>In my sixth (6th) year of lifting
>still actively avoid the gym at certain times and only go when it's relatively empty
>try to stop doing this for years on end
>absolutely hate being around crowds of people
Autism has ruined my life, I literally can't even work because of it.
I'm like a rat that crawls out when nobody is around then crawls back home.
>>42347248
>not lifting at home
you don't even deserve this reply nigger
>>42347389
I have a home gym as well, but I crawled back to the gym because of the variety.
It gets boring only having access to a power-rack and barbells.