There are people who, given better aesthetics, a fitter body and the resulting confidence, will lose their self pity and hatred, and will be able to break free from the grips of overthinking and be better at socializing and mingling, maybe even become chads.
There are introverts. extroverts, and actual autistic people, but until you eliminate the overthinking and the constant self pity, you will never know if you were actually autistic or your head was just so far up your own ass you couldn't think straight.
>>42498950
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Goalposts continue to evolve as you do.
I doubt I will ever be happy as a state of mind, but I feel somewhat content at least. You won't reach a state of nirvana as you describe here by becoming fit, sure you might be able to socialize more easily but that isn't as big of a problem as you're making it out to be to begin with. Really it's another obstacle in life, physical health and appearance is an important aspect and it ties in with everything else you do and you should address it but the grass will always be greener, you will find something else that is bothering you in life, your career or your love interest. It is however always worth persisting and striving towards improvement because suffering is not a better alternative to exhausting yourself.
Personally I resigned myself to accepting that fact that you will never truly be yourself, the ego as you perceive it is hard to define and is altering all the time anyway.
>>42498964
>missing the point.