Who /body dismorphia and want to kill myself/ here? >just

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Who /body dismorphia and want to kill myself/ here?

>just got out of the gym
>about to go buy some broccoli because broccoli is the shit
>guy yells out of a parked car saying "Yeah man! Just got out of the gym?!" and repeats it twice
>look at him, no idea who this guy is
>speed walk away
>start walking home with my groceries in my lifting bag
>mirin my own triceps
>out of nowhere, a chick sticks her head out of a moving car
>"Hey! Do you have a girlfriend?"
>shocked for a second
>look around
>I'm the only one there
>look back and car is still moving away
>continue standing still until the car is gone
>a block later
>walk into a friend from highschool
>starts talking about how much weight I lost
>asks for my routine
>"how long did it take you to see progress"
>at this point I think someone is playing tricks on me
>few blocks from home
>see a guy and 2 women walking along a intersection with kids
>look at the kids for a second
>look back up and the guy says
>"You believe this shit. She thinks she's smart" while pointing at one of the women
>"she likes you"
>she starts laughing
>I nervously smile
>practically run home at this point

>get to bathroom
>take off my shirt
>look at myself
>feel small and weak
>look at my face
>no cheek bones
>shit chin
>bags around my eyes

What do I do?