask your wife if you can be her bitch forever?
You think he will blackmail you into being his slut in the future?

>>11223526
Hope you're ok dude

>>11240092
Basically, it specifies boundaries, time frame, consequences for not living up to the contract, and whatever either party wants to be sure is off limits or part of the agreement. It's also part of the domination. Like I had to sign as Nancy the Sissy Bitch. I was young and probably should have been more detailed because this fucker was creative. Boundaries for me were no kissing or cuddling. Imean notime into feet. I'm not rimming or do I want rimmed, but he demanded he could eat my ass so whatever. That I had personal responsibility so I would be there every wedensday as long as he wanted. If he felt like Saturday he wanted to humiliate me in whatever way he could use me for however long, but I could refuse but had to pay for it somehow. No I don't think he would blackmail me, except like I said every once in a while he while activate me, lol. I love it. We live in the same city. I will get a text out of the blue with an address, a time, specifics if any and basically I have to drop what I'm doing and go. Again, if there's no way, then the next time it will be something extreme. Honestly, I wish he would text now. Like I said it's hard to find the right personality. If my wife found out, she would flip, but she's a freak and likes being with two guys at once, but I fucked up with an x and said too much. I'm pretty sure she knows I crossdresser because my sister started it and they are close. I'm sure nobody believes me. He has posted pics of me with cock all over or tied to a tree. He liked to tie me in full sissy in the woods close to the path and leave me.

>>11240654
So usually when he texts I am going on what he calls a sissy scavenger hunt to remind me I'm still his bitch. I'm always on call for work and have to leave all hours anyway or there's no way. The time I have to get there is always crazy and I have to be full sissy before I get there. I shave my pubes, but that means everything. So I have to avoid the wife so she doesn't notice I shaves my legs and armpits etc. He always had some speed waiting with with how much to take when. When I take speed all I can think about is cock. So if it's a bathhouse, I can't leave until I do all the things, like suck 4 cocks, get tag teamed, or someone makes me their bitch. I verify with picture or video. once it was a party some of his friends had and I was the entertainment. They all get tested. At the bathhouse I use condoms. Like I said he gets creative. Again, in 10 years I've only me 3 people who were able to make me submit.

>>11240700
If this one is hard to believe, the second guy who made me his bitch was totally fucked. It only lasted a week, but I was literally 24/7 his bitch the whole week. He was brutal. It was amazing.

>>11240654
>>11240750
>consequences for not living up to the contract
What were your consequences?
Did he state he'd make you his bitch for six months? What did he told you he would you with you at the end of that time period? What he did really did to you after the time?
Were you in chastity the whole time? What cage?
Gonna need that story too.

>>11240871
Oh, and give me an email so I can contact you. I want to know more about those sissy stories.

>>11240895
Lol, hey guy I'm not your bitch. I haven't even seen what kind of cock your working with. Even if it's 8 and thick, it's not in my face so you have no influence. See, I'm a regular guy and nobody would ever suspect. But throw a cock in my face and tell me to shut the fuck up, and the Sissy starts to wake up. Daddy number one bitch smacked me real hard the first time I acted like I wasn't his bitch. literally 2 minutes after he came in the room.

>>11240871
For example the toilet game. Tell first ti.e was at the bathhouse, but I was in shock so I didn't even resist, after that it was at his house or hotel rooms. He had an egg timer he set by the toilet. Remember, too, we almost always had speed. I'm doing some now tryingredients to get worked up to go face down ass up tonight. He would take vagrant and he would fuck me on and off for like 5 to 8 hours. As he pounds me in the ass he makes rules. If he smacks my left ass cheek, I say harder daddy. If he smacks my right ass cheek, I say Daddys Bitch. If i say the wrong thing I am to immediately walk to the toilet, turn the timer to 20 mins, and stick my face in the bowl. He comes in and continues to pound my ass and usually tried to drown me. I literally did this at the bathhouse in the public toilet. He came before the timer was up and I fucking set there till it went off and crawled back to the room like I was told. One time he made me sit in the bathtub while he drank beer. Everytime he had to piss he pissed on me and I said thank you daddy. He walked me around the bathhouse on my hands and need with a leash.

>>11241017
>this attitude
>he literally just asked for an email to keep in touch
What is your issue?

