I fucking need advice desperately /g/, please fucking help me.

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I fucking need advice desperately /g/, please fucking help me.

I'm a hoarder of information. Somehow, it's all important to me. My interests are all related to computers for the most part, but they extend to physics and sometimes pharmacology/chemistry, entomology, etc.

Right now I'm looking at a stack of 7 notebooks sitting on top of a big black binder which has 5 sections and contains an expanding folder which is filled with dozens of loose-leaf documents I have handwritten. The notebooks are almost all filled and the 5 sections of the binder are bursting. I also have an online notebook filled with links, and an external hard-drive which has hundreds of pdf files.

I have no idea what to do. I can't even program. I mostly look at network theory, cryptography, random interests related to Linux, AI, ANNs, and like I said physics etc.

What happens usually is I come across an article or something that interests me. Naturally I paste the link to my online notebook and start reading it. If there's something I don't understand in the article, or if there is something I'd like more details on, I go and look that up. Meanwhile, I'm furiously writing down all of the 'important' points, and before I know it I've got 15+ tabs open and it's three hours later and I have no idea what I'm doing. I never finish anything because of this, because I always tell myself "well I have to understand this first before I can go on and do this".

I'm not in school right now. I missed the deadline so I'm waiting until next year, at which point I'm enrolling in comp-sci or network engineering. This will give me structure, but I've got a whole year ahead of me and a lot of good ideas that I want to implement.

/g/ I don't go out because of this. I get invited to local events and I just don't go because I'd rather take notes. I didn't go to my family's Thanksgiving dinner (Canadafag) because I wanted to 'study'.

I have practical ideas, I do, I just don't know where to start.

HELP