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>my ex literally looked like this
>haven't even been on a date since breaking up with her 6 months ago

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>>41331479
I am sorry about your feel, anon.

>>41331431

About 5 months ago I had to kick my (ex)girlfriend out and break up with her. About 6-7 months in to our relationship last year, she began acting psychotic and having full blown expisodes... turns out she had been hiding a cocaine addiction. As it progressed, she lost probably 20-30 pounds and started looking like a skeleton because she was already like 115-120 pounds. She woke me up one night, crying on my chest, and begged for help. I just held her there, telling her it would be ok, and fought the hardest to stay strong and not cry. She moved out the next day and I haven't seen her since. As the end of our relationship drew near, she would try to hit me and fight when I would call her out on her problem. She refused help.

Anyway, her frail body curled up beside me crying, the genuine sorrow and despair of it all, keeps me from wanting to anything. I don't want to talk to any stupid fucking bitches out at the club or bar with their douchey chads circling around. The only thing keeping me going is lifting, and I'm cutting.

>>41331431
I'm anon from the physical contact thread. I feel weird.

>>41331431
Accidentally cut my dick, now i can't fap or get hard because it will hurt like hell.

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I'm feeling pretty good. Pain from being dumped the way I was is still there, but the desire to get her back is long gone, putrid bitch have fun in manchester with fuckface. This girl I've been kind of friends with for a couple years hated my ex and I never knew, we started getting better acquainted, was cuddling with her and talking with a bunch of our friends

>solid 7/10
>thin with perky tits, a nice ass, and god tier legs
>has a big healthy family like mine

I don't remember how we got on the topic, I think someone was talking about statistics regarding anal sex, gay men, and the heightened risk for ass cancer, but the topic came down to shitting in public toilets.

>she starts talking about how shes grossed out by public toilets, will only sit down on one toilet in her family's home.
>wtf do you do, you don't even live at home
>"I just kind of squat and hover over every toilet that isn't that one"
>howling laughter and blushing qt3.14|

its super cute in a devastatingly autistic kind of way.

>>41331668
Lol I saw your thread on /r9k/ anon

haven't been on a date or had sex in 2 years, women dont interest me anymore.
also been lifting for 2 years and I've reached a point where I can't seem to get past. Bros at the gym wants me to get on the needle cause they are on it and they out lift me now.

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>>41331431
Alright, I'll let it all out then
>fucked Tinder slut a few days ago after gf of four years broke up a few weeks ago
>felt good to fuck hard again (ex wasnt into that), but felt sorta empty afterwards since there was no real connection
>NEET life is taking it's toll
>have bullshit fake internet relationship with a girl in another country with all shared interests and such, but can't find someone like that in my home city
>not having money is seriously holding me back, can't get a haircut, can't get a proper bed, can't replace my gaming desktop with a more sensible laptop
>feel like I'm doing much better without ex (lifting more, eating better, sleeping more) but miss the emotional support a fucking lot

Dunno, I'm getting laid so it's not all bad, but I think I need to up my game and be with some girls that are both gorgeous and interesting, just to know that I'm not a lost cause. Probably gonna look for a job or something too, even though that shit usually wears me down pretty fast. Weird feels, lots of long nights.

>Tfw no gf

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>>41331431
Its Saturday.

Sitting my fat ass at a bar and sipping on a ultra light for all it's worth. The music is alright, but mainly I come here to feel apart of something again that doesn't involve work. There are a few tables by the billiards table that no one uses this early in the night. So I sit here alone and people watch while browsing the internet.
Sure it might seem sad, and yeah I am still 120 lbs from my goal. But I am 3 lbs closer then I was last week, and the locals know to ignore me.
So fuck you I am out my house, trying to be something better. Trying to increase my social gains as well as my body gains.

>>41332598
The only man who you can judge is the man u we're yesterday

>>41331431
I'm a depressed fat fuck that will never make it.

>>41332665
Stop

>>41332665
Your a sad piece of shit if you talk like that. Stop being a sad piece of shit. Take they mountain of shit that you are and mold it into the marble statue you fucking want.

>>41331431
Walked down to the library to return some books and feel. walked through the college campus and got sad seeing a bunch of cute girls. I should really become normal and get a gf

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>just got a 675lb rack pull at 180lb bodyweight
>still feel weak

I have servelle martorell syndrome. Thankfully, it only runs from the bottom of my toe to the lower part of my back. The problem is is that it has destroyed my right knee. Docs cant replace it due to bleeding complications and it will only get worse. It seriously complicates lifting since it causes me a good deal of pain constantly and i also only have about 30% of full range of motion. It also looks fucking gross and my knee swells up to the size of a grapefruit even with strong compression stockings. I constantly get looks anywhere I go and I vehemently refuse to wear shorts.

On the bright side, I have a decent job and can still keep myself in pretty good shape (im a skelly but I eat very good). I will never get the dream body I want and will likely never get a gf and I've accepted that life isnt and will never be fair. Also, thank god for escorts.