>>11241068
This was also ten years ago and I was usually on speed and xanax. So it hazy at times, just a lot of cock in my ass and in my throat. He liked to bitch smack me, too. I'm not kidding I was fucking hot, like Lilly Demure. I was like 19, he was a decade older and built like he took roids. He was mean as fuck to me, but cool as shit to everyone else, even the fuckboys. like if he wasn't fucking me we would walk around and run into the fuck boys or his workout buddies. I wasn't allowed to speak. I had to look at the floor and they all talked shit. He fucking love fucking me though. He knew I was gold. But I was still a sissy bitch. He rage fucked me too. He fucking pull it out and jam it down my throat and try to suffocate me. He was a biker kind of guy buy he shaved all his body hair.

>>11241017
I just wanted email contact to know more about your sissy slut time.

>>11241085
I'm in the mood for some dick. So I start being a bitch, but there is no daddy here to check me. I love it when I get an attitude, in panties and heels, and a real man tells me to shut my mouth. Then I say some more smart shit. If he starts talking about shutting me up, I get adrenaline because I know if I keep being mouthy an alpha daddy who likes my ass, will take it

>>11241157
You must be the dumbest fuckmeat out there. I can understand why those people raped you those ways.
The funny thing is now you are going to post an email adress to contact you and beg me to reply to it, or I will fuck off because I don't have the time for this shit.I was in the mood to behave like a sadisitic prick with you but now you have to beg for it, congrats.
Danm why is it so hard to make fucktoys behave nowadays.

>>11220281
How are you going to explain that you frequent a board full of this shit? Just propaganda? Surely, you, a pure, white, hyper masculine male isn't a fucking degenerate jacking into to weird porn like the rest of us.

>>11240056
What did your ex do in that week?

>>11227968
Who tf is Brian Song?

>>11224520
You can't just cut the story just before the climax. A lot of people can't wait to know what's next. Go on anon.

>>11181405

Yes. I was forced to go down on then ass fucked by a dude in a steam room in a hotel change room when I was a young teen.

>>11242090
Sorry, was at the bathhouse. I fucking look god, too. I'd post a pic but you guys are sketchy and good at figuring shit out. My ex? She watched the whole thing. I eventually told her the whole story when we were still together. Every detail. She got into it. She had rape fantasies, so it fit. When I threw her out, she worked angles for weeks. Her brother-in-law was
just out of prison. Did 8 years and was deep in a certain group. He liked using punks in prison, and one night they seem me up.

>>11241562
See that's exactly right. first I'm not openly a sissy because that's humiliating. So I'm me as a man and probably overcompensate for the whole sucking dick and calling the person fucking me in my ass daddy. I'm very attracted to women, might even be part of it, So I fuck women like I want to be fucked. When I need to be dominated I search for stronger men. Instead of aggressive, I get bitchy and snippy to draw out an alpha. Tonight, I was wearing stripper heels, thigh highs, panties with no ass, a scrappy black top, pink collar that says submissive, slut type make up, and had a high end wig that was styled. I'd love to drop a pic, but no. A guy walks in, not a nice cock and starts caressing my ass, which I hate. I'm not your girlfriend. He says do you want to get fucked. I said yes, just not right now. He nods and walks out. I would say that to anyone, but the right guy would have said something more demanding. One guy walked in and just smacked my ass, I thought I had one, so I laid there. he walked out. it is really hard to find the right type, but that's what I want so I'm not going to settle.

>>11214298
ive tried to casually make this happen. how?

>>11181405
yes my cousin male

>>11178709
and apple

i'm the only one who prefers this with real crossdressers and shemales?

>>11245142
I also prefer stuff that is passable.

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>>11234851

wha are you confused about

>>11242311

either he's a little cocktease bitch or else he got raped and murdered by someone he met off CL

50/50

>>11243326
story

>>11241129
wow he sounds amazing i would worship him. gosh im such a desperate cumslut sissy bitch

>>11196864
OYE VATO, SALSO POR FAVOR

>>11181405
>>11181405
Over time I realised it was love not abuse tho

>>11230954
Weak psychiatry. Hate getting drunk and have never fought anybody outside of MMA training.

itt 90% discussion

>>11193110

Thank you, brother.

Truly.

>>11245246
i am confused about why all this make me hard as diamond the girls arent even that hot i dont understand....

