Is anyone else frightened by their own vascularity? I'm

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Is anyone else frightened by their own vascularity?

I'm not exceedingly vascular, but even just seeing my veins has always given me the heebie jeebies. And as they become increasingly defined, my paranoia about accidentally cutting myself becomes worse. Sometimes I'll enter a state where blood, bleeding, and personal injury is all I think about. Gotta pull up my sleeves so I don't accidentally slit my wrists on the corner of my laptop. And then there are the intrusive thoughts of self-harm, this bizarre fixation of biting and clawing out my own wrists, removing every last vein and artery with my bare hands. Whenever I think about Richard Chase (the Vampire of Sacramento), I start laughing uncontrollably. HAHAHA SOMEBODY WOULD KILL A BUNCH OF PEOPLE AND DRINK THEIR BLOOD BECAUSE HE WAS SCHIZOPHRENIC AND HAD HIS BRAIN FRIED BY ACID AND THOUGHT HE DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH BLOOD HAHA! Usually this continues until I'm on the verge of fainting since I have a rather deep phobia of blood.

How do you cope with increased vascularity? My arms just feel really exposed.