>Spend 6 months cutting down from skinnyfat
>Cut to 65kg 5ft11
>Lift a set amount of weight during this time (literally just what I had available, 60kg shit bench form press, 60kg perfect form squat, 60kg deadlift, 30kg OHP)
>Get super fucking lean, literally bradpittfightmode
>Feel like shit every fucking day though
>And cold
>Really fucking cold
>Have a pretty bad experience in the cinema toilets which made me realise I could be raped at any time
>Decide to get /fit/ for reals
>Unironically GOMAD but on PPL
>Pretty much double my lifts (bench to 80 from 40kg proper form)
>I'm 90kg
>Lifts still increasing but bodyfat at 20%
What do now?
>Have a pretty bad experience in the cinema toilets which made me realise I could be raped at any time
explain
>>41789326
I went into the bathroom mid-film, so nobody else was about.
>Some big guy (probably just fat with fatstrength) comes in and hangs around behind the urinals
>I'm pissing at the time, just started
>Confused af try to casually look over
>He's kind of glancing between the mirror, me, and the door
>Get chills
>Some other guy enters
>First guy immediately goes to urinals like 3 or 4 away from me like a normal person
>I shake and get the fuck out of there
Maybe it was nothing; all I know is I was a skinny '''twink''' alone in a bathroom with no one else around, and some bigger guy came in. He could have done anything to me, rapey or not, and I would have been defenceless.
This is why I lift. Not to be aesthetic, not to have a gf; to not get raped in the bathroom by middle-aged fat white guys
>>41789778
Dam bro idk why but if you told me that story in RL, I would probably start thinking about raping you