>trained for 4 months >still can't OHP my arms WHAT

>go to the gym for 6 months
>still cant squat my own weight
>have been stuck in my bed for 6 months because too weak to squat myself up

Feels bad man

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>want to go to the gym
>cant even front raise my arms to open the door

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One of these days i'm going to leave this worthless fucking website.

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>fingers too weak to type
>have to dictate posts to my little brother

>>42234071
gross

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>>42234071

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>>42234034
>want to laugh
>can't contract larynx

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>Want to be the best kind of person.
>I'm influenced by the devil.

>>42235414

Stop watching porn

>>42235423
I'm recovering but relapsed today.. I edged too

>still can't look in the mirror, because of how much I hate how I look
>tfw on so many layers of self hate I can't even endulge in escapist fantasies

>>42234034
>go to gym for a year
>still only at 1/1,75/2,5/3,75 for onerepmax

I am going to fucking break this shit during this winter, god be my fucking whitness.

>>42234034
let me guess. you were doing SS

>>42235313
kek