>>41332877
Fuck, i meant to say the bottom of my right toe to the lower part of the right side of my back.

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Chick that I was really into yesterday is playing me off, so I'm playing her off. But it's friday night and I want a date, but there's no decent girls online on POF and the other chick I'm talking to said her internet went out and she's being all weird.

I would go to the gym but I just went yesterday. Can't go for a ride because I'm riding tomorrow and it's rest day. Already ate 1300 calories so I can't really eat much more. Nobody I know seems to be doing anything tonight so I've been playing some vidya trying to keep my mind off ol' girl that likes me but has daddy/trust issues and I'm pretty sure she doesn't know how to deal with me loving all up on her like that.

I think I'm gonna go eat 6-8 eggs and drink some more coffee.

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>escaped the NEET life, got job
>made friends at work
>feel happy for once
>actually looking forward to going to work
>still no gf though

>be relatively attractive
>always had gfs and friends
>isolated myself because depression
>moved away came back
>don't fit in anywhere because everybody has known their friends for years
>go to the bars alone to put myself out there and maybe meet a lonely qt
>people probably just end up thinking "he must be a bad person if he has no friends"

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who /drinkingalone/?

>>41332787
>doing rack pulls
Try snatch grip deadlifts instead.

>saw my oneitis on what looked like a dinner date with a dyel redneck
>She had never been on a date before and was surely a virgin
>Now she is probably going to be this wannabe Chad's clingy GF
I felt fucking terrible at first, but this was my final release. I finally realized the wisdom behind the proverb "bitches ain't shit". I lifted, fixed up my acne, got /fa/, all in the false hope that some qt, specifically this qt, would notice me and ask me out someday. It was a fucking pipe dream, and all though I've always realized that, tonight I accepted it. I feel like my world is falling apart. I'm depressed, I have no passions, significant health problems are revealing themselves, I have to bust my ass in school to keep an academic scholarship so I can get a well paying job I'll hate, I am a kissless virgin with no close friends, but fuck. I feel free, I feel free as a fresh log being shit over an eternal abyss, and I am fucking ready, but I don't know what for.

>>41331431
staying in because of the last practice of the rugby season was last night eith my m8's/rest

>>41333346
Always. I prefer it now desu.

>>41333425
same, going out is just kind of a burden desu

I don't know if the nofap meme actually works, but I'm Day 5 into no jacking off, from 5 times a day, and I finally feel decent. Tired from work, but the constant nagging of memories from her are gone, although they are replaced by this trap that I would cuddle and play vidya with.

Stabbed my hand while at work, and the swelling is rough, so maybe no gym tomorrow, and I had to skip gym for 3 days due to a business trip. Kinda bumming me out.

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>My friends all hate me
>cutting is making me weak
>cardio is killing my shins
>i literally got forgotten about while filling out online safety orientation shit for the one fucking job i could get and probably nearly missed getting locked in for the whole night
>i still am only half oriented and don't know what they want from me next
>i can't focus on my own shitty autistic stories that are barely glorified fanfiction of chinese cartoons
>i'm going to fail and need to retake japanese next semester
>my two dream careers are either a really long shot or an even longer shot (Voiceover and Fighting)
>I don't even know why i'm doing anything
>i don't know why i'm trying anything
>i'll never be anything more than average and friendless because i'm a bitter memespouting asshole that most people rightfully hate
>i'm on my third square of dark chocolate typing this so i'm going to ruin my cut by binging on shitty comfort food after 6 hours of soul sucking safety bullshit and then the shit from work
>i'm finally being forced to come to terms with the fact that even if i honestly try to be better and get some income and pursue my dreams and goals and do what i love and be a friendly funny person
>I will never be anything more than what I am

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>>41331431
Well OP, I'm staying in because things are looking up. Found out I got a decent tech job today and I start Monday.

Normally I would go to a bar or call some friends and get fucking wasted. But I'm 33 now and have been making actual gains and eating right. I have the money saved and I'm going to get a motorcycle endorsement and get a bike this year. I think I might be starting to get my shit together. Maybe.

I just might make it /fit/

>tfw have to get up at 5 and move boxes for 12 hours
Any other warehouse wagecucks here?

