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Is anyone else both completely blackpilled AND lazy? Hopefully I can stop the laziness today.
I hate how ugly non Chads like myself are seen as disposable, laughable shit by society. I am demoralised by things wherever I look. Attractive girls everywhere with 5000 tinder matches, outgoing and posh people who get high paying jobs practically handed to them after being judged by their clones, advertising and pseudointellectuals everywhere telling you what to do while threatening you with abuse.
At this point I feel no separation between work and outside work. Everything fucking becomes work. The gym ("Have a perfect programme, diet, sleep!"), reading ("Read these 100 old and boring books and claim to like them!"), or anything. I always feel like I have to do 100 things at once or else I'm a failure in terms of some hierarchy.
I see snake oil salesmen, pseudo intellectuals, and intellects frauds everywhere. Most people in society simply ride along inside institutions while being judged in qualitative terms by their normie clones.
If I'm brutally honest with myself, I don't yet have the balls to live according to my own intellect and taste, which I trust. I am going to wake up tomorrow and finish reading a book I find boring (and can articulate why) because it is old and praised. I will drink coffee during my lunch break mainly because I will feel like a non-go-getter without it. I will read a book on my phone during the underground train ride to read as much as possible, even though I view erudition as a pseudointellectual attribute in this modern era. I will not live according to my tastes.
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yeah but then i realized i'm ugly so no matter how good my body looks i can't change my face
so i don't even bother
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>>42270813
>claims to be blackpilled
>doesn't enjoy subjecting his body to deadweight many times greater than his bodyweight
>doesn't lift until his musculoskeletal is screaming in agony
I'm necking myself if I get an injury or once I turn 30.
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>>42270813
Sounds like you have terrible status anxiety. People aren't judging you if you haven't read the classics or work at a prestigious firm. They usually just care if you can take a joke and are polite to wait staff. Get off 4chan.
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>>42271217
fuck off normalfag. You cretins aren't capable of embracing the blackpill, you can never hope to understand.
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>>42270813
Is there anything you really enjoy doing? Like you get happy while you are doing it? What are your motives in life?
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>>42271217
>responds to frognigger
It's not even an OP, it's a pasta.
Report /r9k/ faggotry
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>>42270813
>ugly
Literally post it. 99.9999999% chance you're just making excuses because ANYBODY can be at least moderately attractive.
If you arent:
>tan
>very muscular
>good haircut (SHORT if all else fails)
>dress well
Then you have no room to complain. Go get those things and if you're still bitter and unliked then complain all you want.. But that wouldn't happen. ALL those are within a normal person's objective control
You aren't trying hard enough mate
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Manly P Hall has many lectures on youtube..check them out. He was like the olden times' Stefan Molyneux but more interesting..covering many topics, some delving into the esoteric. I think they can help.
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