Are you a cuck if you wish you could watch the ultimate version of yourself, complete with your goal body, fuck your oneitis while you in your current form stroke in the corner?
I want to watch super-anon plow the girl I like while I masturbate and feel my flabby body, reminding myself that I need to look like my goal body in order to do what super-me is doing. I think it's cucking as motivation.
Only because it would mean my best would be good enough.
Can you imagine finding out even at your best your onitis would never be with you? Healthy, smart, competent but you still aren't good enough.
>>42620901
i dont know this feel
>>42620915
I meant to say it's only OK because of above reason.
>>42620901
>Can you imagine finding out even at your best your onitis would never be with you?
I have this fear every day anon. Maybe it's better if I know that now, instead of working toward a goal that's in someone else's hands
>>42620915
>>42620901
Not if you clean her up afterwards. You'll be consuming your maximum potency mixed with her vanquished vaginal fluids. It'll be like drinking an elixir of the Gods.
>>42620946
it's theoretically me cleaning up my own cum...
I wouldn't ever swallow my own loads in my current flabby state, but alpha-chad me? I'm getting all of those big boy nutrients in me, 4 sho
>>42620901
Daily reminder to stop watching pornography before you end up like this faggot.
>>42620976
I didn't get this reminder yesterday, nor the day before that. Maybe you vould have saved me, anon but it's too late now. I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call. I hope you know I ripped all your pictures off the wall. I loved anon. We could've been together, think about it.