Someone please help me Novice lifter here. 1 year. 5'3"

>>41942663
hey dude if you wanna stop cutting then stop cutting

stop forcing yourself to do shit you don't wanna do
if you want to get stronger which it seems like you obviously do then just eat more and train harder

good luck :)

>>41942745
I just don't want to look fat and ugly again :(
I started at 190lbs a year ago and I was pre diabetic. I'm a little traumatized

>>41942663
>5'3"
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>>41942788
eat more and check with your doctor about weight gaining, this really isnt that difficult. Also ensure

>>41942663
i want to rail all those pigs

>>41943015
I wonder how they would scream if you lit them on fire

You can always be my twink bf

>>41943015
You mean like adderall?

>>41943080
i mean bennis in bavaglia

>>41943058
Not unless you're a tall strong mommy gf