>>41333346
me... i downloaded tinder again because i was too lazy/self-loathing to go out tonight. and i didn't want to spend money. now i'm texting this girl WHATever it's not going to go anywhere and i don't even want it to anyway i just want to BANG some HONEYS and i'm too fuckin

what am i saying i'm fine
i'm good looking whatever i'm just fucking autistic. come on buddy. you can do it. god damn it

>>41334073
ok i just
deleted the tinder bc i saw a girl who was into me a long time ago and i didn't want her to see it
fuck tinder anyway right i mean damn. god damn. where do i meet honeys. the fucking library or what. here's my probalem i'm kind of a fucking NU male and all that means is i want to respect women and not make them
fucking uncomfortable by HITTING on them in places they don't want to be fucking HIT ON. but
then
how
do
i
fucking

>>41334091
and i am GOING to the dumb GYM and having a great fucking TIME of it too finally for once in my dumb life. i am enjoying the gym. and i athink i'll upgrade to a ppl routine from SL5X5 once someone recommends me a good one on this WEBSITE that i spend so much fucking time on. like 1-2 hours a fucking day.
but the point is i ji forgot my point i'm hungry

>>41334103
hungry even though i went 346 calories over my TDEE today by beinga dumb fuck and eating two scoops of ice cream and it's not even my cheat day. and whatever that's not so big of a deal right. but i feel awful about it and it is making me want to eat more but i'm just drinking whiskey but it doesn't have nutrition facts on it so i can't put it in myfitnesspal.

i think ii am going to make it someday soon. i am kind of skinnyfat rn but if i fle x i can see my abs. that's exciting to me.

I have faked confidence and indifference so much that i think i've actually become overly confident in myself and indifferent to what people think about me.

My life has become better and my success with women has been increasing exponentially

I still feel empty inside

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>>41331431
I want to dress better and you guys can (maybe) help.

I'm a 19 year old college student with blue eyes and buzzed but sandy blond hair.

What is good summer clothing that would look good?

Also would any girl tell if I bought wall mart cologne?


I'm taking baby steps, I'm doing a starting lifting routine and I want to look and feel better fasion wise too, I'm tired of being overlooked.

Not going to /fa/ because that place is a meme

>>41332760
it's too late for that

t. anon who hasnt had an actual relationship in 5

afraid my LP is coming to an end and I'm still not as strong as I was five years ago before I detrained

knees hurt are my tendons OLD? is 32 old for tendons?

The shitty ex who dragged my feels through the gravel all the time is still a better human being than my lame stupid friends who just want me to forget about it and get back with the vapid hedonist program

I can't focus on my job and I'm just killing time and accomplishing shit-all

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>>41333570
you can be anything you want to be, and if you want to be a loser well you're on the right track.

get your shit together and grow up.

>>41331431

Have no friends anymore. "Cocoon mode" basically right now. Dedicating myself to improvement and I don't think that I have any peers on that level currently.

>>41333577

get that bike, I just got back on mine. it's pretty liberating.

>>41332598
>the locals know to ignore me.
>Trying to increase my social gains
>So I sit here alone and people watch while browsing the internet.


Do you curl in the squat rack as well?

>>41333346

Miller 64 cause I don't want to be fat but also don't want to stop being an alcoholic

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>>41331431
>Subacromial bursitis
>Partially torn ACL in one knee
>Elbow tendonitis
>Living in a shitty third word eastern european country

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>>41334140

are you me?

i'm guy that posted ass photo above.

here's how tonight went:

>spent hour checking POF and only found black girls or milfs, and i refuse to talk to milfs
>post on facebook "what's going on tonight???" etc
>leave home around 10, text my cousin i haven't seen in years, find out he's been single for 3 years so I don't feel so bad
>go to walmart and walk around for an hour
>long lost motorcycle riding friend replies to fb post with phone number
>leave and go to gym while talking to long lost bro for like 2 hours
>text ex gf to see if she wants to netflix n chill, evidently not
>ride through local bar scene, nothing exciting besides they're about to close and my former alcoholic self doesn't need to be drinking anyway
>finish conversation with bro and go home
>sit here typing this out on 4chan
>still thinking about ol girl from two days ago but will continue to ignore her until she makes a move
>just want to fall asleep with her in my arms cause i'm hopeless romantic feels guy

now i'm sitting here typing this, drinking a glass of water and eating chicken breast chunks again, pic related. not the cheapest but it's convenient and tastes ok.

>>41333414
You gotta realize that girls are more insecure than guys. Most girls are fine with it though because they never have to ask anyone out. The reason she wentered with that redneck was because he was probably the only guy confident enough to ask her on a date. Sometimes the cutest girls are the loneliest because guys believe they are not good enough for her.

>>41334584
Me too

Chillin alone. Work starts for me on Monday (student with summer job) but lifts are going up and hoping to have some nice pool parties with friends in the near future

This just happend hours ago
> me 24yo met this qt 19yo dance teacher
> butterface but bitchin body and moves
> we instantly matched
> fuck regularly
> hours ago we were fucking in my car vanilla roleplaying about how she will marry me
> - In case I dont marry you, just days before your wedding I will find you to make your dick fell off with a good fuck to remember me ;)
>Then on sorta said something like she wanted to fuck all her exs before their engagements
> drive back to my place all angry out of the blue
Fucking hell /fit/ I just want a plain jane to settle and so far all the single ones are fucking whores.

