How cure my self-esteem /fit/. I am done when I see bigger losers

I don't really understand what you're asking, but I love that cat picture so I'll take a stab at it.

If you want to start making accomplishments, you just have to set goals for yourself and follow them consistently.

It sounds to me like you have to make career goals. I went from cleaning toilets at a hotel and making $9 an hour to working at Visa as a software engineer in under a year. Now I'm being interviewed at Amazon.

Get a little notebook specifically for this purpose and work on it daily.

>>42219697
perhaps you need some backstory:
I third time dropout from college, with no money, I am fat. I have some goals like being ripped, do a bussiness, invest money I earn, finish this got damn college but I feel shit about my loser past. Sometimes I get meltdowns over it when something goes not in my mind. I can talk freely with anyone I work full time sales but when I have to talk about my accomplishments or about myself it is drop my confidence greatly. Also I am scared of being more serious with girls or cold approach them.