What are some feels you think about as you go to bed and sleep

The ones that hurt the most.

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>Found out why I've been having a hard time with life lately and dealing with certain things
>Its this place and my addiction to 4chan holding me back
>We are not benefiting from this experience at all, it is like a prison and I just keep coming back
>Rough night you can say and a lot of thinking has been going on...

>>41713729
how is this place 'holding you back'?

>>41712884
why she left me and if she is happier now

>>41713747
>Could draw a picture
>Post frogs instead

>Could read a book
>Get mad at BOTW fanboys on /v/ instead

>Could go back to college and major in something
>Rather read feels stories on how college is shit instead

>Could try getting a gf on Tinder, OKCupid, or IRL
>Ask for sauce in THICC threads instead

This place provides a basic requirement for all your social necessities, but kills any type of motivation. I know I might be projecting, but I feel many anons can relate.

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>>41712884
prepare fore straight up autism
now as a kid i loved halo so every night to this day i pretend i'm getting ready for cryo sleep, covering myself head to toe leaving only a slit for breathing
Sleep like a champion but will also probably never get laid

>>41713773
Just a little devil's advocate. 4chan is one of the best things that has happened to me. Not in some edgy way, I've just learned so much from this place. Just here on /fit/ I know way more about lifting and nutrition than I would. And any board you go to, you're guaranteed to learn a good bit about the topic. And just in a more general sense, you learn about other people's cultures and their perspectives. Plus plenty of off-topic things that come up in tangent that leads me to read up about something on google.
>inb4 everyone on 4chan is retarded

>>41713786
Anon, that's nothing.

From 6th grade until about junior or senior year I had a world built in my head with multiple characters and multiple stories set in a fantasy setting. There were OCs, characters influenced or straight up stolen from books/movies/games. Hell, early on I map several maps in MS Paint. I would daydream about this all day, er'ry day until the story finally concluded and I couldn't come up with anything else. Kinda makes sense as to why I'm such a social retard now.

Regardless, you're not as bad as you think. Sleep tight, space man

>>41713773
But you'll always find something to distract yourself; it's not the fault of this place; it's because you don't want to do those things so you look for distractions.

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That she's never coming back and I wasted all that time and I want it back and I'm alone.

>>41713830
No doubt 4chan can wake you the fuck up, but the amount of shit flinging and general retardation across all boards is just too much. There are good ones like /vr/, /ck/, /wsg/, /g/ (to an extent), and even bits of /fit/. Yet it'd better for me to go onto any other site where I wouldn't be surrounded by constant negativity. If it wasn't ebin maymay spouters and the massive hivemind, Reddit offers better advice and is more informative.

It's rotting my brain and making me a worse person. I wanna leave, but there's nothing that makes me want to officially leave this place for good

>>41713865
Perhaps. Then I guess I'm just a boring piece of shit.

Meh, plan on killing myself in 3 years if shit doesn't work out. Not surprising at this point

>>41713852
>sleep tight space man
That's actually really nice.
What was the main plot of your fantasy world?
I also had autistic levels of escapism as a young kid. I was legit convinced that there was a low key war between groups like vampires, ghosts, super-humans, etc. and one day they would show up and Id run away and join them, but I'd have to choose one group. I told all my friends and they were polite enough at the time not to point out my insanity. This was like grades 4-6 btw.

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>>41713852
Fucking christ, this was me...

I've actually seen this topic come up a few times and some anon described 4chan as conversational pornography. I always thought it was a pretty good metaphor for it.

>>41713852
I told people I met the godfather, I told them I was in the mafia and I setup my whole life image like I was a tough guy/mobster

I was nobody and everyone left me

I think about how that no matter how much or how little I sleep I still feel awful every morning

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>I wish I could save her in some sort of time machine

>>41714014
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>>41713757
get over oneitis bro

>>41712884
A little bit of playing back and analayzing awkward cringey moments that seem to plague my life. A lot about spirituality as of late. Sometimes I get into thinking no one actually likes me and thinks I'm actually a cringy, probably autistic, massive tool that you're just polite to but actually don't really like having around. Also, I sometimes think I'm the gym autist everyone is secretly laughing at.

I know most people don't give enough of a shit about me to really think badly of me. My mind gets lost in the delusions it makes and I it always seems to happen before bed.

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>>41713966
Checked, Satan

>>41713964
Pretty much it was after I saw the Eragon movie in 2006 (don't recommend; stick to the books) Imagined finding a portal to some fantasy land of dragons. Think of it like the worlds from the original Spyro trilogy. Could change forms between a dragon and a human. World included the elven forest from LOTR, a city on a giant's back (got that from God of War), the whole dragon rider stuff from the Inheritance books, etc...

Story was that main bady was average Joe tempted by some dark god into doing bad in order to protect the ones he loved, but ended upturning them all away. Starts a civil war, but is defeated. Occasionally pops back up now and then in between new characters being added and adventures until the very end where all the places I traveled come together for a final battle.

So again, you aren't autistic as you think

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>>41713830
>Talking to friend who is doctor about calcium supposed like tums
>He says it is a paradox how the less acidic your stomach is the less you absorb
>I say "not with calcium citrate"
>He looks at me like I'm the manlet that learned... Is dumbfounded... Asks how I a non doctor know that
>I can't very well tell him I read it on my Tibetan social anxiety support group who rarely talk about lifting
>I further can't explain to him how participants of said discussion were posting pics of supps and speaking in the first person as those supps while insulting the other supps and questioing their sexuality, which is why it stuck with me
>Tell him I learned it at Zumba

>>41714230
Hearty kek, anon.

Also post that image full size fucker