>finished university 1.5 years ago
>had minor part time jobs since then and shitloads of free time
>still have shitloads of free time
>wasting all that time
>currently told myself I'd start working hard but i'm listening to early 00s pop punk and feelng sad because I don't live in 90s california
>have gone to london for interviews but failed them because I'm not a normie and where I live feels small time
>currently lying to myself and telling myself that I can simultaneously live the literary "drink coffee and browse 4chan" lifestyle while also working hard on stuff
>know deep down I need to sacrifice all my free time to get anything done at all
>tfw smart enough to see through all of philosophy as unfalsifiable garbage but can't handle frustration so can't get actual non-trivial programming / mathematical learning done
>tfw not low IQ enough for my heavy lifting to fix every aspect of my life
you can still have that free time while learning anon
find a good/easy project to build for your programming skill level, and put that on one screen while 4chan and documentation are on the other.
>>58763390
Lifting works though. I know chads that live on welfare and they fuck rich married women. This one chad i know that fucked this one milf she bought him a car. He doesnt even have a license.
>>58763390
Crapitalism is tapped out man. College ain't gonna save you anymore. Were gonna need UBI sooner that most think.
>>58763390
Degree?
>>58763390
>currently lying to myself and telling myself that I can simultaneously live the literary "drink coffee and browse 4chan" lifestyle while also working hard on stuff
Don't worry, plenty of people do this.
>>58763390
you're not as smart as you think you are
>>58763953
Engineering
>>58763865
You're retarded
>>58764236
Look around.
>>58763390
Ok ok calm down you'll be fine. Close the internet and read a good novel. I reccommend Ursula Le Guin.
>lifting to become a fit programmer
>still fat three months in
I hate fat so fucking much.
>>58764580
>not wanting to be thicc