Does anybody get suicidal thoughts when you can't complete

>>59423294
Yes

But I stop those automatic thoughts by realizing if I die this young the jews win

>>59423294

/adv/ ->

>>59423294

no because im not a retard

>>59423294

Yes.

Meditate. Preferably exercise too. Meditate to stop being so hard on yourself and to be in the present moment.

Don't take this advice then move on. Sit down for 15 minutes every for two weeks and meditate properly and see how things even out.

>>59423494

Everyday*

>>59423294
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>>59423509
guys

you probably have depression, get checked

>>59423595

It comes and goes. I find regular meditation, exercise and healthy diets make me feel like a better and more capable person as well as knocking out depressive thoughts and feelings.

No, I'm not mentally retarded.

>>59423294
If everyone who couldn't complete tasks killed themselves only people who could complete tasks would remain, effectively eliminating failure.

I strongly encourage you to rethink living.

>>59423494
Do I just lay in bed and not think about stuff?

>>59423294
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>>59423638

OP, some of us are here to help but, honestly, what kind of responses did you expect on /g/? Go to /adv/ and/or read some literature.

>>59423294
Anon, don't. Don't even try. Because when you inevitably pussy out, it will be another line on your list of things you failed to complete.

>>59423294
/g/ - mentally ill support

I get suicidal thoughts no matter what I do.

>>59423673

No, sitting up straight with good posture is step one. If you're falling asleep while meditating, you're not focusing or otherwise performing it correctly.

If you'd like, I could explain to you my process but I'm afraid I wouldn't do as good a job as other proven literature. Unless you'd really like me to explain, I point you towards the sidebar of /r/meditation or google "mindfulness meditation". You'll get much more help that way. Good luck and keep the head up.

>>59423673

Also, to add one more thing, it's probably going to be difficult to do at first. Do not be discouraged as anything that's worth working at is difficult--believe me, you'll see things clearly soon enough.

Learning web dev, feel like a fraud every day. I just wanna make it brehs

>>59423790

No matter what people say about what you do, if you keep at it and do it honestly, you'll make it. Just don't quit unless you find it's honestly not for you.

>>59423822
Thanks man

>>59423626
welp just in case if failing at simple tasks like for example "failing to hit the X on your window" trigers that type of thoughs you maibe need help and meditation wont be enought

>>59423858

Indeed, you're not wrong. If this is the case, professional help should be sought after.

Additionally, If this is truly the case, then seeking professional help should not be shameful and should be encouraged.

No because I don't have autism.

>>59423294
Yes.
I cannot escape the feeling that I am just a McCuck LARPing as a programmer.

lift heavy weights
run until you are exhausted
program with as much recursion as you can
install gentoo
be rude to women
don't wash your clothes, if you do anyway, do a bad job at it
get fired from your job
insult the establishment
insult retarded people

hope I could help you OP

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>>59423294
same

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>>59423494
>meditate properly
>Sit down for 15 minutes every for two weeks

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>>59423673
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCsKsDE2NWI

kinda unrelated, but I guess it's as off-topic as the OP....

how do you guys socialize? I found a good job after being a NEET for some years (which, in turn, happened because I had cancer) and don't know how to socialize, how to get a gf, etc...
I only socialize with my coworkers, because they are as nerdy as me.

I'm also depressive and very insecure, so I don't know wtf to do ;_;

>>59423294
I do, but now I've completely unraveled.
I realize how alone I am and just how empty my life is. Its not even worth talking about anymore. All I have left to do is decide if I should keep going on or just end it.

>>59423595
Depression isn't real. You just need more willpower.

>>59424260

Would you rather me expect him to meditate for an hour everyday instead?

>>59425178
I believe he wants you to use the word "properly" properly.

>>59424479
Thankyou sir. You made my day with that quote and video.

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>>59424899
This helps and makes a lot of sense 2 me.

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