Who here /mentally retarded/? Every once in a while I got a

You just gotta realize that you are 100% making this up in your head and no one really cares about you

File: fit12.jpg (450KB, 500x2838px)

450KB, 500x2838px

>>41661373
>I just feel like everyone hates me and doesnt want me to live.
It's because they don't. They don't care about you. You have to become stronger despite who wants you to fail, anon.

File: IMG_2143.jpg (2MB, 3264x2448px)

2MB, 3264x2448px

Omg I totally get this. Or maybe not quite the same way but yeah.

I'm paranoid that everyone knows I'm trans and they're all staring at me and my penis is somehow noticeable even when it's definitely not. And I get scared that some crazy republican bitch is gonna pepper spray or straight up shoot me in the locker room.

The gym is scary and horrible lol but it's all in my head hopefully

>>41661373
Sometimes I worry everyone in the world but me can read minds, but they were all sworn to never let me know

I find reasons everyday that make me think I am mentally retarded desu.

Its just special snowflake syndrome, r-right?

File: 1488210980490.png (13KB, 555x407px)

13KB, 555x407px

>>41661373
I have the same feeling.

Although the more i talk to people the more inept they make me sound

>something happens out of my power or is something minute

Lol he wasn't thinking there

Like what the actual fuck

Relax bro, you're not nearly interesting enough for anyone to even care about you.

>>41661373
Cause we're insecure faggots that came from shit parents and/or shitty childhood experiences. We're broken. Only through lifting and gains can we be semi-normal at life. IF all else fails, kys. It's what I plan on doing if I can't get my shit together by 2020

>>41661373

Yeah, I sometimes get the feeling that everyone including my family hates me and has a reason to because I am a bad human being. Luckily that's only like every other day and the good days are pretty normal.

>>41661373
You have an anxiety problem.
Look up cognitive behaviour therapy and exposure therapy.

>>41661791
CBT is a fucking meme, face it OP you're a retard and will never be normal

>>41661435

>it's all in my head hopefully

Specifically in your case it's not.

kys for real

>>41661492
schizo

>>41661435
>its all in my head hopefully
its not everyone who isnt legally blind can tell you are a male and have a penis

File: IMG_0526.jpg (50KB, 667x927px)

50KB, 667x927px

>>41661692
I'm sorry but if you think lifting/gains is going to help in any significant manner for your life you may aswell just give up now because I'm here to tell you that it's not going to change shit.

If anything it's going to make your situation worse.

Take a fat Japanese ass for fun

>>41661492
I think that some degree of mind reading is possible from combining your facial expression and body language with situational context and prior knowledge. Your dysfunctional beliefs permeate your skin and radiate towards the properly developed senses of normal well-adjusted people.

>>41662328
Baiting or not, I've kinda come to accept that. Maybe a few good vidyas could come between then and now. Maybe an escort or 2

>>41661692
how old are you then?

>>41662521
22. No college and kicked out of the military due to 2 trips to a psych ward. 25 seems to he the age people settle into their routines and have established a decent adult identity. Still running through life with no clue what I want to do

>inb4 psychology
Never, ever again. At least not in Burgerland

>>41661373
How about you try talking to people and befriending them in the gym

This will undoubtedly make you more comfortable.

Also what you have sounds like anxiety and anxiety is worsened quite a lot by caffeine so if this is a constant problem for you, you should try ditching caffeine.

>>41662582
>Talking to people in the gym
>Caffeine

Aunt Suzy! I didn't know you browsed /fit/. Any more hilarious Minion pics from Facebook?

>>41662547
You have taken yourself too seriously. You have false perceptions of other people's lives, i.e., what is normal.
I also have always felt directionless and have ruined my reputation through overly edgy behavior, but have avoided any mental diagnoses and have a good education and a stable job. It doesn't get better but you get more used to it. I'm 30. I don't contemplate suicide but I contemplate starting a new life somewhere else. With age the amplitude of emotions dulls.

>>41661435
>crazy republican bitch is gonna pepper spray or straight up shoot me in the locker room.
are you in the women's locker room? you're a man and always will be. kys

>>41661373
I sometimes feel like I'm a total autismo and everybody all throughout my life has just "accepted" me and never brought it up.
I still don't know.

>>41661577
Same

>>41662747
Wtf same as well

>>41662328
>I'm sorry but if you think lifting/gains is going to help in any significant manner for your life you may aswell just give up now because I'm here to tell you that it's not going to change shit.
but that's wrong

>>41661373
I always get the feeling that people are always looking at me and judging what I do, laughing at me and shit. just entering the fucking building is hard.

>>41662679
>With age the amplitude of emotions dulls.

Thank God for that, I guess

>>41662679
I must be 98 years old then

>>41661403
Logic doesn't beat fear. I know they dont give a shit yet I still feel being looked at and like they dont want me there

>>41662328
it does tho

the secret is that cardio helps more

>>41661593
ITT people who dont know how to give advice on social anxiety

>they dont care bruh just b urself lmoa :P

>>41661435
Faggot

>>41662704
yeah i'm in a women's locker room. where else would i change and lock up my stuff?

you probably have some kind of anxiety... social anxiety. Just remember they do not care about you at all

>>41663024
I don't know, maybe the fucking gas chamber you mentally ill cunt?

File: IMG_4178.gif (1MB, 218x218px)

1MB, 218x218px

>>41663119

File: 33.jpg (62KB, 642x824px)

62KB, 642x824px

>>41663119

>>41662939
Why do you think everyone is fat? Fuck I hate fatties who think "being in shape" = losing weight

Not everyone is a fattie

>>41661435
gas

>>41661373
Unless you're in the free weight room, everyone's usually into their own shit and do not give a fuck about what the other people are doing. Unless you're occupying a machine they want to use anyway.

Just go. You're invisible.

Just be konfident vro

>>41661403
This hurts even more than people hating you

>>41664424
How so?

>>41661406
source?

>>41667262
sunken rock. spoiler the ending is SHIT.

the author also wrote wallman which happens in the same universe.

>>41661373
Go to them and say hi or some shit, make friends and all, and try to overcome your fear by making that fear into a safezone and realize that they're probably nice people. Get to know them to understand why they give you looks of disgust. You never know, they might have shitty lives and lift to forget the pain

>>41667278
Thanks.

>>41662962
The socially anxious don't want advice, they want to be reaffirmed, that their bs is justified