>It's another "anon has another existential crisis while laying in bed and can't fall asleep due to the weight of his own existence" episode
rest day tomorrow boys fuuaarrrk I really hope you didn't skip the gym again
Evening OP. I'm with you on the whole can't sleep deal. Fuck I just want to sleep
>tfw I've started identifying with Kierkegaard regarding existential anguish
Help me lads
Also, does this mean I am a brain-brawn combo when I make it?
>Resting on back day
>feel really irritable when im around other people
>just want to be left alone and not have people worry about what im doing or talk to me and tell me what to do
>live with family so this isn't possible atm
>almost daily fantasies about my eventual retirement/hermitage to some cozy foothill in Japan or something, where i can just be by myself
what's wrong with me
>>40879658
this is too real
I'm bumping this thread because this happens to me aswell
>just asked someone out
>the girl thought I was gay all along
I feel so bad boys, it's 20 min extra cardio tomorrow now tbqh, that will make me feel much better.
>it's a anon goes to bed until 4:00 am while drinking 1 liter water bottles panic attack
>tfw spic which also means it's a sad mariachi music night
>>40879658
ARE YOU ME??? except for the whole Japan shit, this is exactly my situation. Hang tight man.
>>40879699
>claims he isnt gay
>does cardio
what did he mean by this?
>>40879752
rrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
don't bully me even more
>March almost over
>Graduating first week of May
>Still haven't found a job
>Been sending applications out for the last month, zero responses
The anxiety is unreal.
>>40879680
>>40879751
im worried im coming down with some kind of antisocial personality thing. I just want other people out of my life and i want to just take care of myself. It's not even affecting my lifts or gym schedule or anything, i just feel bad because i can tell when im irritable but i dont know what to do about it so i worry im pushing family away