Is there no hope for me? Should I just kill myself if I failed

You didn't study you lazy fuck.

>>59122417
>doesnt study
>doesnt practice
>cries when he fails
you_deserved_this.jpg

>>59122417
go buy some rope and hang yourself. oh wait, you need a job to afford the rope. go jump from a bridge or in front of a train.

>>59122470
I'm thinking ocean, actually. Drowning in the local river/throwing self under train or bus/jumping all mean that someone finds me. I don't want to be found and I realize that it would be discourteous to do that to whoever would discover the body.

>>59122417
There was never any hope for you to begin with sadly.

>>59122417
just study anon, you'll be able to scrape by eventually.

>>59122603
>implying a shitty developer can ever compete with india

>>59122603
The impression I get is that I'm simply too retarded to learn. I'm the rain man, only my skill is having a vocabulary that allows me to feign having an IQ above 70.

Better find a new job, man.
Something IT unrelated.

>>59122781
What won't be automated soon that I could do for another 30 years? Fucking nothing. IT is the future and the rest of us will be fucking wormfood.

>>59122417
Naww, objexted oriented progrmming is evil, bloated, and wasteful. Stick to non OOP languages like C and assembly language. And bash.