>>11176929
No wonder everybody is so gay around here [spoiler]reading is for fags.[/spoiler]

>>11248458
Messed up the spoiler faggot

>>11181405
Many years ago I was 'molested' by my older brother. Though we both had no idea what we were doing, it definitely had long term effects on me. Story time:

>me, 11 or 10, just stepping out of shower
>heading to room to change, older brother (not much older) steps in front of me and pulls towel down
>gets down and puts my dick in his mouth, starts sucking
>sucks on my dick for a few seconds then I tell him to "stop, it feels weird."
>he says "ok sorry" and goes back to his room
>a little while longer I follow him to his room and say "can you do that thing you did earlier? It felt weird, but good."
>he agrees and sucks again, longer this time. We both enjoy it.
>we started to suck each other off when our parents weren't home
>eventually we started putting our dicks in each others asses (I wouldn't call it fucking since we didn't know what the hell we were doing so we just kind of put our dicks inside of each other and humped a bit)
>did this very frequently until stopping completely after a month or two
>It was weird, we never really addressed the situation we just stopped eventually without saying anything about it
>since then never done it again

Since we stopped, I never even thought about doing any "gay shit" until about 2 years ago, when I realized I could suck my own cock. This really turned me on, and got me into sissy porn. I hate having these thoughts, but I have fantasies about doing those things with my brother again. Back then we had no idea what the hell we were doing, but now, I could properly suck his cock and give him a good blowjob and he could give me a proper ass fucking. I hate to think about it, but it turns me on and even typing out this post makes me hard thinking about it. I'm 99.9% sure that experience from the past is why i'm bisexual and really into sissy porn.

>>11240056
why would he make these dudes at the initial meeting take an HIV test to fuck you but then you willingly let any random untested "alphas" fuck you
and what about other STDs?
also you said you've only had three (3) dudes fuck you but what happened to the 20 guys at the first meeting?
no one calls the cops or whatever on you for performing lewd acts in public?
and how the hell do you hide your shaved body from your wife?

>>11241017
What do you do if there's an alpha that ignores your "no"s but has a sub-8 inch dick?

>>11248458
Too much oestrogen in the water. I blame the female contraception pill.

>>11250802
I don't ever want to read something like this again.

by allah you people need to be stoned

>>11250802

my brother and I used to shower together when I was like 8-10 and he was 2 years younger, but we were poor and wore bathing suits and brought toys and just pretended it was a swiming pool (standup shower, not even a bathtub). Still, my mom put a stop to it, I guess she thought we were gaying it up in there.

We also used to look at stolen porn mags together, but never jerked off or anything we didn't really know what to do with them. One day I brought a new porn mag and he acted embarrassed and didn't want to look at it and we never did again.

>>11238590
>Dad
>Black
Truly a fantasy

>>11251435
>step dad

Are you a cuck if your white mother is fucking a black guy?

>>11251439
That's a strange way to look at it, since you don't fuck your own mom. I thought my point was obvious (niggers don't raise children). Also your mother having a boyfriend doesn't make him your step dad.

>>11243326
hot

holy shit you guys are massive faggots unirionically kill yourselves

really grinds those neurons.

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>>11176929

FUCKING CHAD

>>11251260
Understandable, I didn't want to post it but had to get it off my chest somehow

>>11191141
This sounds like a fucking porno. Was he black as well? Were you wearing librarian glasses?

>>11187605
Anymore sissy caps like this? Where they initially try to fight back against namely bullies but end up losing?

>>11193110
Have you been reading the "Artist's Way"? Sounds awfully like what they preach in that book. Im on my 12 week transformation journey at the moment and my quality of life has improved so much these last few weeks. Its almost all mindset

>>11181405
Yeah but I was the abuser I was 12 my cousin 6 fingered herself in front of me and my other cousin who was the same age while playing video games idk why and I asked if I could touch her while the other cousin was away and she let me I did it for a few seconds and said please don't tell anyone I forgot about it until recently got my head bashed In during a fight and it's all come back it just conflicts with who I am now and the morals I have it's made me go into a self destructive spiral and I can't help but think now as I was too naive what fucked up environment she must have been in and what I must have added to that I can't check if she's okay as they moved away and no social media all I feel is guilt desu this is the first time I have told anyone

>>11248427
Cause deep down inside, you truly are a sissy.

>>11241228
you're really trying hard to be an alpha, aren't you lol

Anyone have the one that ends with "but at least I'm coming"

>>11176929

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