>Don't know who I am anymore >Don't know how

>>40979319
that's what twenties are for anon,

I was a nerd in school, got into training in the last two years of highschool, became a vagabond proto-hipster (I had long hair and was just dirty, fucking chicks, smoking weed and drinking)... then grew tired of it all and started working, now I

>>40979370
Now you what anon?

Form a plan and break it into smaller steps. Work on one step at a time. You will eventually reach your goal.

>>40979495

How to identify your goals? I feel like a blank canvas

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>>40979370
>that's what twenties are for anon
fuckkkk it's already ending and I still know nothing

>>40979370
>then grew tired of it all and started working, now I

now you what? what ?? I have to know

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>>40980399
then start.

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THEY TOLD ME I COULD BE ANYTHING

SO I BECAME DOUBLES

>>40979370
Oh shit you started working and died didn't you?

>>40980419
now he shitposts on 4chan and faps his dick to trapporn

the fuck do you think he became? the fuck do you think you'll become? the fuck do you think we`all here are? nothing good will come out of this place... we are in our own self-made hell and there is no escape. god knows I tried.

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>>40980582
pls no

I'm working on reinventing my self now and all I can say is it comes with a lot of self doubt and some identity issues

When I have a conscious decision on how to react to a situation I sometimes don't know what I want to choose because I haven't decided who I want to be or what im becoming

I honestly hate small talk and people for the most part and part of my goals is to become more social, not to mention being more social allows you to meet more woman.

But since I hate people most of my friendliness comes off as forced, most the time I could give a fuck less what people are talking about and I rather be left alone.

I've put a lot of work into being more outgoing but i feel at a crossroads between continuing or go back to "being my self" which is the route of genuinely talking to select people and being friendly when I have to, basically killing conversation by taking no interest in the other person.

> I have no job, no car, no friends, no prospects etc

Start with getting yourself a job anon. It gets you out earning money and meeting people. Your co-workers will end up being your best friends given the amount of time you'll be spending together, save up money for a car.

Of course there's hope for you. If you got out there and socialised you'd realise there are a lot of people in the exact same position.

Get a job, start saving and take up opportunities that come your way.