>hate my body usually
>love my body when I have a pump
>feel good enough about it that I have no motivation to get stronger, hardly leave my comfort zone, and think I put in a respectable amount of work when in reality it isn't much at all
How do I stop this cancerous mentality?
I could self loathe my body wholesomely but I don't think that's healthy long term. What's the patrician way of going about it?
>>42169348
you don't ever stop this mentality. the body dysmorphia from lifting has set in. you will NEVER be as big as your pump.