>be me >moved to new city 300 miles from friends and family

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>be me
>moved to new city 300 miles from friends and family 2 years ago
>single for most of the time
>sitting outside of bar on sidewalk talking about the downfall of sweden with a discouraged swedish guy (lots of muzzie immigrants)
>random QT runs in front of her friends and sits on my lap and gives me the sweet talk
>i pick her up and walk off and we get subway
>she's genuinely suprised i can lift her (she's like 5'7 140)
>Functional strength fuck yeah
>she jumps on my back and is all nice n shit
>friends say stuff like "can i be at your wedding" "you two are my fave"
>asks me to ask her out that night
>i do
>we hang out the next night alone this time and i kiss her on the lips!
>walk around town / hold hands n shit
>kissing her like rhaegar targareyan kissed lyanna in the GoT finale
>next day we go to the city and go bouldering together
>hold hands n shit, shes seems to be into it (it's her first time)
>hugs me n shit randomly at the gym.
>a little reluctant to do PDA with her, but i like her so it's cool
>we head back to my place get chipotle
>P in V after she resists a bit
>she seemed to really enjoy it
>i seem to be hitting all the marks, fucc yeah!
>walk her to her car at the end of the night and ask her when she's free
>"I'm free all week"
>fuggen kisses me goodbye
>proceeds to flake on me 3 times in the coming week
>apologizes
>ghosts me

Well fuck. How do I make mental gains to recover from this /fit/? It was literally for a few days but it was fucking awesome. This was the first time a girl who i was genuinely attracted to has approached me and it went from 100 to 0 in an instant. What the hell happened?