>>41331431
I bought roids and got scammed again, no one will help me out to find a source. Probably going to go to mexico and smuggle them across the border since I'm running out of options.

>>41334655
>>41334630
Come on over to the feels thread, fellow anon

>>41334655
Damn. It seems like this generation of girls in that age group are all fucked up

>>41334678
Wait it fucked up heres link
>>41332498

>>41331431
>day 5/6 of nofap
>talking to a gril kind of but have no idea if I actually want anything to develop with her or not
>just got out of a relationship like 3 months ago and I feel like I'm over it but I still think about it a lot

I'm in a weird space right now

>>41334685
Dude that's me but I got out of multiple non-ships and they always end with them abruptly cutting off all forms of communication and I never hear from or see them again. There's a new girl I'm talking to and I have a feeling it'll be another added to the list.

>>41331431
Tore my callous while doing rack pulls. I literally cried on the way home knowing that if it doesn't heal up I won't be able to lift. Have finals this week and lifting is my only escape because I have no friends, no gf and nothing else going for me.
Pls help brahs how do I fix this shit fast

>>41334695
Make a thread

>>41334695
superglue

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>>41331431
Why the FUCK am I repulsed by any woman that shows interest in me?!? I'm desperately lonely but every girl who shows interest makes me wanna vomit. I can't comprehend that a girl might settle for my useless ass. You really can't life the autism away can you???

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>got my official declination from my completely bombed audition last week
>heard about a party going on tomorrow that i cant go to
>torn between having a long visit to my mom's house (havent seen her in 5 months) and making it brief so i can stay on track with my new lifting routine
>been thinking about my crush a lot lately, and have no clue why
>spending my time looking up shit that reminds me of her
>i dont even want to really be with her, but i cant get over her despite almost 2 years of trying
>i just want to be done with her
If I hadn't gotten drunk earlier this week, I would probably be drunk now

>>41334718

they say you gotta love yourself before someone else can love you, i do believe it's true anon.

you've come to the right place though.

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Feeling sudden crushing defeat and depression setting in after almost a year of bliss.

>meet cute girl coworker
>find a few common interests
>start getting into hers and impress her a bit
>get her phone number
>make plans to hang out Thursday(May 4)
>fucking pumped
>day comes and I'm ready since 8 AM
>call her at noon to see whats up
>no answer, leave voicemail
>3 hours later call again and still no answer
>text her but no answer
>Saw her at work today
>Greeted me as usual, while I said hello and walked away
>looked at me a few times throughout shift
>Joked with my manager a bit and she laughed at my jokes even though she wasn't in the conversation


What the fuck do I do about this? I normally talk to this girl and we're usually excited to see each other. Should I confront her and ask what happened or just let it go and carry on as usual? It's really bothering me that I have no idea what happend and why she ignored me that day.


Also:
>ab roller
Can this replace doing crunches and shit? I never liked doing any kind of ab routine but I just got an ab roller and it's kind of fun and really challenging. I have a weak core though

>>41334701
this, mine split last week. 2 rounds of superglue did the trick.

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6 years since I broke up with my ex.
I act like I'm okay every day. I pretend I don't have insecurities or am lonely. I act like weightlifting is something I do because it's enjoyable.

Truth is I feel so lost and dead inside. I only lift weights in the hope that I can lift away my feels, but even that's not working these days. Every time I look at myself in the mirror I hate myself a little more each time.

Feelsbad.

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>Been sick af with bronchitis since sunday, haven't lifted all week.

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>>41334747
I've been trying to "love myself" for over a year now. I can lift 1/2/3/4, I have abs, I have a steady full time gig, I have a decent car, and a nice place. When does the desire to kill yourself go away?

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a friend of mine invited me out to go clubbing.
But I hate clubbing.
So I stayed at home and played Overwatch and Hots instead. Feels good.

>>41333570
>i'm finally being forced to come to terms with the fact that even if i honestly try to be better and get some income and pursue my dreams and goals and do what i love and be a friendly funny person
>I will never be anything more than what I am
Welcome to adult life

>very qt girl, kinda is in to me too
>constantly snaps me her cleavage pics with shit like "ready to go out!"
>ill ask what shes doing and she'll instantly respond
>after academic probation i had to sit in the library on a friday night, with pussy waiting at the bars to not fail

i dont know brehs. after getting placed on probation ive been taking better care of myself (ie not drinking too much/hard) and my grades have literally doubled (1.56 last semester to a projected 3.3 this time) but ive been away from the game for so long i dont even know what to do.

had a girl completely play me, and me being the spoiled unsettling bitch i am i cant "settle" for someone who wants me, the thrill of the chase is real. would trade my left nut (unironically) to bang my lab partner.
>19yo me to her 20yo, sophomore
>5'9 at most
>very thin
>great body
>premed
>and those blue eyes to die for

send help brehs, i feel like im getting lost in the world of school. finals are in a week but after those everyone goes back home and im from another country so no hitting them up over the summer either...

