>tfw coffee ruins my sleep and gym strength but sitting around at lunch time drinking coffee is the only happiness during the day
REEE, fuck this
Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly; seeing attractive women everywhere is demoralising
>feel completely bitter and detached from others due to being an ugly subhuman; lifting weights did nothing
>>42753268
>>tfw coffee ruins my gym strength
Explain
>>42753273
By affecting the sleep
>>42753278
Oh, I just drink a cup in the morning so it doesn't affect my sleep
/thread
try nicotine gum as a stimulant instead. it makes me hate myself less.
Don't drink coffee after 12:00pm, it has a half life of something like 6 hours. Coffee is otherwise great for you.
>>42753268
>background
You didn't want answers for your problem, you wanted to post how you are depressed.
Go to therapy.
>>42753268
You've got bigger things to worry about if drinking coffee is the most fun you have during your day.
>>42753268
When's your lunch break? Is it at the normal lunch hour or do you work evenings? I drink a lot of coffee in the morning and sometimes early afternoon, but I cut myself off by 3PM which helps.