Hey /fit/. Long-time lurker, first time poster here.
I've been lifting and eating seriously for about a year and made some decent gains. Went from a 66kg skinnyfat down to a 60kg skelly and now back up to a fairly respectable lean 74kg. I know I still have a long way to go but I definitely look a hell of a lot better than I did this time last year. In any case I haven't had sex since about a year ago when I broke up with my gf and fucked some ugly hoes to get over her.
Anyway, I finally went out last night with a girl from OKCupid with a cute face and decent body (she lifts). We had a nice evening and I eventually got her back to my place to make fuck. It was good sex but after we finished I just felt fucking empty inside, even though I genuinely liked her and would definitely see her again.
I thought getting shredded and fucking cuties was meant to fill the void /fit/. How do I fix this? Should I just kms myself now?
Post her picture or else it didn't happen
I think it's important to remember that you shouldn't let women consume your life. Grow yourself as a person and try to reenter that state of high school-esque optimism. People here often have these self-fulfilling prophecies where they love to live life in the worst light possible just to try justify their own failures and shortcomings. Live your life.
>>41757356
I don't want you to dox her so no. If I was lying I could just post some random slut from google images.
>>41757361
Good advice. I never consciously equated sex with happiness - but after last night I realise I had been doing so subconsciously all along. I guess I need to grow the fuck up. There are other things I enjoy in life and get fulfillment out of, so I should probably start looking there first.