>currently sitting alone in a London train station on a Friday night in London, seeing everyone enjoying their youth
I've previously tried walking around to try and get some sort of cathartic feeling by being so near the happy attractive normies that see me as ugly scum, but no epiphany ever appears. I'll probably just go home and fall asleep.
Life is worthless trash as an ugly friendless loser. My main pleasure in life is putting no effort in to my job without any guilt.
Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly
You're the Paki who has made multiple threads over the past few weeks about this autism, right?
>>42553978
Bars are for wallowing in your sadness OP, go try
>>42553978
How did you fuck up uni life so bad, if you realised you were shit before then, why not make the effort and change at the perfect place. This is your fault op, wallow in your shit pity
>>42553978
I see a chinese guy in my town occasionally who must be living your life:
>5ft, maybe shorter
>bald and hasn't accepted it
>scrawny
>have seen a woman be super racist to him, probably happens to him a lot.
>is super polite and probably a decent guy but with the above stats who's gonna give a fuck?
Be thankful you aren't him. Best thing you can do in your situation is overachieve. Put horse blinkers on and pursue money/career/gym to the exclusion of all else. Worse case scenario you end up buff, rich and fucking prostitutes. Doesn't sound that bad does it?