I don't care about programming, I'm not a real programmer.

>>55731905
i feel like i programmed better before google started being productive

I also have another confession.

I have all the books on the programming languagues I like but I never really bother to memorize the different syntaxes, I just consort the books when I need an operator, Sometimes I even forget how to make a for loop but that's probably because of how loops vary from lang to lang.

I just don't see why I should memorize something that I can reference anytime I want.

I don't even care about working in software development it's just a hobby for me. If I had to sit in a chair and stare at someone else's code all day I'd probably end myself.

>>55731905
I'm actually doing the same you do OP. I steal all my code from stackoverflow and write simple scripts i try to sell overpriced, while beeing intimidated by the simplest problems.

>>55733526
Hell, i even stole a script from a blog and sold it without even guessing what 80% of the code is doing.

Well microsoft forged windows that way, so i guess there is no problem.