I thought I was making hair gains. I've always been self-conscious about my hair and have been wearing the same hat for the last 10 years. Every time I step outside or into the presence of others, the hat goes on. No one seems me without it. The hat feels like a prison, I just want to be free, the experience the world without all these things on my face and body hiding me. I always wanted to grow my hair out. It's thick, blonde, and curly. It looks god like.
But then today I got a hand mirror so I could see the back, and I realized once and for all that my hair is indeed truly odd.

The back, front, and sides are as stated before, very thick, blond rings. Not shit blond either but dirty-blond that looks somewhat dart and then catches the light and looks golden.
But then on the crown of my head is this hair whorl. I don't think it's hair loss because I had it even in like 8th grade, although it might be worse now. But it's a bald spot of hair, and all the hair that emanates out from it is frizzy, whispy, thin, homer-simpson hair.

Even while looking at it I'm not entirely sure where exactly the transition from that hair to the other hair takes place. It just seems to defy reason.
It looks like I have two different textures of hair on one head.

Is there anything I can do to fix this shit? All I want is for my entire head of hair to resemble what 3/4th of my head looks like.

>>41331479

>we're supposed to think this is attractive
>absolutely shit-tier belly button

>>41334828
It's probably from your hat always pushing your hair down

>>41334796

it's hard for me to understand that feel. you're gonna have to dive into that brain of yours and figure out where that feel is coming from and what caused that feel.

like, if i put my brain into your body i'd be swimming in pussy.

healthy hobbies and lots of them is the key to happiness.

>>41334777
Hitting way to close to home

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I don't think I have the ability to improve myself and become a man worth respecting. I feel ashamed of myself and my actions. I don't how much more I can take of this.

>>41334840

The texture of the hair there is noticably thinner and whispy though.
When I'm at home I push my hair back b/c I want to grow it long and it always falls forward and radiates out from that central hair whorl so maybe you are onto something about the hat, but not sure what I can do about it.

Are there any kinds of supplments I can use to thicken that hair? Is Castor oil a meme?

>>41334885

A just and honorable man is incapable of being disgraced. You start by respecting yourself. You can change.

>>41331479
Please actually fuck off and never come to this website again

>>41334831
Also this.

>all these ex gf posts

Is this a normie board now or what reee

>>41334889
It's all genetics, so if you are starting to go bald you can try and ride it out for a few years then just shave your head.

>>41334897
Do you think so, anon? I've done nothing but sabotage myself and only end up repeating an endless cycle

>>41334913

It's been like that since like 8th grade though, so I think it's just a characteristic of my hair and not balding. So I wonder if there's anything I can do to remedy it.
I started conditioning and the rest of my hair looks great, it's just that one spot that fucks everything up. I'll probably start a thread with pics tomorrow.

>>41334850
Everything causes the feel. The only time it's gone is when I'm lifting and my brain can't even think beyond counting my reps. Once I stop it just come back...

>>41334922

I spent the greater part of my 20s in "the cycle" and fucked up in every way possible. I'm not gonna lie to you and tell you that I "made it", I still hate myself and am convinced I'm the worst person I know. But there comes a point where this type of thinking gets just boring. At some point you will have to make a decision, you'll either need to actually kill yourself once and for all or you have to come out of the cave and start living. Most people had this choice made for them, it was never a deliberation for them, but some of us have to make it for ourselves.

>>41334931
Find a haircut or hairstyle to deal with it if your not actually balding then. You might even be over-reacting about it but without a pic yeah can't really say.

>>41334718
easy fix - are you watching porn regularly? if so, try stopping (if not, god help you)

>>41334904

becoming a little more normie is a great way to get, you know, a normie gf and some normie friends.

>>41334938

you need to lay back on a couch and talk to dr. feelsgood here about how you're living your life. just talking things out will make you feel better.

>>41334941

good shit anon.

>>41334941
Do you think I'm capable of making it?

>>41331431
>start uni in a new city
>have a few one night stands, don't really connect with any of them
>two weeks ago meet a nice qt who's really into me, I'm into her
>understand each others odd sense of humor
>been spending almost more time together than apart
>sex is fun, she doesn't mind my inexperience
The only problem is I'm moving away for the summer in ten fucking days and I'm not sure how willing she is to spend 3 months apart. I could visit her on the weekends but she's not sure where she'll be in the summer yet, best case 250km away, worst case 700km away.
>finally find a girl who seems to like me, only to be separated by my summer job

>>41334949

I want long hair so what kind of hair style will fix it that is also long?
I might be at a weird intermediate stage of length where it will get better as it gets longer.

Anyone else starting to give up on finding happiness? Nothing interests me. My anxiety is becoming uncontrollable, I have extreme trouble socializing. All I can do is lift, read, movies and game. If this is all life is, I want out.

>>41334981
Not exactly sure where the whorl in your hair is and I'm not a hair dresser so I can't really help you with that.

