I was going to give up coffee today but the a huge wave of loser feelings washed over me at my wagecuck office when I fully saw my patheticness at being the ugly loser beta of the office and everywhere else. I realised that I have no friends for years and have never had attention from women and am in the position I'm in due to being an ugly beta loser.
Once again, once the caffeine leaves my system, all that's left are the trivially obvious cynical ideas that society and its apologists / propagandists try to distract you from. Not even try to refute, just distract.
>>41782729
Mate. You are the perfect candidate for steroids.
Don't go massmonster mode.
Go low-med test, high tren + mast mode.
If I lost all my friends and gf, tren would be the first thing I'd do.
>>41782729
address the cynical feelings head on with the intetion of living with the feeling to cant live and improve yourself to get rid of the ones that will, your on /fit/ so thas step one. now o talk to him/her.
>>41782729
Are you gonna let yourself beat yourself up like this forever? Or are you gonna get up and fucking do something about it?
Fashion your pain and suffering into a torch and carry the fire with you forward until you reach higher ground. Then, once there, you will teach yourself to be happy.
Until then with every rep you scream internally that you're not a fucking embarrassment.
With every running step you imagine you're running towards your yet to be wife and children. They're out there waiting for you.