Another day, another:
>binge on junk food and coffee along with the promise to never have any again and to finally let my gym gains shine through the fat
>time spent reassessing all possible productivity and organisational philosophies and ultimately rejecting all of them as BS
>putting off all programming and mathematical learning due to fear of frustration
>wasting all my free time on the internet while feeling guilty
>mom slept 20 hours today
>checked her every 30 minutes to see if shes breathing and alive
>her health detoriates by day
>>58754500
don't worry, anon. we all are gonna die. i can't but feel my day is approaching.
Is that really necessary?
>sit around watching free online programming tutorials
>try to apply in personal projects
>hit an incomprehensible wall
>give up
>add project to shelf of so many other unfulfilled dreams
>>58754500
Learn to cook
Work out
Try to get into an actual program instead of subscribing to the "I can learn everything myself" fantasy
realize you are now happier, on track of a getting a degree and probably getting a job later in life
>>58754562
Time to put her out of her misery
Abandon all hope and play video games all day.
>>58754746
this isn't something I needed to read after not getting sleep last night because I had a dreadful feeling in the pit of my stomach that my life was going to peak at a job in retail in the shitty small town I live in
thanks anon