>>41334755
Start a normal convo with her and jokinly bring up the missed calls but dont make it look like ot bothered you

>>41331628
I've been in relationships with some broken girls too, friend. You gave as much as you could, so just focus on you now. We can't save everyone. You've been through some real shit - just listen to what your body is telling you and take care of your mental health.

>>41332503
Yeah man, I feel ya. Tinder's never worked out for me - not because I can't get laid, but because the shit just feels empty during and after. Sometimes fucking a girl you don't know you might as well be rubbing the back of your hand on a windscreen.

>>41331431
I'm about 2 weeks into nofap and I feel a strong urge to go on /gif/ but I'm not going to. I have to stay strong. Here's a video I just watched, I hope you like it bros:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Shn9JYav-Jk

>>41334584
Don't expect anything from her, don't wait for her to make a move.

Start hooking up with other girls asap

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I'm bored and lonely. I can't do my hobbies because I just wanna go out, meet people, fuck girls etc but none of my friends want to go out or do shit and I have no venues to meet new people. I just sit home and get depressed, can't even enjoy my hobbies anymore. This has been going on on and off for last couple of years, gets better gets worse but being a shutin for my teenage years ruined me socially.
I'm not a type to talk a lot and chitchat bullshit so i don't engage with everyone and have hard time meeting anyone new. I just hate lying which is what most people do or saying all sort of personal shit for no reason.

Round two
>ex shows up in apartment (flatmate let her in)
>literally keeps showing up at the same events I go to even though I've got completely different interests
At least this shit fuels my lifts and drive for self improvement like nothing else. Literally like a shot of straight motivation - did legs yesterday night around midnight and gonna go do chest around 1pm today just to keep shit going and growing. Hopefully I manage to eat and sleep enough too.

>>41335054
Yeah man, in some ways it's pretty depressing, but coming straight out of a relationship (in which you were slowly put down by the ex) it's a good feeling to know that you can still get laid and be wanted. Hope to find something more than that soon though

was supposed to see a tinder hookup today but I don't feel like it and said to her can't meetup today, is next week good, just gonna go lift instead lmao.

>>41334171
I'm not sure if your still here. Don't wear cologne except for special occasions. It makes you smell like a tool. With your phenotype, basically any clothes will look fine on you. Meh

Ahaha it's 4am for the inevitable faggot that stayed up all night but I just woke up!

Sucks to be you

>>41333102
All in due time, my man. Forget the >no gf and just concentrate on yourself.

>>41335424
Wish I was you m8. sort of. Been trying to fix my sleeping schedule for 4 years now.

>>41333570
Hey man, if you know that being a bitter memespouting asshole is what's hurting you, then work on that aspect of yourself! Just as working on your body works if you do it right, so does working on yourself.

>>41331431
I don't have any social interaction apart from that in my job anymore. And then I kind of hate my job and the people I interact with there. But at this stage 100% of my time is supposed to go into the job. I'm considering quitting as I don't want to force myself to pull through when the cake is a lie, but I don't think something else would give me more satisfaction, I've never been enthusiastic about anything and the job is highly respected, well-paid, and secure.
But my boss betrayed me for nepotism, my co-workers are backstabbers, and I hate it all-around. I'm 30 and well-educated, I could move to another city and do something less strenous in vaguely the same field easily. But I gave my word and I was never a quitter. So I don't know what to do. At least I have snatch grip deadlifts.

>>41334959
Everyone is, my man

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It has been three years.
I regret not lighting that match.
If only it wasn't cold and I bled out faster.
Too much edge dear god...
Since then it has been literal hell. I might actually be dead.
Being in the hospital for basically two years ruined it all. I was 205, now I am sitting at 310.
One hundred fucking pounds I gained.
I miss the way I looked before.
I was the biggest and strongest in my highschool.
I mean, I'm stronger now, but it doesn't feel good.
I have not gone to the gym consistently since July last year, and I feel so hopeless. I feel so fat and ugly.
My strength has not dropped much, but I feel ugly and weak and look fat.
Lithium toxicity and all the other meds I have to take do not make it better.
I want to go again...
I want to become the monster I was and more...
Please, Brothers and Sisters...

Might as well
>be 22
>left a few uni courses cause I get bored or don't like them anymore
>have an idea for a career I might like but I just can't find the motivation to start cause I'm afraid I'll get bored or change my mind again
>havent had sex in almost 2 years
>desprately trying to be my funny social self I used to be because I'm tired of being negative all the time

On the up side though my body has never looked better, so that's something I guess.

>>41336233
Do some mushrooms or lsd

>>41336220
lmao kys fag

>>41336107
Anon, I am not well versed in any job (as I'm still in uni), nor in life (as I'm in my early 20s), but there's a point where you have to re-evaluate how you think and "measure" the idea of you "never a quitter". Your values and hence actions centre around this idea of never giving up - but that doesn't mean you should always be struggling in a position you don't like (because at the end of the day, you're the one judging yourself for this). But perhaps you should look at the idea of "never giving up" is as if you work under heavy loads/and stress and still be able to pull through; and apply this mentality into, say, another job, volunteering position or a new hobby.

