>early morning brain fog
>post-breakfast brain fog
>mid day brain fog
>afternoon "oh my god it's sunny outside and i need to savour my free time and youth by going outside" existential crisis
>early evening going to the gym
>mid evening realisation that if i wasn't a loser I'd be socialising right now so even thinking about learning puts me above 99 % of the population
>early night rememberance of an article about bill gates working 36 hours in a row in college so i should easily be able to do a full days work from 10 pm to 3 am
>midnight brain fog
>late night false hope for the next day while browsing 4chan in bed
CUT
>>42261449
get more sleep
meditate
>>42261449
Let me introduce you to my friend...
>>42261449
You probably have low T, get tested
>>42261449
This deserves a bump
>>42261649
Isn't this a scheduled drug in the U.S.? Where do you get this?
>>42261449
OP, have a sleep specialist determine whether you have sleep apnea or not. That shit can cause brain damage. Otherwise, eat an anti-inflammatory diet and try Semax.
>>42261449
>25 and have one year left of a two year college program
>still depressed and don't know what to do after
>at my age my dad owned property and had started his career
>>42262867
what the fuck took you so long to go to college
>>42262867
dropped out once & failed out once before this (different programs)
>>42262992
...why? it's a two year program how the fuck did you drop out or even fail
Are your parents paying for it?
>>42262930
shit, this reply >>42262992 is meant for you anon
quit porn
>>42261449
I know that feel OP. Sleep 8 hours a day. Don't fap. Don't watch porn. Workout vigorously. Eat clean. Take fishoil/magnesium/zinc. I still feel like I've been hit by a bus constantly and practically have no internal monologue. It's like I'm entirely mentally passive and retarded. I'm a bit convinced it's because my mom had me at like 37 and I didn't develop properly.
>>42263313
>tfw had numerous undiagnosed concussions as a kid
probably why I'm fucking retarded and depressed
I had one really bad one when I was 13 when I slipped back at an ice skating rink and the back of my head hit the ice with full on impact. I never felt the same after that
>>42263353
Thats probably not it, elon musk was almost in a coma from all the beatings as a kid, he got hit in the head a shit ton.
You would have healed by now.
Go to a functional medicine doctor or read a book caled why is my brain not working.