>skeleton
>got to 150lb
>people telling me how much bigger I look
>back down to 142
>[spoiler]the suicidal thoughts are back[/spoiler]
Why cant I just be normal
>>41534645
>Why cant I just be normal
because your mom drank when she was pregnant with you
Keep eating bro. You're gonna make it.
i don't understand how somebody could be a skeleton in western civilization
there's so much absolutely delicious food around
nigga go eat a big mac combo
eat a 4 piece chick fil a tender combo with ranch sauce what the FUCK is wrong with you
>>41534645
if it makes you feel any better, every fatty envies you
>>41534666
Skellies are picky eaters, but everyone should avoid eating too much junk food. OP just needs to keep lifting and keep eating.
I know exactly how you feel OP. I was 143 6'1 and I got up to 150, then I stopped going to the gym and my appetite shrank. I went back down to 143-142 and I hated myself. I'm back at it, and now I won't stop until I make it, I'm 149 now. EAT LIFT SLEEP REPEAT
Went from 110 to 165. Despite all the compliments, mentally I still feel like an Auschwitz survivor; that's something people like us will always have to carry. There have been times where I fell back into depression and old habits, dropped the gym and went back to eating only one small meal a day. It's a battle.
Keep eating my skelly friend. Whole milk + ground oats + peanut butter + olive oil + whey shakes are your allies.
>>41534645
Why the fuck would you back down if you're not even man-weight yet?
Go up to 220, as long as it takes you, and cut down to 200 over 12 months.
>>41534666
>absolutely delicious food around
>eat a big mac combo
Pick one, fatty.
Ranch sauce is fucking disgusting. Anything sandwich shaped from McDonalds tastes like cheap furniture.
>>41534770
I was 6'1 143lbs too
Now im 215
Just keep choochin
>>41534666
Satanic trips speak the truth. Boggles my mind, I could have one large meal and have my calories in for that day. Carry a 1kg bag of peanuts with you or eat Nutella by the jars you fucking skelly
>>41534645
>eat and lift untill healthy weight
>problem solved
???????
>>41535135
>nutella
Spoken like a true pleb
>>41534645
>WAHHHH I HAVE TO EAT FOOD
fucking skellies
>>41535069
How long?
Are you buff or just fat?
>>41536662
>WAHHHH I CAN'T STOP DEEP THROATING GARBAGE
fucking fatties
>>41534645
6'1" 150 pound skelly.
We're going to make it, I started MADMILK today.