Don't mean to ramble on, but what I'm trying to say is to see how you think about what you really mean when you say that you never give up. There could be another meaning or idea associated with it.

>>41334718
That's your self-esteem talking anon. going to be cliche as fuck here, but how you see yourself is different from how the girls see you. they don't know that you're an austistic faggot, but instead, someone that they are interested in. there's a few options:
a) continue to think and act this way and complain on this board 24/7
b) challenge yourself against your own thoughts and do something about it - see a therapist to see how you think about stuff, or meet new people. heck, you can even go against these thoughts and understanding of yourself by showing interest back at the girl and learn something at the end.

no matter what you do, there's always going to be:
a) you being uncomfortable
b) you thinking is how you will be acting
c) hatred, so learn to love yourself

faggot

>>41331431
>Failed my third try at an IT internship

Granted, I'm just a second year and there were more qualified people, and I do have ways to go about improving - but it sucks to see there were 13 people applying and 10 slots this time.

>>41333414
That Chad deserves her because apparently you don't have the guts to ask her out.

And sometimes guts are all the difference in the world.

I've bulged 2 disc,now feel like killing myself.
I am not in pain rn,just knowing nothing will be the same hurts

>>41336306
It's mostly the socialization from parents that have a strong emphasis on consistency and pulling-through in their life, being diligent and risk-averse.

Rationally it's a binary decision, and I think that the hostile work environment is mostly due to me not navigating this social environment adeptly, so changing employer and location would likely not make such a big change, and so that it should get better with time as I learn.

I really don't know. I met my earliest childhood friend recently and he had been in the same line of work as me, although at a lower level, and he quit after 1 year of working after completing 3 years of training because he "couldn't stand the hierarchy" in this field. Now he waits tables and wants to become an elementary school teacher, which is quite competitive here.

I think it's easier to switch and switch again, I know some people who did this and it didn't turn out well for all of them. At least for me, the dream job you love getting out of bed for in the morning is unrealistic.

I was in a 2 year long romantic relationship with a woman who was married... We decide to stop, both sort of agree and do good to stay away. I finally work up courage to ask a girl out that I kickbox with after 6 or 7 months of knowing her. I get her number. We talk for a few days. "Sorry anon, but I have a boyfriend" and I'm crushed. The evil part of me is rubbing his hands together thinking "oh, whoever that guy is, is so fucked". But the other side of me is screaming at me not to do it again. She is so fucking awesome too, fuck.

Starting to think that nobody I know likes me. It's probably inaccurate but it's an extremely difficult thought to shake when no one talks to you or invites you to anything.
Im so lonely, lads.

I applied to grad school a couple months ago and am still waiting on the results.

I'm afraid that even if I do get accepted I wont be able to get the money to pay for it though. I'll just have to work this dead end min wage overnight job until I can put together enough for a car or save enough for the first semester and hope I can get enough money TAing and assisting professors in research after that. Not having a car, working nights, weekends, and holidays has really killed my social life. No one wants to hangout at 8 AM on a Tuesday. I miss my friends

I know this is just a purgatory period of my life, but I'm really ready to be done with it. But it might not be done with me for another year or two.

>>41334171
don't listen to the other guy. you can wear cologne everyday, as long as you don't over spray.

don't buy cheap walmart cologne, do some research online (go to Basenotes or Fragrentica) and visit somewhere like a mall to try it out. You can get good cologne for ~$20 dollars if you try and order off of FragrenceNet or FragrenceX in the US. I've 2 bottles of cologne that are half gone, and I've had them for 3 years. It's worth the extra price.

for clothes. Learn basic colors, and keep it simple since you don't know much. Unironically lurk r/mfa if you have absolutely no clue and don't like /fa/. Just don't fall into a trap(eg menswear all the time, or some edgy streetwear) and make sure you like it.
Learn how clothes should fit, what occasions are proper, and then get some basic clothes.

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>went out with uni friends
>got together with girl that I've known for a while
>friends hyped
>get back to mine
>whiskey dick hard.
>fingering her, she's enjoying it, i get hard, re-position to fuck, lose boner, rinse and repeat
>fuck for about 5 mins total, probably less, keep going soft
>eventually give up, she leaves at 3am instead of staying the night
>share classes with her, will see her again, have to remember my shamefur dispray on a weekly basis
>mfw friends ask me how it went last night, if i smashed, if she stayed the night etc
>tfw i just want a qt to fall in love with

Shit night desu, being a normie is hard

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I'm a fat, overweight, motivationless and apathetic shadow of myself I feel like I'm stuck in the mud sort of everything I want to do put off until tomorrow and I'm always ready to make a big change in my lie but never comes to fruition. I used to have purpose to go to the gym when things were going well I was fresh out of school bumming off uni and instead wanting to go into the army to learn a trade, I got a very rare sports injury which only now 3 years later will bar me from going in pretty much cake will never heal.

