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>tfw grown out of 4chan but have nowhere else
I hate how the pseuds are so in my head I'm going to finish reading books and that I find boring (manufacturing consent and guns germs and steel and snow crash). I don't even have the balls to live life how I want. I feel the need to go through SICP even though I'm about halfway through and it has stopped feeling as useful. If I lived according to my tastes I would immediately postpone SICP and stop reading those books or other boring books. I simply don't have the balls to live according to my intuitions.
I have no short, easily rememberd, always correct life philosophy that will tell me what to do and I hate myself for it even though I know it could never be created.
People who espouse philosophical beliefs or lifestyle beliefs are all hypocritical snake oil salesmen astrologers. Even the ones who aren't selling you something are like nails on a chalk board when you don't want to be spooked.
I over analyse my life to a stupid degree. Real example: Should I read books on my phone on the train for 20 minute journeys to read more books? Will this type of efficiency simply degrade my life in to an information consumerbot? Is it a sign that I am hard working? What if it's not worth it because I would pick worse books than I'd read at home? Is it worth reading books 3 to 6 pages at a time? What if giving the mind nothing to do is the healthy and smarter option? What if it's not and I bore myself for no reason?
Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly
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didn't read a word of that
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>>42590439
Well you should
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Let's say you are a farmer.
You own many things, among them a pigsty with one pig in it.
One day, your pigsty burns down to the ground with your pig in it.
As you are cleaning up the mess you find the carcass of the pig and it smells delicious.
You slice some off and taste it, WOW, you just discovered bacon.
After a couple of months, you feel a craving for that sweet sweet bacon, so you decide to burn down your new pigsty with your new pig in it.
You get bacon again, and again and again, all the while the thought of building an oven never came to you.
So what should you do?
Build an oven.
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>>42590506
Is this a metaphor for gassing Jews?
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Not really 100% what you want here but I'll give it a go. Get a hooker. If you're still a virgin and you can't find a way to break in to being social, either go to clubs for hobbies you enjoy, see a therapist, and meditate. And pay for sex. If all that doesn't work then I'm not sure. If that's not the kind of advice you wanted then idk what you want
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>>42590506
>>42590506
Not OP, but explain this to me like I'm stupid. I'm very intrigued.
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>>42590513
If the farmer enjoys rebuilding the pigsty as much as he enjoys the bacon then there is no need for an oven at all.
When you try to get yourself out of a rut, its much more important that you enjoy the proccess of changing your life than the eventual goal of a changed life.
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>>42590554
Very often we missalocate the motivations of behaviours that we admire.
When you ask yourself how can i be chad, you need to understand what motivates chad. If you try to become chad and simply cant, it is probably because you have misunderstood what he is after.
Chad gets girls, you also want girls,
so you want to be chad.
There are many tricks like PUA that will help you get many girls, but you wont be chad. You will try so hard yet it seems like he doesnt try at all.
Why? Because you have misslabelled the outcome of his behaviour for his motivation.
Hope that explains it.
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Fuck your comfort zone
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