>been lifting for 5.5 years
>lifted properly (SS) almost near the start
>at my strongest I did 1 rep maxes of about 1.5/2.25/4.25/5.25 plates
>coffee has been ruining sleep for 5 months and it has been a waste
>still kind of fat because I've binged on junk food nearly every day for two years
>strength in April was barely more than summer 2015
JUST
Fuckarounditis is a killer. Having no motivation is a killer. I should be a lot stronger and better looking than I am now