All my options in life are disappearing I can't find it in myself to even maintain friendships preferring to sit around in my flat and play vidya and fap my life away, it's a genuine amazement that I even have a gf who wants to be with me. My life is in neutral and I have no reason to do anything I have a semi-comfy yet pedestrian job but can't find it in myself to change for some reason letting myself be defined by a fucking sports injury.

What do you guys lift for? Why do you choose to keep going forwards instead of being like me stuck in the same place I was 3 years ago? What motivates you?

>>41336324
>learn to love yourself
h-heh

>>41331431
Fuck that song is great any more songs like this?

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>>41336732
I lift 2 hrs 6 days a week purely because I hate myself. The gym is the only place and time when I can look in the mirror and love myself.

>pulled out during sex with sex friend
>told her everything was fine because I pulled out
>2 days later I read a scary story on reddit about pregnancy, then I read that there is still a 4% chance of pregnancy even if you pull out
>ask her to take regret pill, she gets pissed since I should have asked her to take it immediately (even though one type is 72 hour limit, and another type is 5 day limit)
>apologized and explained myself
>haven't talked since Tuesday

I am considering asking her to hang out tomorrow, but I don't want to come of as brash or as nothing has happened.

"Hey do you think we can meet, maybe I can visit you?" Does that sound okay? Will she forgive me?

>>41332503
Hey man where are you from ?

>>41332598
There's actually a guy like this at my hometown's Wetherspoons!
He's like 50 and sits in the corner by himself on his laptop with sunglasses while everyone else is like 18-24

That's not you is it?
South east England btw

>>41336660
send her a message asking if she wants to grab a drink
it's a bit late to fear rejection, so just go all in

>>41337785
Where in the Southeast?

I'll post a couple of feels and see what you guy can help with

So far this is the first thing

Finally tried intermittent fasting and holy shit, I've lost a legit 15lbs in a little under two months and I feel alive/good again. Gotta keep going and the progress is something that brightens up your day every time you notice you're still losing weight

>Renegade diet book helped me out
>Finally dropping weight after years of excuses, depression and ignoring the fact of how fat I am

>>41337992
Kent

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>>41331431
>moved back home from college for the summer to save money
>fresh off a breakup so glad too
>Ever since I've been back, I've been thinking about my high school sweetheart
>We dated for almost 2.5 years before being in a long distance relationship broke us up.
>We were each other's first loves. first times, etc.
>I stayed in my home state and she went to Cali for uni
>Want for her back
>know I can't have her unless some serious fucking miracles of god occur.
>Would basically have to be divinely preordained for all the circumstances to line up (We live in the same city and she's single, etc.)


I've kinda accepted that my high school sweetheart is the "one that got away for me". I'll probably always care/have feelings for her in some way, until the end of time, no matter who I date or see. It sucks but I guess I finally understand all those tropes about the "one that got away". They are totally true. I hope we'll end up together in the end but if not then thats life.


It still sucks and feels bad.

>>41338004
Second feels of the week

>I'm a network security engineer and I was brought into a new company a few months ago
>I had a lot of stress, and unneeded office politics going on at work and I had to leave/find another job due to the way the mid management/kiss ass motherfucker policy at work
>I left, and things have been great so far however
>I have a couple of people, some of the grunts in the office who I have stayed in contact with
>Some other engineers/analysts have told me they are stuck now because I left the company and now things have changed however, not for the better
>With me gone, the shitty managers just continued their bullshit office politics and games
>Now the guys I've worked with before are coming to me for advice even though I dont work with them anymore
>I don't know if I should even trust them, but i'm hopeful they stayed trustworthy and loyal after I left which is why they contacted me
>Best thing to do is to ignore the problems at former employer since I left for those same reasons
>PPl didn't know why i left, however, once I was out the door people started to pay attention to the office politics and they kept contacting me about this shit

>>41338044
>Third feels of the week

>I've been seeing some new people again, and I have also noticed how easy and simple it could be to make new friends and acuqantances, you have to try to be a little more normal and stop over thinking and being so stressed out
>We're all just looking for friends and a place to fit in
>So far 2017 has been an awesome year for me

>Quit stressful job
>Moved to another stressful job :)
>Losing weight again
>Staying social and focusing on life

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No matter how jacked I get I will never get to have passionate sex with my 2d waifu. Fuck this gay earth.

>>41337695
Germany my dude

>>41338020
Where specifically in Kent you numpty, I've got a guy like this in my Spoons in Folkestone but there was also one at the one I used to frequent back in Rochester

>>41338793
Haha, no neither of them
Down in t.wells