>tfw lifted for 4 years
>never really that good at it even tho im swole looking
>never could figure out how to squat or deadlift properly
>be literally autistic but have a lot of energy so love running and everything
>be dyspraxic
>be checking out old videos from when i started lifting
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6h_UsFbvfs
>says fitness is like a journey
>start doing more cardio like HIIT and yoga nd parkour and generally accepting that I am not all that good at lifting
Too all the oldfigs, how have you changed? I just want to feel the sun and run ngl tbqh
>>42441458
>start doing more cardio like HIIT and yoga nd parkour and generally accepting that I am not all that good at lifting
>Giving up and pretending you're actually on a "Journey"
>>42441512
After 4 years things change. Cardio and yoga and stretching and parkour made me love life.
Well, have you tried getting a coach?
Don't give up you fucking pussy lmao
>>42441521
I can't even swim or drive at 26 and almost killed myself multiple times.
im good lmao
im dyspraxic
>>42441540
dude you can be a beast like Clarence0 and be strong af AND do parkour AND be a supple leopard
>>42441579
true im not stopping lifting.
Just not making it my main thing tbqh.
I want to do it all now. I just want to end my self misery and I feel like lifting and cardio wil enhance it. When I am in a bad mood I just run which is all the time.
I just cant swuat or deadlift ._.
Im literally kind of retarded.
Have you considered suicide op
>>42441614
>I just cant swuat [sic]
Just bend your legs and then stand back up again. You don't even need to use a bar at first.
>>42441614
Are you scared of starting out with low weights to get the form right? If yes. don't. Goodluck
>>42442138
I never get the form right and ive had a squat rack for a year
>>42441856
Im retarded