I need help /fit/ >be me >fucking fatass >panic about

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I need help /fit/

>be me
>fucking fatass
>panic about starting college looking like this
>spend whole last summer waterfasting
>literally eat only once per day, skip a whole day every so often (24-hour fasts everyday, 48-hour fasts occasionally)
>run 6km 5 times a week (couldn't even run 200m when first started)
>lose 30 kilos / 66 lb in 3 months
>not /fit/ enough tho, still pretty chubby whatever
>do NoFap, testosterone is back, become a new man, go to college triumphantly
>actually fuck a girl in the second month, have several flirts with others
>start lifting, MMA, life is good
>fuck-all get transferred to college in hometown because economic reasons (greekfag)
>live in parents' house again, my old place makes me instinctively become a lazy fuck again
>pass the entire year playing video games and overeating, still doing MMA and weights tho, so I only gained like 3 kilos (6lb)
>see lifetime crush with bikini on Facebook, decide to turn my life around, become /fit/ and eventually get her before she finds a new boyfriend
>mfw I can no longer fast for some reason, it's 10x harder than the last time I did it and I always end up breaking it

Help me /fit/, I need to find enough strength and motivation to start waterfasting and running again